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Dance with life
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birthdAy '10: decade of deviousness
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My Bio
I am a doodler, daydreamer, procrastinator. I drink too much coffee, blush too much, smile lots. I am too shy and dorky, and might run away when things are too much in which ever form i do, but I'll be damned if i let anxiety or depression become solely who i am (even though a lot of the time it feels that's all i am).

Sometimes it takes a fall for you to realise that recovery is something you need to do, and need to push for. Life is worth it.
Taking it a day at a time.
All we can do.

:thumb143896822: Studio Ghibli Fan by Sharkfold 2D Sister Stamp by Trounced I have A.D.D. Stamp by CinnaMonroe procrastinators UNITE by Calypso-Ash ST: Anxiety Disorder Awareness by JSTradArt Social Anxiety Disorder by KittiesGoShoot I watch people because... by medli20

Current Residence: England
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small, UK 8-10
Favourite genre of music: pop, rock, and jpop+rock naturally xD
Favourite style of art: Realistic Fantasy
Operating System: Windows XP (Also vista.. damn it's evil)
MP3 player of choice: WinAmp and Media Monkey
Shell of choice: Aston
Personal Quote: "Sing to the moon, dance with the sky, and follow your heart"

Favourite Movies
Korean or japanese horrors. Also Girl, interrupted.
Favourite Games
World of Warcraft
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC (ek only gaming platform i've played)
Tools of the Trade
Open Canvas, Sai Painter, Photoshop, and Pocky.
Other Interests
Graphic design, writing, day dreaming, and being me.

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Hope everyone is having a good spring so far Apologies for the long hiatus, a lot in my life had happened but i am so relieved that the dark depression has lifted, and i can finally start enjoying life again despite a few hiccups here and there. On Facebook news: i had to deactivate my personal account for serious reasons, so the page tied to it got deactivated too. If anyone knows a way around it I'd be deeply grateful as i still want to keep my art page up and going (even though I'm really upset as a heck of a lot of my art and poetry have been solely on my Facebook - if i just have to never go back to keep myself safe and start a fresh).

Devious Journal Entry

Devious Journal Entry

Had such a wonderful past few months, and i'm starting to get back to the real world again. I went to AmeCon this august and it's refueled my dorky happy hyper *i want to draw*ness. One of my biggest dreams have always to be able to attend an artist alley, sit down with other artists, sketch, laugh, and just have fun. So i think i'll be aiming for that for amecon 2014, eek. It just feels so strange to actually feel alive again, depression has lifted, anxiety still there but i'm dealing. Been so thankful for the support from the center i attended, it's pretty much saved my life.

Devious Journal Entry

Devious Journal Entry

I fell off the edge of the world, apparently. Was in hospital till 2 days before Christmas, and had to do everything in 2 days, nightmare! Hope everyone has had a great holiday season and a happy new year ^^ Restarting attending my art groups soon, and once my hand heals up I'll be working on getting back into digital art (will probably give it a go today). Ahh missed it. Will be leaving this short and sweet. Hope everyone is doing well, eek feeling a little over whelmed with 10k deviation updates xD everyone's been busy bee's xD looking forward to looking through though =)

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ShyLunaSFMStudent Digital Artist
Thanks for watch, darling!
TheeDragonNightHobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite! Icon-hug-bell-and-hestia 
KaligulaPROStudent Interface Designer
~Thank You for Faving my work!!!~ :dance:
Vivacia18Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fave love :meow:
kach-back Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the :+fav: of my Joanna's Foxgloves watercolour painting, it is my entry into :iconjoannamoory:'s traditional art contest [link] B-)
SailingBreezesHobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
TomGreystoneHobbyist General Artist
Hey! Thank you for :+fav: :)