I have not posted anything on deviantart for almost two years. I went through a horrible time. I've got an eye disease that has destroyed me psychologically. I fell into depression. It 'a disease that can not be stopped, it can only be locked to prevent it from getting worse. I made a transaction and everything went well, for now. Depression is taking the time to disappear, because the problem remains of the view. In the meantime, before you have surgery, my grandfather died. I was very attached to him. When I went to Rome to find we spent a lot of time together. I would not have ever expected. My world was collapsing roofs lean against. After the death of his grandfather, I realized that in comparison to my illness, the suffering that I have felt over losing was bigger. In comparison to the death, my sickness was nothing. I was scared to death to have the surgery, but the death of his grandfather made me realize that there are worse things. I found the courage that I had not because of your death, Grandpa. You gave me a final lesson went away. Thank grandfather. I'll never forget. I am now a stronger person. I'm back and I hope not to have to leave. I can not wait to put again the designs that will fulfill.
Sorry for my english, but I used a translator.