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I haven't been here for a year and I have no excuse. Honestly going on dA awakens a lot of feelings and honestly it scares me. Not to mention I want to focus on school. But I really do want to start writing again; I REALLY DO. But just the lack of motivation just bugs the hell out of me. 

When I look back at all of the fanfiction I had wrote like three years ago made me CRINGE. But in a good way; I can tell that I've been improving a lot from writing essays and stories at school. So that is one reason I stopped. I just assumed that my fics were terrible and just stopped writing completely. But I'm working hard to improve and comeback strongly. 

Another reason is I had fallen out of anime (at the time of my absence) but fortunately I CAME BACK LOVING IT AGAIN! During the period of my absence I had fallen in love with KPOP. I'm not that into it anymore and by choice drifted away from it. Too much going on with drama and bs so anime really helped my soul. I will always stay with anime. <3

When I logged in yesterday I was shocked to to see so many messages + changes on dA. Some of my dearest friends for years here are not even active and or gone. It really saddens me and I felt so much regret for leaving without notice. To my friends reading this, I am so sorry. I honestly have no clue if you guys are going to forgive me or not. But I just want to apologize for everything. For leaving you guys in the dark for a year. I feel so angry at myself. I really do. And I really want to come back. And I will come back.

I started this account on May 2014; back when I was only 10-11 in the fifth grade. At that time I was so into anime; like OBSESSED. And I stumbled upon reader inserts. I was so curious about it and attempted to write one... It was a Noragami reader insert and it was a Yukine one (there was no Yukine fics at that time) and from that point I just exploded. Everyday from school I would log in and check favorites and comments and just post what ever fic I could make. I did that for two years. 

Now, I don't know if I wanted to write fics for myself or to write to boost my ego from comments/favorites. I admit sometimes I did feel so happy seeing comments on my stories. 6th grade was a really hard time for me so seeing that really helped boost my self-esteem.  

Now going into freshmen year I have no idea about my fate here on dA. No idea at all. I'm no longer depressed and needing comments and faves to boost myself. But I hope to write more fics. I just want to; not for anybody else but for myself. Yes, I do want to write more to make my followers happy but I want to make myself happy. At the time I was blind and did it for others not thinking about myself. 

I just wanted to clear the room now after one year of no explanation. Again, I'm so sorry about everything. You can unfollow me if you want to. You can follow me  or stay with me or whatever. I just want to say sorry to you guys because you don't deserve it and I should be the one to blame.

I'm most active on Instagram. To my friends and followers you can keep in touch with me there: @latte.fairy

Thank you for taking your time for reading this.

With much love,
Victoria aka hanabi-ko
  • Listening to: "Beautiful Liar" by VIXX LR
  • Reading: "Everything I never Told You"
I honestly can't believe it. 

It's been two years since I've been on this site. TWO YEARS.
 
I just wanna say thank you. Thank you for being with me for all these years. I can't believe it. 

It feels like yesterday, starting this account. I still remember my very old username. x)  //sunshine4584//
I was just a fifth grader interested in the world of fanfics and art. Now I'm going to the eighth grade soon. (:
I could feel the tears welling up my eyes because the memories. The memories of writing fanfictions, memories of talking to my beloved friends here, and memories of feeling like home on this site.

As I grown more mature, I really want to venture more into new things. 

Some of you know that I completely stopped going on here. I'm sad about it because I missed talking to you, and reading fanfics. It's just that I have other interests I that really wanna try, just like the day I started this account. 

I love you all. Stay beautiful. <33

with love,

Victoria, an idiot. <3
  • Listening to: "Beautiful Liar" by VIXX LR
  • Reading: "Everything I never Told You"
Happy holidays everyone! I haven't been here on a while, I know. A lot of things has been happening....

I wanted to spend with family yesterday so I didn't get a chance to come here and say hi! ):

My hiatus will end tommorrow! When I will start talking to everybody! :3

Thank you so much for your patience! ~<33
  • Listening to: "Beautiful Liar" by VIXX LR
  • Reading: "Everything I never Told You"
Okay, I made a new account in which I will post my Fanfics there, here on my main account, I just... Chat with you guys! ^_^

I really want to refresh, and I hope you guys understand. ;3
This is the account; latte-fairy
You guys are the best. ^^

thank you!! 

