mental clarity but... seeing more than other people. seeing the world for how it is, in other words. I don't know how else to put it into words other than... 'clarity' being able to separate yourself from society, I suppose...? seeing it from the outside
yeeee i mean i guess then it's in a way a blessing? cause it means you can actually see and sometimes understand what's going on, which means you can work towards helping or hindering processes going on it.... has it's downside like watching the world crumble but basically what i'm taking it as is that you as a person are outside of that 'mob' or 'pack' mentality and you can make your own decisions??