Wow. You sent a llama, and as a result I end up seeing this amazing work. And your wonderful writing. Thanks for sharing so much of your life and soul.
You describe yourself as a young doctor. I guess that makes me an old one. I understand your frustration with the way society uses your skill and dedication, yet refuses to value it. I would say you should come and work in Britain, but I'm sure you love your country, and why should you leave your home to earn a living? You are obviously a good person with so many talents, and so much moral integrity, you will succeed, even if you have to struggle to get there. I wish you luck and happiness.