Tagthingamabob

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 4, 2015, 7:01 AM
  • Listening to: "Beautiful Liar" by VIXX LR
  • Reading: "Everything I never Told You"


Tagged by this lovey dork: :iconkiku-kaze:



1. You have to post the rules 
2. Each person has to share 13 things about themselves. 
3. Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer. 
4. Choose 13 people 
5. Go to their page to inform them that they are tagged. 
6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that." 
7. You have to legitimately tag 13 people. 
8. You can't say that you don't do tags. 
9. Tag-backs are allowed! 
10. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENT. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry. 
11. You have to finish within a week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to. Art, rp, etc.
12. Be creative with the title, no "I got tagged." 
13. CUSSING is allowed.



13 boring facts about me!

1.  I love Good Luck Charlie! It's the TV show I watch. Does anyone else watch it? 
2. I want to go to Harvard someday! But I have to be super smart to go in there. X)
3. Hetalia and K pop took over my life. Literally. ;;-;;
4. My favorite song currently is "Beautiful Liar" by VIXX LR. It has so much meaning into it and I will make a FrUK fanfic referenced by the song. ;;;^;;;
5. I have a mild case of ADHD. //which is why I procrastinate so much haha//
6. I cry too easily... I once cried over my plant dying like 3 days ago //ashamed//
7. For song fics, I use VIXX's music because their music has so much symbolism in it. ;;7;;
8. I am 154 cm/5'0 for a 12 year old~
9. I like the color green for some reason... I just like it :3
10. I can't multitask ;( Wish I did (⌒-⌒; )
11. My middle name is Tran
12. The day I came to this beautiful but cruel world: Nov. 09. 02
13. I can't dance... at all. Or sing... 



Kiku-Kaze's Questions~~


1. How was your summer holiday? ((if you live in the Southern Hemisphere how was your winter?)) 
-----It was good! I went to FL, met my friends, went to Orlando, family... It was cool ^_^
2. Who is your favourite fictional character?
------I have a lot, but I'll name a few;
From Attack on Titan is Eren Jaeger
From Hetalia is America, Japan, China, S. Korea, Norway, UK, France, //okay I love all characters x)
From Tokyo Ghoul is Kaneki Ken/Sasaki Haise 
3. What are your OTP's? 
------I don't have a lot, but I do favor FrUK and the Netherlands and Female Japan... I don't know why but I just like it haha 
4. Do you speak a different language? 
------Yes, but it's my mother tongue (Vietnamese) but I can't speak any other language that is not my ethnicity //sad// BUT I'm SORTA SPEAKING A CHINESE FRENCH BECAUSE THE GRAMMAR IS MOSTLY FROM THE CHINESE AND THE ALPHABET IS FROM THE FRENCH??? //phffff I'm just joking :3
5. What nationality/nationalities are you? 
------ I'm 3/4 Asian and a quarter White :)
6. Have you ever met an online friend in real life? 
------ No :( Someday maybe...
7. What is the weather right now? 
------ uhhhh.... Mostly Sunny and 81 degrees
8. If you could travel to one place, where would it be? 
------one place?? If I were to go to once place, is Vietnam, my mother country since I haven't been there for quite a long time. 
9. What is your favourite media to draw with? (Digital, watercolour, pencil, etc.) 
------ The classic regular pencil and easer because I can't afford good supplies :)
10. Do you consider yourself a good artist? 
------Ehhh, but I consider myself a beginner :)
11. Who are some of your friends? 
-----cinnabunny2002, Kiku-Kaze, nostalgic-galaxy, TeaforBunny, andri-kki, sorrynotsorrycupcake and so much more:)
12. Where do you draw/write best? 
------Upstairs where it's quiet
13. Who inspires you?
Friends, Family, :)



My Questions! 

1. Who is your favorite actor or singer?
2. If you were to be an animal for a day, what animal would you be and why?
3. Quick! Your fictional/real crush came up to you, what do you do?
4. The first thing that came across your mind when you wake up?
5. Favorite movie?
6. Favorite quote?
7. What is the current book you are reading?
8. If you had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
9. Do you have any phobias?
10. Things that make you happy? :)
11. Do you believe in love at first sight?
12. What quality would you like to have? 
13. Ideal type? 

OKAY I will break one of the rules because I'm crazy like that... If anyone wants to do this then you can! :)



  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?

    For a year XD wow, time really went fast. I could remember the day I joined XD 

  2. What does your username mean?

    I had three usernames! But I'll list them all;

    sunshine4584; this name was really really old XD I have been using this name for years and years on so many different sites.  

    sunny-cakes; well, it's simple. i like the sun.... And I like cakes! 

    hanabi-ko; it means fireworks child. It's actually named after Koko the gorilla! <3

  3. Describe yourself in three words.

    Weird

    Shy

    Crazy

  4. Are you left or right handed?

    I'm both but I use my right hand more.

