trauma is weird. sometimes it takes a while for it show or you just ignore it, pretend everything is okay. you're a walking trainwreck, spouting inspirational messages and telling people to drink their daily 8 glasses of water whilst you're burning from the inside out. it makes you do stupid, irrational shit. dumb dumb dumb.
It's been a long fucking time since I took this place seriously... by seriously, I mean uploading on a regular basis and shit. I haven't drawn properly in a long ass time, not since art school and that was five years ago. I've been busy with life and haven't figured out how to dedicate time to art. I found myself a full time job and we all know what that means... that shit takes the creative life force out of you, turns into a normie. Yeah.
I'm going to try upload more shit as time passes. See if I actually have the attention span for this place. I have trouble sitting still most of the time. I'm always on the go.