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Juanita W.
Artist | Student | Photography
United States
ᶤ ᵃᵐ ˢᵒʳʳʸ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶤ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗᶤᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒᶰᵃˡˡʸ ᵗʰᵃᶰᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˡˡ ᶠᵒʳ ᶠᵃᵛᵒʳᶤᵗᵉˢ ˢᵒ ʰᵉʳᵉ ᶤ ᵃᵐ ˢᵃʸᶤᶰᵍ ᶤ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵗʰᶰᵃᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ!!

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Hello!
Hope you are having a wonderful day!

I am a 16 y.o., American Gender Symbols - Female by TwinkJinx,living in northwest America. I graduated from high school in the beginning on May 2017.I love photography, animals Cat Bullet Black by silver-escape , music Music Note Bullet (2) by UsagiPinku, and reading Page Bullet by TAlYAKl .
Vintage Camera Avatar by Kezzi-Rose I'm a hobbyist photographer and am completely self taught. I enjoy animal, nature, portrait and silhouettes. If you would be willing to take a gander at my gallery I would be eternally grateful and any tips on constructive criticism is welcomed and appreciated.
Ninja Powers Stamp by Fyi-Sus I also do TaeKwonDo, a Korean martial art.I started when I was around eight or nine years old and never grew out of it. I am currently a second degree black belt.

But enough about me! Enjoy the rest of your day!
Instagram [FREE] by Nini-kat: jaywolfephotography

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Comments Make My Day by pjuk Sweater Weather Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Universe Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Inspiration Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Dreams Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Studying Stamp by Kezzi-Rose TWLOHA Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Hot Chocolate Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Deviant Photographer - Stamp by Habjan Autumn Stamp by Kezzi-Rose I Like Being Myself by mylastel ERMAIGERD PINX CILL IT WIF FIRE by MagicalPouchOfMagic I'm a horse lover by pjuk Stamp Request 16 by MagicalPouchOfMagic STAMP: Pusheen fan by neurotripsy

Kezzi's Stamps Stamp by Kezzi-Rose

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" Be fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul on fire."

"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone."

"The only thing that will make you happy is being happy with who you are, and not who people think you are."
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Hey guys!
 So glad to be back on here! I forgot how happy seeing the comments on my photos and exchanging and learning from other made me feel! It is so nice. I had a crap day and getting on and seeing support and love was amazing! I even gained four watchers! Like what guys?! You are all so amazing. 
 I have something on my chest that I just need to get off so if you don't feel like listening to me complain then go ahead and skip this. I do TaeKwonDo and am a second degree black belt. For better or for worse, my father is really proud of me. Last year I took part in a tournament. I did not do sparring, I do not want to do it. EVER. Not only is it terrifying, painful, and overall unpleasant whenever I spar, I find that if my mood is anything but really good I suck. I am a very emotional person and that can't be helped. Well, last year my dad was relentlessly trying to get me to spar this year. I got annoyed and told him that if he did I would. He signed up the next week. Well now, I a little over two weeks I am now having to spar. I only said it because I wanted to be left alone. I said no over and over again and that wasn't respected and now I feel like I have been manipulated this whole time.
 So, I am currently an emotional mess, so I am not sparring very well at all. And every day after sparring my dad makes me feel bad about how I should be better. But not only am I a mess but my heart isn't into it. I just wanna curl up and cry because not only am I in so much pain ( My forearm is green, ankles are swollen, and I have a goose egg the width of a lemon on my calf) but because this is ruining my confidence and making me feel terrible. I know it is important to keep my word but so is my mental health. And right now I am wishing I would get injured so that I didn't have to do it. 
 I am going to lose and I am okay with that, I never expected to win. I just want to make it out alive. And I am okay with my instructor trying to push me but no one really knows how my mental health is struggling so normally I would be okay but right now I am being pushed to hard. And it's not his fault that I feel letting anyone know that I might not be okay but he knows me. I have been one of his best students for years and think of him like a father. He can tell when I am not okay. So I understand that all of that people he looks up to will be there an doesn't want me to embarrass him but I also know that he can tell when his students are off.
 When I burst out crying in front of everyone, it isn't hard to tell. I just feel trapped and when anyone would rather get injured so they can't do anything rather than do anything then I think it is past the point of a healthy competition. I don't think I want to even compete next year because I can't put myself through this again. 
 Am I just being whiny?  Maybe I am and should just suck it up. Ugh. I don't know what to do. What do you think?
 XOXO,
 Juanita
 

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