Eva Crucifixion

(The following is a description of our latest release, "Eva Medley". This text is similar to the one you can find in our C4S store about this video, but here it is much more detailed, as C4S doesn't allow words such as 'pass out' or babbling about death penalty, etc.)

This is Eva's most challenging, both physically and emotionally, session ever. For starters, this was the first time she performed completely nude, and she felt very ashamed and humiliated, specially given the type of content we were about to record, with all the taboo surrounding it. Then, crucifixion is on a completely different league in regards to any punishment we have explored on FTU.

In order to fully immerse in the role of a crucifixion condemned, Eva first underwent a fully naked severe back whipping session immediately previous to her crucifixion, as crucifixion in real life was usually accompanied with back whipping. This back whipping session was very hard. Eva is an ocean of tears, sobbing and crying so hard during the whipping that we had to stop a couple times. Eva ends up being a complete emotional mess. To be honest, there is a point at which it is not enjoyable anymore to even watch, and at which point Eva just wanted to skip to her crucifixion. It was so difficult for her, that when we finished the whipping part, after I untied her, she told me that she felt she was about to pass out (you can hear her saying this in the complete video).

Then comes the actual "capital" punishment. Eva experiences a pain and humiliation outside this world when is suspended from her arms in crucifixion position. It is a punishment far more difficult than she expected. Unlike many other crucifixion videos you can found in the web, in this production, Eva is only suspended from her arms, there is only air below her feet, nothing that can help her to support all her weight. There is a rope tied to her ankles, but barely provides any support, as it is meant only for retracting her legs, so her body takes the classic crucifixion shape. The pain from being suspended from the extended arms is excruciating.

In this sense, you could say this was a REAL crucifixion: because, you know, in reality, subjects of crucifixion did not necessarily got nailed; it was sufficient with tying the victim and let him/her hanging there to death. And as I already state, it is unlike most other crucifixion videos you can find in the web, where girls are just really standing there while tied, whereas in this one, Eva is really left to hang there. This is the real deal.

Crucifixion inflicts a pain on the arms and shoulders so intense, that it is as if a dam breaks, and then pain sorts of travels, not only through the whole body, but through the mind and soul, that you have no mental energy left to anything else, not even crying or thinking on crying as a way to endure the pain (in that way is similar to foot burning, where the pain sensation is so extreme, so intense and so fast, that, unlike bastinado or any other form of whipping, you don't have time to shed tears); the feeling is so overwhelming that all you can do is sort of thinking in "surviving". That's how physically and mentally intense crucifixion is. And so Eva struggled with all that pain she was undergoing, but eventually she did manage to start dropping tears and sobbing.

It is an emotion like no other to watch Eve's beautiful female body and all her muscles stretch to the extreme. And yes, she did perform "the dance"... That hallmark movement of crucifixion victims that so many erotic cartoonists and artists have written about: that effort that consists of trying to lift the body to grasp some air, and relieve some tension from the upper body. I did not instruct her beforehand or off camera to do "the dance", it just came up naturally to her.

Eva could only take a few minutes before claiming for clemency, that is how hash crucifixion really is... And that is considering that was Eva who volunteered herself for this session. Even she, who is a extremely fit girl, with a body with excellent muscular tone, could only last a few minutes. The story behind this session is interesting, because initially I thought it was going to be difficult to find a model that agree to perform a crucifixion video, for all the taboo surrounding it, but Eva immediately agreed when I pitched her the idea; she considers herself a blasphemous girl, and when she saw the chance to participate in an irreverent play, she took it without hesitation. So always remember that she wanted this to happen to her, she wanted to experience it.

But once hanging there, in full agony, fully nude, knowing that she was going to be exhibited to the world as that, I think she probably regretted agreeing to the shot. On the other hand, I think she enjoyed the crucifixion to at least some degree. If you watch closely, you will notice her vaginal lips are slightly swollen when suspended from the cross. She also attempted to turn and twist her body towards the camera I was holding next to her, as if she wanted everyone to get a clear frontal view at her full naked body and soul, twisting in all her pain/pleasure. Imagine for a second being Eva... hanging there, with your back still hurting from the whipping that you underwent just minutes ago, and now this. Powerless, under pain and agony, -exhibited to the entire world...

The session ends shortly afterwards her tears fall from her cheeks, dropping on her boobs, and running through her entire naked body; and then she tells me she cannot take it anymore, that she wants to end the shot. I leave her there just a few more seconds after her plea, so she realizes she is not in control, then the scene fades to black and the session is over.