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lost in space by Goombaslayer
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waiting for bangs by Goombaslayer
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I was like an angel fallen out of the sky,
Hungry for bread but only searching for wine,
And just like a needle phasing through skin,
I showed you the light and then drowned you in sin.
I am a pile of limbs and dog bones,
chewed on and hallow
I cry for my marrow
Out lost in the yarrow,
I'm sorry I'm here and not home.
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Literature
The hedgehog dilemma
When mania feels like poems hyperactive syllables dance so wild the top floor to foundation shakes,
violent vibrations bereave the vascular to vertebrae,
so it's chain smoke to tear choked.
It's self induced stockholm,
It's I'm over exposed, the aperture is broken, light is burning my bones.
Ring Ring, Hello Hello? My heavy bones splinter as they touch the phone,
self defense disguised as two thousand volts, tongue tied with thirty-two bolts
Up is fucked , Down is here, Right is blocked
whats Left is botulism of the brain and heart
I'll vibrate through walls till the impossible talks,
until then I'll click and pop in my posthumous walk.
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Animus by Goombaslayer Animus :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 1 0 Rapture by Goombaslayer Rapture :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 1 0 Anatomy on strings by Goombaslayer Anatomy on strings :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 3 0 Anatadoodle by Goombaslayer Anatadoodle :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 0 0
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Gundam by Goombaslayer Gundam :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 4 0 Baneful Herbs by Goombaslayer Baneful Herbs :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 9 2 Stick n pack by Goombaslayer Stick n pack :icongoombaslayer:Goombaslayer 2 3
Literature
Musings in early hours
your name appears in so many places that there is no denying the significance of you.
coincendence and sequcenalities be damned.
you are there and here and there again.
It must not be the same for you, as my name is not so common.
Perhaps rolling by the in credits of B rated movies or heard amongst an ornery crowd.
Yet you know as well as I, the crows carry my name on their breast and call.
They know me as well as the wing takes flight...
knife edge white upon the canvas of black night the moon gossips with the stars.
she whispers things in the early hours that only dreams can decipher,
and so
you are there as well.
inexorably tangled in this web weaved by gods...
have you cursed me?
I wonder if I have cursed you.
a dark and desperate part of me hopes so.
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Literature
Empty Room
at a table i sit
in an empty room
the ambient hum of myself in silence settles around as the smoke from my marlboro swirls around my fingers
fingers that ache for the impossible
the weight of my posture says more than all of tchaikovsky's musings...
as i consummate myself and dread with whiskey saved just for a time like this
shadows spin and dance and i become entranced with the spell i cast
soon the silence breaks and heaves as whiskey magic brushes a soft hand upon my cheek and fills the room with vibrant perfume
my fingers ache for the impossible
i break myself upon regret...
i blink away the spell till i can see
the ambient hum of myself in silence settles around as the cherry on my marlboro dies in the ashtray
just a moment
in an empty room
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Literature
One with the birds
Sometimes I try to hard,
Sometimes I get confused,
But I pack my bags and I hit the road,
Im a bird with leather shoes.
Well I know my magic spells
And the cards they tell me well,
They tell me I'll have wings to fly
On the winds that I do find.
These birds will know my name,
As my wanderlust remains,
I follow crows as they do know
Where treasures lie and wait
These roads are very long
And the rivers are so wide
But ill cross them too and ill see you
in the moments i pass on by
so if you miss me while im gone
Remember this old song
Look towards the moon im looking
too
My light it will find you
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.reconnaitre.
she dances with the wind, not understanding
any of my cares, and yet - she cares
for all of them. I tell her "I deserve better than this
old abyss again and again."
and I am tired enough for an entire forest, but
old pine, mother of wings, stands still and
nurtures many things (me being the smallest of them, only
a whisper of a girl), and in whispers I learn
how to nurture something
not fire or dark, something like roots
or strong rainstorms
or the slow patience, the unafraid confidence that lets her stand tall
and be touched by nothing but wind
and sunshine and all the good things,
none of them human, none of them harm.
one day, I will stand
as tall as her, impossible
to take down. knowing
the secret art of growth,
of peace, of waiting for winter
and then summer again while a life passes by.
today,
I sit on these steps and tell a tree
"I deserve better than this."
"I have seen this dark and I recognise
its heavy warm arms and I am not going
back down there." she understands.
lets me r
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~oSaC~ Hourglass
Priceless golden sand slipping through an iris
Tumbling down the slippery slope Into darkness
Soon the sand will be gone She hears the
slither The screaming sands She feels
their weight on her back On her
shoulders Her light is a
blaze in the void
But this
B L A
S
P
H
E
M E R
Pretends
Hunts in HER
domain It cannot be
left to stand She seeks it out
It calls with false promises With false
glory She snarls back a challenge Eyes ablaze
Try and quench me Infidel I have seen the black and
clawed my way out Just like i'll claw through you
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The good child
Be a good child.
Sufficiently afraid - obedient and sweet.
Don't listen to the voices within
that want to yell and hit and throw -
before revenge, you need to grow.
Smile, do the dishes, be neat.
Be good, so your face doesn't get kicked in.
Be good, so they give you food.
Be good, so the blue and the white
won't come to leave scars with needles and leather.
Do your chores, let the pain pass by like weather.
Learn your sums and ABCs.
Try to remember the faces.
Hide fevers and aches. Above all, be good.
But one night, she found a friend
in her thoughts. Sage advice it said:
"I know a place where you can sleep.
Where the little girls don't weep.
Where you don't have to be good anymore.
No longer will your back be sore."
The friend showed her how to tie a knot -
goodbye goodness, bye, robot.
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waiting for bangs
self portrait doodle while I was waiting for my friend to finish cutting a customers hair.
The uhh, cat, is hers and was not happy about the harmonica being playing the house.

