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Why big brother, why?
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I miss...

I

I miss...

I miss the way you held me I miss the way it felt When you gently brushed my hair from my face I miss the way I cried And the way you soothed my broken heart I miss you singing me to sleep After I watched or remembered something scary I miss that special lullaby The one I heard so often in my sleep I miss the sound of your soft voice The way it comforted and put me at ease I miss everything about you Everything you did But mostly, I just miss... You.

SomeWhere

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SomeWhere

Can't Breathe Because I can't find you Wherever I look No matter where I run You still don't appear Only in my dreams do I see you Embracing me in your soothing arms Singing me that lullaby That's all too familiar Can't stop searching Because I'm not in your arms Living in misery I can't find you But I won't stop searching Can't stop running with tears Until I Find You.
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I miss...

I

I miss...

I miss the way you held me I miss the way it felt When you gently brushed my hair from my face I miss the way I cried And the way you soothed my broken heart I miss you singing me to sleep After I watched or remembered something scary I miss that special lullaby The one I heard so often in my sleep I miss the sound of your soft voice The way it comforted and put me at ease I miss everything about you Everything you did But mostly, I just miss... You.

SomeWhere

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SomeWhere

Can't Breathe Because I can't find you Wherever I look No matter where I run You still don't appear Only in my dreams do I see you Embracing me in your soothing arms Singing me that lullaby That's all too familiar Can't stop searching Because I'm not in your arms Living in misery I can't find you But I won't stop searching Can't stop running with tears Until I Find You.

Torture

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Torture

Metal clanked as consciousness gripped him, causing him to toss a bit in his dazed state. The sounds of the bonds gripping his wrists tightly reminded him of the day before. The smooth touch of her hands and the slow agony she had caused him as the cool knife cut through his skin. The cold, cutting laughter she had made before she left, twirling the knife through her fingers with a strange mastered skill as if she had years of experience. The red that coated the knife, that now lay in small droplets on the floor, having slid off the sharp metal. The groans and yells, shrieks and pleads he had made, still echoing off the walls around him. Gr
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Afloat

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Afloat

Pitch black under And pitch black above The coldness of the water Seeps in. A minute throbbing  Of my toe sends  Ripples from under My suspended half. I've been floating For long. My feet have been numb Let me drown. I see brighter When I close my eyes I don't shiver  From these soaked clothes But I feel cold inside. I can't move. I feel numb. Let me drown. Pitch black under And pitch black above The coldness of the water Seeps in. The air freezes As it goes to my lungs. I feel numb. Let me drown.

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  • Jan 19, 1991
  • United States
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Okay, first off, I love Digimon and Pokemon. Right now I'm obsessing over Shadow-oniichan, the upcoming pokemon B/W games, and the older pokemon games~ I especially love yaoi, especially the yaoi pair of Duskmon-Sama and Kouichi-Kun! My fave things to do are reading and writing FanFictions! I can be very pessimistic though, which I am most of the time. Other favs include: Silver the Hedgie, Gaara, Raichus, Eevees, the like~

Current Residence: trapped within my worst nightmare, myself...
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
Print preference: ?best?
Favourite genre of music: emo, alternative rock, hip-hop, rap, heavy metal, anything except country!
Favourite photographer: Mizuki :)
Favourite style of art: anime/manga, totally awesome! XD
Operating System: My new Toshiba laptop~
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch 2nd Gen(i have one now)
Shell of choice: The shell i hide in in my mind.....
Wallpaper of choice: GAARA-CHAN!!! Big brother(shadow), Digimon, blood!XD
Skin of choice: Sama's, Gaara's, or big brothers! =)
Favourite cartoon character: Duskmon-Sama, Gaara-chan, and Shadow-Oniichan!!
Personal Quote: Why did you hurt me the way you did, big brother? Am I really that weak?

Favourite Visual Artist
Sega, random Japanese artists
Favourite Movies
Spirited Away, Pokemon/Digimon Movies
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
linkin park,evanescence, three days grace,MCR,Skillet,simple plan,sum 41,crush 40
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite Games
Shadow The Hedgehog (ps2)
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo DS Lite
Tools of the Trade
pencil, pen, paper, internet, folders, paint, camera...
Other Interests
Gaara, Shadow, Duskmon-Sama, Yaoi!!

MY NEW ACCOUNT IS UP AND ACTIVE!!

MY NEW ACCOUNT IS UP AND ACTIVE!!

:meow: Watch me please~ ~FallenGreyShadow15 (https://www.deviantart.com/fallengreyshadow15)

~It's officially decided~ EDIT :3

~It's officially decided~ EDIT :3

As soon as I come up with an amazing, dark and mysterious username, I will make a new account and lurk on there for eternity :XD: Although I'll probably visit this account too, it'll basically be forgotten.. I'll leave all my work and everything on here, I won't deactivate, I just won't be on this account anymore.. I STILL NEED A FREAKIN USERNAME THOUGH!! It frustrates me cuz there are so many to choose from! My ideas so far are vast... Here are some I came up with.. HeroForeverFallen15 FallenGreyUmbra15 Shadowapprentice15 MastersBleedingPet15 CrumblingReality15 The list goes on... ~~~Edit~~~ I've chosen a username, I don't know how l

Moving accounts possibly...

Moving accounts possibly...

I'm not exactly sure yet.. I may just leave this account up for my old work and move on to a brand new start and stuff on a newer account... But first, I gotta think of a really awesome, dark name.. I was thinking shadowapprentice15 or darkapprentice15 :aww:

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Hey, can you hear the News?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going around to all of the people who watch me and telling them about my fanfiction.net account, where I'm posting my most popular stories that had lemons in them (A Cursed Obsession, New Knothole, etc) here: [link]

I would have sent a note to every single one of you guys at once, but deviantart wouldn't let me because it thought I was spamming...

If you're not interested, just ignore this. I just want people to watch me there and look at what I've posted.
Happy birthday! :cake: LOADS OF CAKE AND HUGS FOR YOU :hug:

Oh and thanks for the fave X3
my DA thing told me it was you birthday today, so here is some cake
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Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :heart:
Hi watcher of mine, can you check out my contest?
Details are in this link..[link]