You have to look at it from the right perspective. If you were in this situation, what would you do? It’s difficult. You look, you listen and you like, but from a subjective viewpoint what do you do? It could be made easy, or it could get harder. I can’t find a way of escaping it. It’s there, it doesn't go away. You can put up a front and hope it doesn't show, but you know all the time it’s there, burying deep inside you and soon you get to the point where it shows. It really does. It thrusts itself through you and out into the world. You’re exposed. You can’t hide. Everyone can see the glow, the way it run