  5. What was your first deviation?

    OHHH I threw it out long ago. It was a really bad drawing XDD ;^;

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create?

    I like to draw anime, semi realistic :3

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

    I would really like to draw on PC. I've never done that before ...

  8. What was your first favourite?

    Ahhh, it was really old. But I think it was an LPS one :)

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?

    Ehhh, I favorite more on literature, but I also favorite traditional art more too.

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?

    I don't have one owo

    Everyone amazes me :3

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?

    Kiku-Kaze (we live so close yet so far ㅠㅠ)

    Greystream she is a huge role model for me!! For me to see her is like a dream! <3

    andri-kki, sorrynotsorrycupcake, TeaforBunny, so many others, I can't list them all //slap

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?

    Yes actually. She/he was very nice and welcoming when I first came here. I thought I was alone. >.<

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art?

    Pencil and eraser x)

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

    My family photo album. It helps really <3 Just looking at them sometimes help me draw/write 

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?

    Meeting new friends and funny conversations! Fangirling too ^^

tagged by this lovely dork: nostalgic-galaxy

1. What is your honest-to-God opinion of this Deviant? 
Ohmygoodness she is so fun to talk to! we have a lot in common haha.
she is a lot mature than I am, and she likes the things that I like 
why is the font so small??

2. What do you like best about this deviant's works? 
I like her fanfics! to me it's very beautiful~~

3. What do you dislike about this deviant's works?
nopenopenope i love everything

4. Do you watch this deviant? If so why?
I watch her because she's awesome. hands down. c:

5. Relationship status with this deviant?
she's my conscience

6. What would you suggest to this deviant for them to improve their works?
ahhhhh idk but maybe vocabulary? 

7. How does this deviant make you feel and why?
she makes me feel happy and special >.<

8. Anything else you'd like to say to this deviant?
I want to say that I want her to stay happy and strong <33

victims

TeaforBunny
cinnabunny2002
andri-kki
7/13/15


Okay, so many of you know that I haven't been posting any fanfics lately, and I want to say sorry for my absence....

Believe it or not, I had a lot of work during the summer. I had no time to sit and write a fanfic. Also I had a HUGE writers block and I'm working hard to get out of the writer's block cloud. 

However, I'm writing one SNK fanfic right now. It is in progress right now so it might take a few days to finish. 

I want to say thank you for for staying with me. It's been hard, but when I think of you guys I just smile and think, "I have such great friends..."

So thank you for your kindness and support, I really love you guys!  <333

okay I'm going tell you guys my facts to know me better haha lol //procrastinating//

1. I'm actually 12 1/2... Yes... I'm quite young haha. This is probably why my 'behavior' is childish... This also explains why my Fanfics are not professionally well written. I joined DA when I was in fifth grade, so those old fanfics in mid- 2014 were really badly written... 

2. I'm going to the 7th grade! Does anybody have experience in that grade? I want to get ready okay don't hit me XDD

3. I'm K-POP trash, okay? I just--- I can't even omg---
VIXX is my ultimate boy band. Literally... They are like the Free! boys I'm not joking check them out on YouTube! I'm a HUGE fan and SOMEONE MADE ME INSANE ABOUT THEM *cough* cinnabunny2002 *cough*

4. I'm the only Vietnamese in my town.... I'm just sad by that fact XDD

5. I used to be a happy go lucky happy girly girl back then. I was so innocent omg. Now I'm just depressed all the time owo

Just look at this! 

Image by hanabi-ko
Image by hanabi-ko

Image by hanabi-ko

I'm really bored so I just saw this and BAM ... I'll shut up lol XD


Handwriting Meme   Blank By The Green Beanie[2] by hanabi-ko



Image by hanabi-ko

if you guys wonder what this black whole is its my so called closet
MY MOM ASKED ME TO CLEAN THIS UP
PLEASE HELP ME 
SOS

//cries

Art Theft Website! //UPDATE//

Tue May 26, 2015, 4:18 AM
Recently, there is this site where people take artwork from other people without permission.

 fastimg.net/wallpaper-search

Like seriously? I can't believe people are so scared and lazy that just "Guys lets take I mean they won't know right?" 

I have been plagerized before but... This is crazy.

There is a petition if you really want to go for it: 
www.change.org/p/fastimg-net-t…

An awesome friend named Kiku-Kaze reported the site and emailed them. The response was terribly written. Here is what they said: 



I don't know if a grown up wrote that, but see what I mean? They don't even give you a proper response! I tried reporting, but I don't know if that will work...

And what's more confusing is they said that we have to contact dA so they could contact Yahoo. I honestly don't know why, and they didn't tell you why. Please get this message around! 


