My savior, Mommy Chapter 5Crash!I heard a crashIs it Mommy?Hello? Mommy?I'm scaredI slowly get out of bed and walk outBut wait, my flashlightI can't forget my flashlightHello? Mommy?I hide behind the tableI see peopleGasp! MommyButThere's someone elseIt's, a man? The man is hurting MommyHe took off her clothesHello? Mommy?Mommy sees me and gets angryMommy wait, what happenedBaby, you're supposedto beasleep!Ow! Mommy locked me in my roomI hear more noises, and Mommy screamingHello? Mommy?
My savior, Mommy Chapter 4Ow, don't touch my arm Ricky, it hurts'Oh, I'm sorry Hope, didn't mean to hurt ya'It's ok Ricky'Hope, why does your arm hurt? What happened?'Oh don't worry, Ms. Keeling, it's just a small boobooThat's all'Here, let me see it''No''Really, I is okay Ms. Keeling'Mommy told me to never show anyone my booboo'sShow nobody, she saysShow nobody baby, ok?Ok Mommy, I swears to not show themThat's a good girl, good girl Hope'H--''Hope?'I open my eyes and look at herShe's so prettyAnd niceMommy says those people are dangerousWhy Mommy? I asks her, why?Because they ask too many questions, baby. Too many questionsToo manyBut Mommy, that just means they cares for usListen baby, I know best, ok?Ok, if you say so Mommy, if you say so'Really Ms. Keeling, I is fine. I tripped on my laces walking'She looks worried, but stands up straight and smiles her nice smile'If you're sure, Hope, but if you ever need to talk,I'll listen. Ok, Hope?'I smile, she's so niceShe always helps
My savior, Mommy Chapter 3I got a boobooIt hurtsA lotBut it also looks prettyMommy gave me the boobooMommy is also prettyI ask God,God, why do the prettiest thingsGive us the most pain?Mommy hears me ask GodAnd criesI'm sorry baby, she criedShe hugs meReal tightShe keeps sayingI'm sorry baby, I hurt youI love you baby, I'm so sorryI've been a really bad motherShe cries and I look up to the skiesGod, why do the prettiest thingsFall down so easily?
My savior, Mommy Chapter 6Today I made a new friendHe's really niceAnd funny, and friendly!Really friendlyHis name is-Oh, -giggle-I forgot, he doesn't have a name!Silly isn't it? To not have a nameI laugh and talk with him a lotBut Mommy does like thatMommy asks, who are you talking with baby?Mommy is sillyDon't you see him Mommy? He's right here!I grab his hand and walk him over to MommyBut Mommy looks confusedDon't be crazy, baby, she saysDon't be crazy, Hope, there's no one thereYes there is MommyThere is, I tell her, there isBut she won't believeWhy won't Mommy believe me!I'm getting angry, Mommy, see him!I'm not crazy! Momm-SlapDon't you ever raise your voice at me, HopeDon't you everI couldn't take it from your father so I'm not taking it from youI touch where Mommy slapped me, hard, on my cheekIt hurts, it stings, like the feel better juiceDon't worry, my friend tells me, don't worryHe hugs meI look upWhy doesn't anyone see himSo that's when I gave him his nameFriend, fr
My pet, SadnessMy pet, SadnessMy pet, SadnessI hate youNever knew how to treat my SadnessLike a pet I was forced to take care ofBut had no idea howNo first instinctNo idea on how to love itBut an idea on how to hate itSadness, I hate youI hate you I hate you I hate youThe thing we have with each other is a loveHateRelationshipI never like to show you off to peopleSo I keep you to myselfAnd paint your portraitInto wordsInto poetryInto what I call artYou are the reason of creatingWhat I am known forSometimes I wonder why you’re so clingyYou always bother meYou pull on my hairAnd scratch at my bodyYou whine for me to pay more attentionTo youAnd accept you and to believe in youI think that if I smile long enough, hard enough, good enoughThat you’ll go awayBut you see through that happinessI’ll lock you up in front of others soThey don’t get bothered by youAs long as they don’t see youThey won’t bother to askWon’t bother