My fish passed away today. This may seem minor but I've just never had a pet that was mine just up and die. Every time I think about him I get really depressed. He didn't go out great. He was really sick for the longest time and I was trying to treat him but it wasn't working. I scoured the internet for more options but there was nothing I could do. He's gone now. I can't do anything. My poor boy. I miss him so much already.
I don't want to get another fish just yet. I still have my snails and they're going to have to do for now. Tomorrow the whole tank goes back to normal, but without him. He'll never swim in his castle again... :<
On top of that, I've been eating really healthy for a month, exercising and tracking my weight loss and all that gay shit... only for it to get ruined. All my progress is gone because my dad thinks I'm trying to become anorexic because I don't want to eat as much as my mom - the food we've been eating is EXTREMELY high in calories and cholesterol, its not healthy at all - and she's diabetic!!! she's hungry every 5 seconds. Its like they WANT me to be fat or something. Anyway, I ate really fatty food, broke my diet, and subsequently I've given up on trying to change all at once. I just need to start making my own food and proving that I'm eating and dad will stop making me everyone else's food.
and lastly, not gonna lie. Nothing on DA is here for me anymore. Most of my friends are gone or barely active. I feel like I have nothing to come back to, so, I might be done. I'm not going to delete, but I'm gonna take maybe a week or so, see how I feel, and come back. If I still want to leave, I'll give all of my positions to people who want them & abandon this. I've tried to prevent this but nothing worked and I think I'm just bored of this place. So, yeah. When/if I abandon, you can find my art at hydestreet.tumblr.com/ - I post everything I post here, there, so don't worry.
Sorry if I let anyone down.