//UPDATE//

The site recently closed down. Now it's a MP3 player site thing… >.<

I've decided to change the title format, and I might change the writing format (I don't know yet).
I feel that the prevous writing format was overused and I decided that I'm going to change it. I just want to change the style, y'know?  I'm kinda getting tired of it. ^^;

I put this journal on so none of you will get confused. ^^
derpy girl with alligator  by hanabi-ko
Here is a very blurry ugly selfie with my pet alligator
Hahaha lol
Today is my last day of my long hair, because I'm going to cut it short tommorow
The reason I'm so high up is that I sleep on a bunk bed. I share a room with both of my parents and little brother, so I never get privacy //sob

Tagged by the lovely :iconsleepyheroprince: :heart:


~Rules~

You must post these rules.
Each person has to share 13 things about them.
Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
Choose 13 people.
You have to legitimately tag 13 people.
Tag-backs are ALLOWED.
YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.
You have to finish this within a week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to (art, rp, etc).
Be creative with the title. No "I've Got Tagged" things.
Cussing is ALLOWED. //sunny-cakes: I'm still pretty young for my age so I can't use any profane words. I don't want to either...//sorry

~Da Facts~

-Just like sleepyheroprince, I LOVE YUKI KAJI <33333 //we should make a fan club lol//
-Like LOVE hearing K-pop, but my favorite group is VIXX! Their music is AMAZING!! Hear their music: www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2xWE3…
-It's so weird, but I have a thing for guys that are quiet, shy, and humble yet passionate and short-tempered.... is THAT WEIRD?? //shot
-I'm very bad at math //emo corner
-My favorite animes are Shingeki no Kyojin, Tokyo Ghoul, Free!, Noragami, Hetalia, and so many others!
-When I was a little girl, I used to love Pokémon, and I still LOVE It <3
-My OTP is either RinHaru or FrUK //yessss
-Favorite ice cream flavor is Oreo or Vanilia >~<
-For a young girl like me, I'm taller than my mother and as tall as my father >///<
-I have this boy in my class who acts and looks like Haruka Nanase. Like literally. They are both Asian, they both have the same hair style and hair color) monotone and blunt, swimmers and to top it all of, they both have very muscular bodies //omgggg
-My favorite YouTubers are Nigahiga and Wassbi Productions (I'm still young okay? XD)
-My most prized possession is the necklace my grandma gave me
-My username meaning yes pretty simple; I love cake, I love the sun.. sooo why not put them together?

~Questions~

1. Subbed or dubbed anime?
2. If you could be with any fictional character ever, who would it be and why?
3. Are we friends? If not, do you want to be my friend? ouo
4. What type of fanfiction do you like most, to read or write? (f.ex: angst, fluff, pairing fanfics, AUs, etc...)
5. What's your most embarrassing moment?
6. If you had a chance to embarrass your favourite fictional character, what would you do to embarrass him/ her, and who would it be?
7. What means the most to you?
8. If you could learn any other language, what would it be?
9. Do you like video games (who doesn't like video games? XD)
10. If so, what's your favourite game?
11. Tell me something I don't know about you.
12. Favourite animal?
13. I love you. Gimme a hug!!




~Answers~
1. Subbed just because I like hearing the original anime... plus I like the Japanese language being spoken ^^
2. Hmmmm... I honestly don't know //hides I love all anime characters so I can't choose >///<
3. Of course we are! Ily <333
4. Ummm I like all of them except lemons... I hate them //don't get me wrong, I'm too young//
5. To make things short--
Okay when I was 6 years old, I went to my uncles house for V-day. There I met a boy, and we started talking. He took a hold of my hand, and dragged me to this room. He closed the door and started coming towards me. I was really blind, because I didn't know what was going on. And he started kissing me! I tried pushing him away, but for a boy the same age as me, he was really strong, or I was weak, but anyway he started making out with me! I was wearing a dress, so he had his hand and stroked my sides and started to play with the hem of my underpants, so I WAS FREAKING OUT, AND WHAT'S WORST IS THE KISS WAS HEATED, IT WAS A FRENCH KISS. I know this may sound unrealistic but it really did happen to me. The good news is that I knee and punched his face and ran out of the house so yeah. I remember this because he IS THE JERK THAT STOLE MY FIRST KISS AND---
6. I would really want to pester and annoy Haru and tease him with his relationship with Rin //ILOVETHISSHIPOKAY//
7. My friends and family mean the most <333
8. I would learn Chinese, Korean, Japanese or Italian!
9. Yes, but not too much XD
10. Cooking Mama on the DS
11. I'm an ambidextrous ( I use my right hand more though)
12. I <33 FOXES, BEARS, PANDAS, DOGS, CATS, ALL OF THE ANIMALS ASDFGHJKL (except piranhas)
13. I LOVE YOU TOO!!! //hugs

