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Manny Gonzalez
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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography
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Away from Graphics
Has it really been this long since I create anything 3D? Seems unreal this many years have passed. I have to get something going soon...
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Trying out Cinema 4D R18. The new clone tools and shaders are awesome. Definitely need to play more with it.
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Back to Rendering Art
It's great to read old and new friends post welcome back messages. I really appreciate it. It seems that I am now suffering from anxiety and panic attacks. Been to the Emergency Room a few times thinking I have a heart attack only to be told all checks out. Every test under the sun and all mechanicals are ok. When it happens, it hits hard enough to consume me with fear and I retreat into worrying about my mortality. Everything suffers, especially creativity. Gladly, with the right doctors and meds, I can cope and after a few weeks of feeling really crappy, I am glad to have the joy of creating and rendering and sharing here again! Cheers an
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Happy Birthday!!! :D
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relhomHobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday..:party:
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TylerXyHobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday :)