I've been reflecting a lot on what's happened to me these past few days.
After receiving some advice, I realized how bad I'm being to everyone, and that's causing people to distance themselves from me. Maybe that's why some people are blocking me. Actually, I'm very negative and have complexes about my drawings. That's why I made folders like "Unpopular" and "Only the least appreciated" because I feel that my drawings are inferior to others and aren't getting the attention they deserve. This makes me sad because everything I've done has been for nothing. And I also made a mistake when doing commissions; I shouldn't have forced anyone to buy them. I did that because I feel pressured by various things in my life, like loans, my dentist appointment, house renovations, etc. But now I'm trying to change that. I want to be a better person, and I don't want anyone to think I'm a bad person and a laughingstock. I know I won't receive forgiveness from anyone, but if there's anyone I've hurt or