It's great to read old and new friends post welcome back messages. I really appreciate it. It seems that I am now suffering from anxiety and panic attacks. Been to the Emergency Room a few times thinking I have a heart attack only to be told all checks out. Every test under the sun and all mechanicals are ok. When it happens, it hits hard enough to consume me with fear and I retreat into worrying about my mortality. Everything suffers, especially creativity.
Gladly, with the right doctors and meds, I can cope and after a few weeks of feeling really crappy, I am glad to have the joy of creating and rendering and sharing here again!