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  • Listening to: Incubus- Oil and Water
  • Reading: American Gods by Neil Gaiman
  • Watching: My hands write the definition of 'Akbar'
  • Drinking: Moo juice.
I mean, really. It's not like I update the thing. Especially not the journal. My last entry in this thing was...let's see...May 4th, 2008. I believe that the last picture I posted was around that same time. Jeez. I think I just need to start this thing over from scratch. I'll see about that once I get a scanner. Having one of those would certainly make it easier to post artwork. It would be so much easier than having to adjust the camera and light to just the right angle for it to look even remotely visible. We will see, we will see...

In other news, since my last entry I have graduated to Sophomore status and have celebrated my 16th birthday. I have created more artwork that I have been unable to post, but I've also taken up sewing and the creation of adorable little felt dolls. Those aren't so hard to get pictures of so I should be able to get those up fairly quickly. I love getting requests for what to make next so if you have one please let me know! I will love you forever and a day if you do. *puppy eyes*
  • Listening to: Simple and Clean
  • Reading: Great Expectations for class
  • Watching: My cat snoring at my feet
Jeez. I didn't realize that I haven't made a journal entry since the beginning of March. XD I guess working on a production and not getting home from school until 7:00 does that to ya. For those who are interested, and for those who are not,  our pprduction of Hello, Dolly went quite well, or so I'm told. I was backstage the whole time and didn't actually get to see it except in bits and pieces. The set we painted looked beautiful though! I should be able to get some pictures of the periaktois before we paint over them, but that's beside the point.

Now that there's only about 1 month of school left and I actually get home at a decent hour, plus the fact that I have time to draw again, expect a pretty big load of art from me. I was able to get some art done during class when I was working on the play but never got a chance to upload it so most of my artwork on here will consist of that. I also found Photobucket's image enhancer thing so that, in team with my step-dad's new camera, should make my art less blurry and cleaner than it has been. Hopefully I'll get the chance to clean up some of my older art. I'll let ya'll know when I get around to it.

Off to enjoy my Sunday. ^^
  • Listening to: BoA- Dakishimeru
  • Reading: Lynne Ewing- Into The Cold Fire
  • Watching: My crew slowly bail.
  • Eating: Was eating yogurt, spoiling my dinner
Yup, I'm over the pneumonia episode and have gone back to school. Well, that was actually at the beginning of March so these entries are seriously behind. I have a hard time keeping this little space as a commitment. XD

Production for Hello Dolly has also started and would be going much faster if my crew would actually come. Ah well. At least I'm with friends to pass the long hours away with. ^^

Went to Megacon on that Saturday and I have decided that I would like to set up a table in the Artists' Alley at Jacon in May. I do realize that I'm not the best artist in the world and that my stuff may or may not even sell, but hell, it's worth a shot to at least do some commissions and get some extra pocket money and funds for my trip up to Washington D.C this summer.

Putting up some more art soon. Borrowing my step-dad's new camera so the pictures should (hopefully) be less blurry.

Oh, I'd also like some input as to what to display at the Con. I'll even start taking true comissions to get some pieces together. Make me draw something for you!!!
  • Listening to: P!nk
  • Reading: Lynne Ewing- Into The Cold Fire
  • Watching: My school work pile up because of absences
  • Eating: Roasted chicken with rice, she wished.
  • Drinking: Vanilla Silk
Why is that everytime I think I'm feeling better I always make myself worse? -_-

So I'm on my 11th day out sick. Hip hip hooray for shapeshifting diseases! DX

It started out as a cold. Then it turned into the flu. I had the flu for a week, went to Marcie's amazing birthday thinking I was feeling better, turns out, I wasn't.

So I spent Monday resting, went back to school Tuesday, only to get sick and leave early. After I left I went to see my doctor. She gave me a really weird look after looking down my throat and listened to me breathe for a long time, and finally told me that I have pnemonia and I'm not allowed to go back to school until Monday. That was on Tuesday so I'm now on my, collectively, 7th day out of school.

