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Journal Entry: Fri Apr 10, 2015, 1:45 PM


time - time - time - I need more of it!!!

After I was on Faceoff I had a lot of time to wait until they made the cast announcement public... so during that time I finally sat down and forced myself to sort through years and years of photos and put a website together.

I had been meaning to do it for years anyway and as the hours... days... weeks passed while building it I thought "YAY now I can easily update it when I do a creature"....

Ummm that's not how it has gone... at all. In fact life right now has been keeping me so far far away from my pc (and I DO miss being online!!)

So I had a couple days here and decided to force myself to once again sit and go through a ton of photos.

YAY to that...


NOW I need to update/add some art here! :P and Facebook and HRE and LG and Twitter and Instagram and Tumblr...sigh...



Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2014, 8:46 PM


I have been meaning to do this for a very...very... very long time - and since I'm crap about taking photos it always felt like such a daunting undertaking... AND IT WAS!! BUT I finally finished my website!!! (pretty much)

**happy dance**

If you wouldn't mind please take a peek and let me know what you think.

Thank you!!!!

The Years

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 25, 2014, 9:52 PM


I joined DA just over 3 years ago at the constant "nagging" of a good friend ;) 

And I just wanted to say THANK YOU to everyone that stops by, and to all the wonderfully supportive comments, to all the new friends I have made here, to the expression of awesome ideas and to the (omg) DD!

Three years ago I was afraid to join and now I can't imagine not being here.

and now....

Journal Entry: Tue May 28, 2013, 3:48 PM



....i quit...

Journal Entry: Wed May 15, 2013, 12:55 PM


I QUIT smoking!!!!!!!!

my last cig was May the Fourth LOL

So far not horrible :)

Jarlaxle before Jarlaxle?

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 23, 2013, 8:01 PM



This is what happens when I have been at the pc too long...

I was searching the interwebby for something on "The Kurgan"
Umm... ya long story there lol....

Anyhoo t made me remember the movie more and well...
Now I think Sean Connery was Jarlaxle before Jarlaxle was Jarlaxle  :P


LOL ok im done being random :)

made it :P

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 20, 2013, 8:53 AM


I made it thro my hubbys surgery!!! LOL

2ish years ago I had an accident where I ended up scalloping my eye deeply from the white into the blue with -- of all things -- my fingernail. Like it was a pincushion....

Fast forward to yesterday.

My hubby, who was nearly legally blind without glasses, had advanced lasik - the kind that fully maps the eye and is good enough that military pilots can be cleared to return to flight...

He wanted me to video the whole thing so he could see it later...umm GAG!!!... but I love him so *sigh* I did it.

I set up the camera in a way that I would not have to watch as after my accident I get VERY VERY queezy thinking of things happening to an eye.

However the nurse thought I was too pale and that I was near fainting so one came to sit with me.

Her "small talk" was to tell me in explicit detail what the doctor was doing at that moment with an occasional "See that's not bad at all"

Well human nature is to look at what another person says to look at... so GAG I did every time she said that... the thought not to look was just a wee bit slower than LOOKING!!!

So I go home with a hubby who is very uncomfortable in goggles who is on valium so he not articulating his discomfort in a way that calms me of his distress... I have now seen a horror show and I force him to sleep for the next  7 hrs while I pace and try not to be ill.

Finally its time to wake him for the first eye drops (again I can barely handle this idea) BUT I wake him and he can SEE and he is no longer in pain and he is not foggy and can explain everything!!

SOOOOO relived - my stomach calms - I still cant get the images out of my head and until the marker dots go away on his eye I will get a tad queezy BUT I made it - I videoed it - and hes ok and doing great and he can see the world!!!


that inner voice...

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 5, 2013, 7:04 PM


ok this has been an exercise in necessity.

You always hear people say - or read those motivational things of "tell yourself you can and blah blah"  right...

That little voice in you that doubts, that says its too big, too overwhelming... you can't.

I have always had that little feeling with me, ever since I can remember...
and it has actually stopped me from doing so much and recently have been put in a situation where if I listened I would fall...

I really dont want to curl up frozen by that "you can't"  - I have too much I want to do and too much I need to do to be stopped.

So every time that "cant" thought creeps in I have closed my eyes and actually said out loud "you can do will get through it" And tho its not taking the pain of loss away I am not (so far) crippled by my insecurities...

Time is ticking quickly on a big project that I HAVE to complete and I have to focus everything on that.


