Apathy? (another short confessional.)I continue to throw myself at you.
Showering you in attention that may fall on a deft heart without fail.
I know I shouldn't.
Not just because I'm uncertain of where we stand,
but because a partnership cannot survive when there's no conflict.
If I keep trying to please you and not point out to you some of your lesser imperfections, does that make me diluted and weak?
Do I need to find things about you that I don't like just to prove to you the depth of what I do like?
If so, then here are some :
I can't stand how you refuse to be straightforward.
I don't like how you shelter me from the truth.
I don't like how you don't answer my questions.
I don't like the sense of distance you try to draw between us.
You try to be prickly but to what end?
Just Fucking level with me, goddammit.
Frankly, I find the lack of mutual honesty somewhat insulting.
When I love, I love entirely.
I will support you as much as you'll let me.
I'll protect you as much as I can.
I'll talk with you at length for hour