Haven't drawn in a while, feels pretty good.
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I was like an angel fallen out of the sky,
Hungry for bread but only searching for wine,
And just like a needle phasing through skin,
I showed you the light and then drowned you in sin.

I am a pile of limbs and dog bones,
chewed on and hallow
I cry for my marrow
Out lost in the yarrow,
I'm sorry I'm here and not home.
Untitled 479
no idea what this is, woke up late last night and just wrote it down and went back to sleep. Strange. 
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When mania feels like poems hyperactive syllables dance so wild the top floor to foundation shakes,
violent vibrations bereave the vascular to vertebrae,
so it's chain smoke to tear choked.
It's self induced stockholm,
It's I'm over exposed, the aperture is broken, light is burning my bones.
Ring Ring, Hello Hello? My heavy bones splinter as they touch the phone,
self defense disguised as two thousand volts, tongue tied with thirty-two bolts
Up is fucked , Down is here, Right is blocked
whats Left is botulism of the brain and heart

I'll vibrate through walls till the impossible talks,
until then I'll click and pop in my posthumous walk.
I hitchhiked across the country, and I feel like I didn't accomplish anything. I Worked on a bunch of farms and homesteads made friends and I feel empty.

Something about being house up, living in these boxes. It fucks my head up so hard. The day after I settled here in Colorado I depression grabbed the back of my head and threw it into the walls that I'm now confined in.

What the fuck.

I Was so driven out there. As soon as I'm placed back down into what is a good thing I start regressing. Drinking sulking smoking.
I Want to be happy everywhere I am. And in everything I do. Not just when I'm homeless and traveling. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I need to see a therapist or like. something. something. Need to reprogram my brain for a normal life,

but I don't want a career. I have no drive.
I just want to travel. Write. Draw. Study the occult. Meditate, pray.
FUck. why am I So angry?

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Paul
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United States
Old, crazy, wandering and always wondering.

Current Residence: Friends floors
Favourite genre of music: Psychedelic, Blues, Funk, jazz, hiphop any thing strange and crazy.
Favourite style of art: Surrel, depressive things, that capture the darkest of human emotion and internal struggle, things that make my head dance
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: My I pod Nano
Favourite cartoon character: Marshall Lee (Adventure Time)
Personal Quote: Keep on keepin on
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anasofiajc Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the fav!
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Jorgipie Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav! Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-08 (Heart Angel) [V1]
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BleedingProphecies Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2016  Student Writer
Been a long time. Here's hoping you're well. :) 
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Goombaslayer Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Aye, just been busy. I dont really get on here much anymore either. All my writing efforts have gone towards music and my dungeons and dragons campaign lol
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BleedingProphecies Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Student Writer
Understandable; I'm much less active than I once was. :P 

Still, I like to opportunity to connect with old friends when I'm wondering about them. 
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tigerbar Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2015
Slay those goombas! Take those obstacles and use them to ascend higher (by bouncing on them...)
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AstralMimi Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
I wanted to thank you for adding me to your watch. I really appricate the support and promise to strive to make lots of trippy art to share! If you use it, please follow me on Twitter and Facebook too. =)
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Again thank you so much for your support! xXx
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Chrysalite Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for visiting my poetry site too. :)
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Goombaslayer Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I was wonderin if you were the same person I just wasnt sure, but your welcome :D
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BleedingProphecies Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Student Writer
Thank you for the favorites! c:
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