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Part One
Should I really be thinking about this right now? God I really just want to upset myself, don't I?
Thinking about my self worth during history class isn't the best for my performance. Granted, I've already finished all of my assignments, two days ahead of the class in fact, however the teacher already hates me. If I space out too much he will yell at me.
Watching those two together, really annoys me. Usually I have my emotions under control, I never get angry or sad. It's actually pretty disturbing. I never cry. I want to cry. I can't.
I'm just telling myself things I don't want to hear...or is it true. Is that really what he's thinking? Does he really think that since shes so much better than me, that that's why he is dating her and hating me?
I don't know what I did wrong, the only explanation is that he really does think I'm ugly and boring.
Why do I care?! I thought I liked Mila now. And I do, I dont even like him anymore, so why am I hating myself now? Mila is pretty, down to eart
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The Best Things To Do In The Rain
Live life like it's your last moment on earth
Kiss in the rain
Dance your worries away
Cry like there's no tomorrow
Break up
Be lost
And be found
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Strip My Beauty Away
If I were to strip my beauty completely away
Leaving my scars and bruises to be shown
And letting you see my bleeding heart on my canvas like sleeve
Would you still call me beautiful?
If i were to erase every layer of my confidense, and hopelessly stand there as my eyes reveal every secret
Leaving a blank page that's stained and torn
Would you even look at me anymore?
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I can never really love men like I can love women. But for now I wont love anyone, not because of anything really but even when dating someone I thought it was stupid and when gene would hug me all I wanted was for him to get off of me and I didnt like it as much as I would if it were a girl but I would still probably think Love is childish, I would just be more comfortable. I beleive it's ok to kiss people you dont really like though, even better if they know too, and they dont like you like that either. That's healthy and respectable and not leading someone on. I think I might be heading towards things like that with my friend since she is talking about stuff like that and says she wants to do that with someone, she wants a girlfriend but not the committment, or dating even.
I now have a 18.6 BMI but it's probably water weight and food weight. I should weigh myself tomorrow to see
My hair is so curly rn it looks like an afro. Ginger afro. And its messy.
I dont understand how someone can be able to est this much, or more. I'm literally laying on my couch too tired to even eat more. I've had 2,100 calories today so far and need to have consumed 200 more


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OctoGear Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch! :la:
GingerDoraDaExplorer Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
coffeebandit Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for faving! :)
GingerDoraDaExplorer Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
UchihaSama224 Featured By Owner Edited Dec 8, 2018
thx for all the faves^^
UchihaSama224 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2018
Also..... thx for the watch^^

DaRkToBeR - Day 04 by UchihaSama224
GingerDoraDaExplorer Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Np ^^
artmatrix Featured By Owner Edited Dec 5, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the all favorites :boogie: :hug:


:boogie: Thanks for watching! :boogie: :hug:
GingerDoraDaExplorer Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Np ^^
lunageek520 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
thank ya for the watch, good sir
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