It's been a long time since I last wrote down my dream, today I had an interesting one. I mean, Millie had it. I get more of her dreams now that she helps me much more with life issues. I couldn't handle it myself anymore.
The dream was in pony world. It was night time in a forest, far away from civilization, with full moon lighting up the place, so it was not completely dark. There was a small house in the forest. It had two big windows in bedroom, creating a nice view to the forest with an empty area near the house, so you could lay down on a large bed and see the stars and the moon while falling asleep. Millie was inside alone, preparing to go sleep, no other pony was around. At least not in the house.
Outside like from out of nowhere, a strange pony appeared, jumping from a bush near the house, quite close the window. Her appearance was a bit unusual, but I can't remember it very well unfortunately. It had a dark gray fur with light green contrast parts on it. Those were on her
Sometimes it feels like if some dreams were an alternative reality. The town I lived in shown in multiple versions. Some core places being at their proper locations, but many things build differently. Where there should be a river, there is a street with parks. Where there should be empty fields, there is a futuristic like city. And in the dream it feels like it has always been like that, but when I wake up I know it is different.
I often think about my consciousness. I understand that there is this biological/physical part that is explained by science etc, but from its point of view its just a bunch of random stuff connected together that works, and most importantly, >> the same way as machines work in principle <<. Consciousness can be explained how it works in the biological way, but there is more to it. There would be no difference between robots and people, assuming in the future they will be similarly clever as people, which I think is realistic. Another point that plays a role
DISCLAIMER: This is my personal update and summary of some of my ideas, which might or might not be original in some ways. I usually don't read any literature about these things as I like finding things (in general) by myself, so I don't provide any references. There might be collisions or similarities with existing names and definitions. I can't remember all sources of my information and I can't know if somebody else had the same idea, so please don't be an eggplant about it if I mentioned your idea and didn't honor your name.
I have been thinking a lot about the problem of finding myself, who I am as a person. It was a long-lasting process and maybe it is in some way eternal, because people change over time. So I thought it might be a good idea to share some of it and maybe get some feedback, which would be more than welcome!
I often hear a lot about LGBT and genders and stuff like that. People enjoy the freedom they have now, that they didn't have in the past for reasons, but now