Is my attitude just a form of denial?
OR is there something to that "change your thoughts change your world"?

then the world stops...

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 3, 2013, 9:58 PM


.... and i dont know what to do.

The next adventure...

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 30, 2013, 11:40 AM


With the conclusion of my second favorite fictional elf :( I needed something to focus on... and I think I have figured it out... me... sorta.

This is a totally different way of thinking for me as I have always focused on everything and everyone BUT me.

Of course this adventure WILL include my two favorites elves BUT in a different way and I am excited to start down this path... no matter where it takes me LOL.

Its new - its different and I am a little excited.

Will blab more as I work out the details ;)

Back to the beginning

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 1, 2013, 12:10 PM


Its been years since I did one of these...
and I really wanted to just do something Nuada related that had no pressure... no expectations attached to it...

Its kinda funny...
I started making Nuada youtube vids to see more Nuada.
In a way...
But there was nothing new.
So I started 3D Nuada to see something new.
And I AM enjoying that immensely!
But I so just enjoyed going back to seeing what was.
For no other reason than I just wanted to do it.

Link:  The Prince Nuada Petition


Journal Entry: Tue Jan 8, 2013, 6:04 PM


i really like 2013 ... so far...


Journal Entry: Thu Dec 20, 2012, 11:25 PM


2:20 am... Im going to bed.
Tmrw --> I will finally have time to plan and shop for xmas...

better late than never I guess... Ive never been so busy and this is the first Christmas that doesnt feel like Christmas.

It feels like stress.

I miss the feeling of joy past xmas's have held and hope that xmas 2013 is "back to normal"

Perhaps some wine SOON :P


*cough* ahem....

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 5, 2012, 2:26 PM




please return to your regularly scheduled browsing.



Journal Entry: Tue Nov 27, 2012, 9:06 PM


epp where is it - why is it going so fast - why isnt there enough of it lately... :P

Done... for Now :P

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 29, 2012, 1:29 PM


I will be getting some good photos later this week...
AND I will be making the "legs" fully functional SOON!!

Until then this is why I was stressing and can you see the Nuada influence? HAHAHA...

My Lolth Costume

Out of time!!

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 27, 2012, 8:05 AM



Im outta time!!!

I do have my costume technically finished BUT BUT - I dont have time to cover the last (biggest part) with fiberglass <---- making it strong enough to accept wires to "animate" it.

I really wanted the right side to be controlled by my left hand and the left side by my right hand AND I do have all the parts and a working model... :( 2 1/2 weeks isnt enough time and now it party day!!

Pictures soon :P and LOL i SO "Nuada-ized" this one HAHAHAHHAHA!!!

few more days...

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 22, 2012, 10:47 AM


omgosh Halloween is so sucking ALLLLLLL my time!

LOL you know I thought the Nuada costume was "a lot of costume" to wear... this one eep... it IS more costume than Nuada was.. it IS a LOT of costume to wear.

Good news tho I will have perfect posture all night :P

I have til Sat morn to get it done... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Should take me about 4 hrs to get into it all... CAN WAIT to show it!

Can't wait to FINISH making it!!

and now....

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 25, 2012, 12:02 AM


...I am on VACATION!!!!

See everyone in a week!



Journal Entry: Thu Sep 13, 2012, 9:19 AM


Just getting over a HORRID strain of the flu that actually took ME down for just over a week... A WEEK in bed doing NOTHING!!


Im so far behind on everything (sigh)

Im slowly bouncing back and I am so squeeing all over myself LOL

I have been waiting WAITING for months for Sept to get here LOL cuz NOT only do I get to go see my bestest bud (who lives forever away) but a second hop will let me get to have a few days with some good friends in a silly city! (SQUEEE) ...tho I am not looking forward to sitting in airports or dealing with the lines at customs... BTW those little packages of cheese and crackers do NOT need to be declared as a cheese product :P... we NEED teleporters!!

THEN THEN Halloween is coming!!! My FAV time of year AND this years costume tho VERY late in the start of it has me as excited as the Nuada costume did (SQUEEE)

I can not wait to finish it!!

In my list of fav costumes I have done this will be way UP there...

1 - Nuada & Wink
2 - Lord of Darkness & Lily (black dress of course) <--need to post pics :P
3 - THIS ONE!!!

And finally - once Oct is over I get TIME!! (SQUEEE) time to finish something important. Something that I hope will help with what will happen next summer!