Heaving, trying to release the demon
I can’t seem to remember how to breath in
running from this internal heathen
please just stop this constant repeating.
I can’t take it anymore, running around in circles for you to adore.
These words are not a metaphor but truth written from my open sores.
raped, beaten, battered, and torn. I've seen it all, while being called a whore.
manipulated, controlled, blinded, then fumbled.
I've made my mistakes but then punished ten fold.
constantly being taken for granted as you pretend to show affection
while burning and dodging the portrait’s complexion
eating away my insides like an infe
Good morning all! So I realize I haven't been updating here as much, and will be for the next few hours updating my account to reflect all of my recent adventures :) Bear with me, and feel free to leave a comment on anything you find interesting! <3
I've never been a fan of change. The act of finally giving up on something that you spent so long building up... it's soul-crushing.
Though when your options are between letting go and drowning, you feel as if choice has been taken from you. All of your paths darkened, your hopes stripped away, and you are left hollow with nothing but basic instinct to guide you forward.
I guess it is time to shake things up again, to upset this life and world I have grown to love so much in search of something new.
I loved you. I truly did. So I refuse to let this go on until you become something I despise. I'd rather hold onto the good memories. Thank yo
Really torn up today.
Giving to a world that only knows how to take that intent and warp it into something selfish.... is a hard thing to work around. I find myself surrounded with poisoned thoughts, hurting friends in the process of trying to sort o ...
Holy crap! o.O So many messages and love from you. So much that I must thank you all at once (with the promise of a great hug later)...Thank you! For your dedication towards my art and your constant admiration!