Well, it's been a long time since i've been on here. Seeing all my old art was both nostalgic and extremely embarrassing... boy did i improve since then!
I haven't been posting on here for a long, long time. I'm still kind of considering abandoning this account and making a fresh start (if only i could delete all my old posts and do it here...)
No one gives a shit anymore but hey, i'm here to lay my thoughts out in the open and give an explanation for my long silence, so here you go.
After a few years of extreme struggling with my mental health and art (a lot of ups and downs), i finally feel... kind of at peace. Of course there's a lot of hardships ahead of me still, but i'm hopeful and motivated for the future. Happy. I've never been a champion at keeping my social media updated; it shows here. But feeling so heavy and desperate all the time, i didn't feel like showing myself at all. When i occasionally posted, it was full of promises: Of course i'd post more, i'd be active, i planned on arting regularly! As i said before, there was no one interested enough in my work to give a shit when i didn't keep these promises. So i didn't. After all, i wasn't obligated to.
I think i'm still not going to do so regularly. I'm currently working on a graphic novel project and planning on making a new DA account; I'll post, but in a very simple manner. No hashtags, probably not a long description either. Just my art, out here for people to see, if they want to. If you want to see more of my stuff, i post regularly-ish on my Instagram (gaalart), even tho it's not brilliant either. (Sorry DA, i cheated!) My new account will be announced in a status update when i decide to make it. Could take a while.
I've outgrown this account: I've matured, and younger me is not the person i wish to be anymore. you're welcome to join me on my journey on IG or on my new account, dm with me, chat, i'm open! Just ready to share my new art as the person i am now. Not here. I think.
To all those that took the time to read this: Wow, i'm impressed. Thank you. The two shits you probably don't give mean a lot to me. :)
See you guys around,
Gaalad