To start off I must explain that in a sense I have two sides to myself. One is an inhibited and locked up personality who needs to surpress himself in order to continue to keep whatever little he has in his life, while the other true self can only express himself in shadows and darkness... and the internet. If this sounds like I'm trying to make myself seem dark and mysterious, forgive me because it's just my habit of trying to present the drab things I have to say in a more digestible light.
Anyways, this account is my true self's foray into DA, my controlled self has been here sharing his inhibited and humble collection of art for several years now (actually the last peice I shared in that account was several years ago as well), as well as favorited many art outside of the ones that would put me in a state of danger (basically - sexual content). In order to live my life I have to surpress the natural human sexual urges so that I appear asexual to those around me (I feel I can relate to "closet cases" in homosexuality in this way, though I am hetrosexual).
I have created this account not only to appreciate and favorite as much as possibe of the other art (aka, the stuff with sexual content) that I have enjoyed over the past several years on DA, but also to eventually share some of my own works. I am thinking of writing (perhaps poetry) on my views on sexuality today and my thoughts on the opposite sex as well (and ultimately as a reflection, my own sex as well). I find that sexuality is an important, beautiful, and powerful aspect of nature and humanity that, despite sexual revolution and increased losening of taboos, is not given the proper respect and understanding that it deserves from both suppoters and detractors even in modern enlightened societies. I hope that what little I have to share can at least get the minds of others' whirling about certain ideas, topics, and debates.