Listening to: E. S. Pothsmus
Playing: Nothing yet
Hello, everybody. I've been doing quite the amount of work on here, relatively speaking, and I feel like I'm just not getting anything back from it. I really don't get it. I mean, Do I really suck that much? I feel sort of stressed about it, considering the effort I try to put, and altogether not getting anything from it. I've been on Deviantart for a year and I'm barely breaking thirty followers. I see all these twelve-year-old kids making wolves and ponies and flooding the front page getting all the attention, and yes, there are others getting noticed, but why not me? Why don't I cut it? Do you guys who actually pay attention (unless I am genuinely talking to a wall) help to spread the word about me? I do know that a couple of you have done work to help me get out there, but seriously. There's no reason why I should be at this sort of a standstill. Hell, I've seen people complain about only having two hundred followers. I think I have the right to be upset. Call me immature. Call me an attention whore. I don't even care. I have other things going on in my life that I have to worry about as well that I'm not going to dump onto you guys, but yeah. If I can at least get something out of this in my life, that'd be great.
Thank you for listening to my mini-rant.