My body feels so full of helium, I feel like my feet aren't going to stay on the ground much longer...! My soul feels so full of warmth, I feel like my body may melt away... My heart feels so full of love, I feel like its being stolen... No, not stolen... But given away... Given to you. No, in fact... I've already given you my self. Your voice... the sound of you... Its soothing to my core, and takes my breath away. You calm my soul... Ease my fears... Fill my heart... Lick my wounds and dab my tears... Without even being in the same room... This love knows no distance... And even though you're so very far away, we can bridge

In what do I take true solace? In whom do I truly rely on for a shoulder to rest? Am I really as confused as I feel I am, or am I just overwhelmed and overworked? I work 7 days a week. I don't know what my direction is, and I'm struggling with my compass, trying to decipher where it wants to point me. I give a lot, I take a little, and I ultimately just continue to hope. I hope that I can get where I want to be, though I'm not 100% sure where that is exactly... This duality of mine isn't easy. It's as complicated as things come, to say the least, and with the more comfortable I become with one side or the other, the more pressures t