Gackt POV
It’s been half year since I lost my love... I thought that woman was the one I could spend whole my life with.
Her soft blonde hair... light blue eyes and noble manners. She was the fated one for me the one who had been there since ever, the woman I had to marry.
She passed and now.. What about me? I’m fated to live in darkness of past? Of the mistery which took her from me?
We shall never ask for the evil being for our fate. Too late... Like man I disappointed myself. What is even harder and even weirder is the fact...
I can’t forget about one person I met at this tragic day. She was a cheap woman from bar near by my manor.. I went there to drink my sorrow on that day and she came to me in her dark blue dress. She gently stroked my hair and my neck with her lace glowed hand she sat down just near by me and gently caressed my hand laying on table ..again and again. She felt so familiar to me with her dark raven black hair and beautiful lips.
I can’t ge

Doll.. What can I possibly be worth in this world... Though beautiful feminine man to himself in beautiful dark blue dress not even covering his delicate knees and curls ruined by rain siting on branch outside. His lips painted looking so soft and inviting. Sky was so sad that day but this doll didn't understand any feelings of sadness, love or fear in the end he wasn't human being but yet in same moment he was a lot different from other dolls not knowing yet how. There were more things he didn't know yet for example where to go..his old master basically kicked him out almost pushing him into trash bin.. He also didn't know should he do now neither how to act or react towards other humans than his master. Sitting there in almost empty street he suddenly felt some kind of pain in his chest. "Impossible" his lips spread those words into fresh cold after rain air..Could that be feeling of sadness or sorrow maybe fear? He didn't know he knew only from books that heart leads all these feeli