I haven't posted anything for over a year. Truth is, I've been working on a few things but haven't felt the need to complete them. I've also been practising my drawing skills so I can work on posting more than pixel dolls or things. I'm still struggling with things. Two years ago my beloved dog Trip was diagnosed with a heart condition and he had to be put to sleep. I also lost a good friend that year after I admitted to suffering from depression and they reacted badly and posted a rant about people who struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts on facebook. I was so hurt by this I couldn't even respond to it and haven't really talked to that person since. We used to talk about everything and I thought I could share anything and still be accepted so to find out that it wasn't true has definitely made me trust people even less. I've struggled with having no confidence and no self-acceptance all my life and this event plus other people criticising me for being an introvert has just made me feel no confidence in any of my works. I've started a few things, but can't finish them because I'm not sure if they'll turn out well. So I'm sorry to the people who watched me but then removed me for not being active. Sometimes real life messes things up.
Listening to: Sayonara - Ayumi Hamasaki
Reading: darkmere - Helen Maslin
Playing: Happy Home Designer (3DS)