This is REALLY long since I'm weeks behind from being sick and busy with school. Nothing really new to report otherwise.
I saw you.In all honesty, you scared me at first.:thumb96953602: :thumb104891100: :thumb112238824: :thumb111582484: :thumb108810957: :thumb112057723: :thumb109250754: :thumb93178656: :thumb100339397:
You startled me as the
mention of my name,
made me jump.
Soon after, I realized who you were.
We were connected through our parents,
and I spent time with you,
over several weeks.
One day, you told me nervously,
of your love for me.
Except when you spoke of it,
it was so casual.
Youve loved me so long,
even before you knew yourself,
or maybe you just didnt want to admit it.
I tried to be kind, but you knew,
it was still a rejection.
Im sure it hurt, I wonder at times,
if you knew that would change.
I wasnt looking for anything.
I just hoped, eventually, itd find me,
but you werent what I had in mind.
Then one day, something happened.
It was like I saw you,
for the first time,
in which darkness wasnt involved.
Then I got it.
I was in a glass box, a treasure,
kept from you.
And the sunglasses I wore,
kept me from ever really seeing you.
I saw the brightness of you,
bright shades of blues, yellows, reds,