Hush HushWhispers and truths, they throw them inside me.Promises and secrets, they stay inside me.I want to break free, but then I’ll be loathed.I want to be me, but then I’ll be disposed.Don’t bother me, I’m keeping these things,These things I’ve kept inside me for far too longThey want to break out, but then I’ll be so alone.Whispers and truths, they’re stuck inside me.Promises and secrets, they’ll dissolve me.Hush my dear friend, you didn't hear it from me.Now I'm secluded, I'm dissolving.
Mutual Painful DespairThese various fonts are being shoved in my mind.My imagination is being distorted by others.Pressured, tortured, they’re yelling at me now.Why is it so hard? They say it’s going to be easy.I’m not them. When the going gets tough,My tough gives up. There’s no path to follow.Carve my own path? Without no idea?Hearts, love, hatred, desire, pain,All these damn emotions are killing me.Inside, they are killing me.Outside, they are killing me.But nobody can see that, can they?Only connections can, which I don’t have.Nobody. I hate it. They don’t care. Nobody does.I only know myself. I only know my problems.Do I tell others? Do I make them worry about me?Am I complaining? Am I just crazy?What am I? What is my being? What is my purpose?Do I tell them? Do I? I am complaining.What’s the point. Emotions, pain, ow pain.Take me now. It doesn’t matter anymore.Nothing does.