I tag all of you (I know I'm breaking a rule but I'm really tired... ;^;)
  • Listening to: Piano
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Air

Seven Things About sunny-cakes

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 18, 2015, 2:45 PM


1.) I'm pretty tall for my age; taller than my mom and almost as tall as my dad ^^;
2.) I was diagonsed with ADHD (it's not too severe). 
3.) I laugh and cry for no reason (sometimes) and it can really affect me...
4.) It's hard for me to sleep but hard for me to wake up; I'm a heavy sleeper! ^^;
5.) I'm an ambidextrous but I use my right hand more
6.) For a tiny girl like me, I LOVE FOOD!!! <3
7.) The very first anime I watched when I was a kid growing up is Pokemon. ^_^



Well, that's really all! Thanks!! <333

  • Listening to: Piano
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Air
Hello guys, how are you?

      If you recently visited my dA page, I decided to trust my instinct and changed my location to 'unknown.' My best friend for life cinnabunny2002 just made a journal entry about leaving. I was really upset, but I'm relieved that we actually known each other in real life for a really long time. //thank god I know her though we only meet each other once a year ;_;
     She explained that the internet can be a dangerous place, and hands down, it's true. We are both Vietnamese, and our parents doesn't like us putting our personal information. In VN news, there've been stories of kidnapping. That's why my grandmother is so overprotective, and wouldn't go outside, like, ever unless if my parents were around then it's okay.
    As Vietnamese, I completely understand. I hope you guys understand, right? I mean, If you know me for a while, then I guess it would be okay. I won't change my name, because I figured it wouldn't be fair. 
    So anyway, I know I sound like a mother, but I recommend you putting your location to unknown. You don't have to, but it's good. If you have a good friend here on dA who wants to know your location, then you can just note them. 
    



    Thanks for listening to my ranting! <3333


sunny-cakes

 
  • Listening to: Piano
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Air

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIKU!

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 11, 2015, 4:26 PM


Oh my goodness, yesssss!! >~<
its my bae's birthday guys I'm so happy you have no idea //shot
Kiku is such an adorable otaku //sCREEHES
I can't help but just a say happy birthday to my two thousand (or more) year old Nihon~~~


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I'm 34% Evil...

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 10, 2015, 1:53 PM


My evil side: 
(x) You have made a little kid cry. (My little brother //ashamed)
(x) You have threatened someone and meant it seriously 
( ) You have beat someone up.
( ) You have stolen MONEY from someone
(x) People have called you a brat
( ) You spend all of your time bossing people around
(x) You have wanted someone/something to die 
(x) You have killed someone/something (like bugs or something like that //shivers)
(x) You yell a lot
( ) You have punched someone
( ) You have stolen something from the store
( ) You push people around a lot 
(/) You wear a lot of black
( ) You hate the light
( ) You swear a lot. (I don't like to swear unless someone makes me super amd)
( ) You are always breaking the rules 
( ) You have skipped school
( ) At school you are a bully
(x) You get mad easily (Don't get me mad or else...)
( ) You have tons of enemies
(x) You barely have any friends
( ) You lie a lot 
( ) You hate school work more than anything
( ) You pull tons of pranks on people 
( ) You think it's funny when people die 
( ) You like making people suffer
( ) You love blood
( ) You know how to shoot a gun 
(/) You have called someone stupid
(/) You like HORROR MOVIES
( ) You like violent things
( ) You have attempted to kill someone
( ) You love the sound of screaming  
( ) You are happy when people are injured

Total: 8.5
Multiply by 4: 34

I'm 34% evil... //aiyaa aru


Happy New Year Everyone!

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 1, 2015, 6:56 AM


HNY! Well, where I live is Jan. 1. I hope you'll have a fantastic year! I'm looking forward to meet new friends, read more fanfics, and be more social. XD

Tag~

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 31, 2014, 5:35 PM


Tagged by the lovely TeaforBunny
1.If you had to repopulate the whole world and it was only the two of you, who would that person be?
What do you mean by that? //confused 

2.Jean or Eren?
Eren. He is mine... //hehe
3.Who is your best friend on DeviantART?
I love everybody. ^_^
4.Favorite Color?
I have a lot, but it's either black or white ^_^
5.What is most important in your life?
My friends and family. :)

i tag no one cause I'm lazy... //shot
If you want to do it, then go ahead! ^_^