Work harder

Not gonna lie i never heard about a disorder like that unless its some kind of schizophrenic disorders ,Im sorry that you need to strugle with such a thing, and I hope that pouring your vision of your world into art helps you a bit, I dont know much from experience about such a harsh disorders, since i only bother with a depression and like most of us with procrastination this days, but its nothing compare to your problem.

Also just as a fun fact you do talking about Effect of Krugger-Dunning, Its bassicly that on the begging you think you may know something or you dont see the really scale of a problem, and once you start learning more and more about it, you do start see its not as simple as it seem on beggining, the more you know, the more you know that you dont know, after answering one question, you do have another few, but its good you learning^^ you can bassicly find this effect in almost any thing, imagine you want be a chef and cook delicious stuff, on the beggining when you do learning, you learn fast, it seems that it gets super easy for you, learning new things, and you think you are god damn good, but as the times goes, you still finding some new details you could make better and better, and the pool of unknow, seems to be a sea right now, you can read more about this effect in internet if you do wish, it will for sure explain you it better than my broken english.

Anyway I just want wish you to find happines, and way of the dealing with your harsh disorder everyday, if you will feel like you need somone to talk to, and everyone will be not avaible, just shoot me message^^