I wonder how my crew for Hello Dolly is doing. I'm pretty sure our director had found another Chargeman to replace me by now and if she already hasn't then she may need to think about it. *sigh*

Expect to see some art soon. It may not be anything too recent since I haven't been doing much of anything except eating, sleeping, and taking my medicine, but what I post will be art nonetheless.
  • Listening to: Paramore- Conspiracy
  • Reading: Wicked (Can't wait to see it! :D)
  • Watching: Anything and everything now that I can see
  • Drinking: Water after my run earlier
Okay, so I finally broke down and got glasses yesterday.
Let's just say that I never knew just how blind I am. Guess that 20/200 in my right eye does make a bit of a difference. XD
Welp, now that I actually have depth perception guess we'll see just what it does to my art in about a week or so.

Oh, and I've started getting some real commissions. Like, 'ZOMg Ill pay yoo 2 kabillion bucks to do ths 4 mee!!' commissions. *Feels all warm and happy inside*

I'll put some of those up in the coming week. For now though, I must get ready for the long week at school. Ahhh, stress bucket...
  • Listening to: LeAnn Rimes- Whatever Song Happens To Come On
  • Reading: Deep Wizardry. Love Diane Duane. ^^
  • Drinking: Had cocoa earlier. Does this count?
Yay, first entry of the year! Hope everyone had a fun and safe New Year's! ^^

So there isn't really much to talk about since this isn't my main journal, but I just felt that I should put something up since this hasn't been updated since my birthday back in November. Anyways, new art, even if it is mostly Gaia commissions. Well, that and some things I drew for my MIME! series a little while back, but those will go up later along with the other random creations that came about.

So, yeah. If anyone wants art, I really want to do it! Hardly anyone's been asking me to draw things for them lately. They always go, "Oh, but I don't want to be a trouble to you!!!"
Well, you're not. So let me draw for you.

I'll do my best to keep this little thingy updated more frequently. At the end of the week, maybe? Yeah, starting tomorrow I'll update it on either Friday, Saturday, or Sunday, depending on what's most convienient.

Haha, does anyone even read this? XD
  • Listening to: Incubus- Drive. Stuck in my head all day. >.&lt
  • Reading: Eclipse
  • Drinking: Nothing. But I did have hot cocoa earlier!
Yes, I am now officially 15 and yet, I feel no different than 14. Sigh. I will eventually feel a change!!!

I did get very good gifts though. On Friday we (as in my entire family) went to see La Nouba, something I've been wanting to see since I first heard about it. I'll just say this: if you ever get the chance to see it, GO. It is absolutely amazing. I've already played the cd to death. I'm sure everyone at home is sick of me playing it. XD

Oh, but my actual birthday (today) was pretty much a bust. My dad wanted to go to an air show to see planes fly around. I'm not too keen about air shows but I figured that since he paid for La Nouba that the least I could do was suffer through his thing. Turns out, it was waaaay to expensive so we decided to run around Merrit Island for whatever reason and go to Downtown Disney to get hot cocoa.

Haha, yeah, my family does weird things for fun. But I love them anyway. XD

Happy birthday to meeeee, happy birthday to meeeee...
  • Listening to: Pink- Dear Mr. President
  • Reading: Rereading Twilight because it's amazing
  • Eating: Kashi TLCs. The ranch kind.
Yes, I'm still alive!!! XD
Stressed out, but still alive and well nonetheless.
So I haven't really had much time to make any decent drawings to put up here since tech for G.W.S.H has been nothing short of chaotic. I suppose it doesn't help that I've got a million other things piled on top of that but still.
But I have finally come bearing art even if it is only a couple pieces. Shades for Fame, a drawing of a lady in Bvlgari sunglasses shielding her beauty from those us not worthy, Little Black Dress, a lady I more or less borrowed from a Calvin Klein ad, and a little mime that I got the sudden urge to draw in AP Human. Oh, and a little rough drawing of Yizzie in her witchy Halloween outfit which you can find in my scraps.
So yeah, off I go again! And by the the way, you should really listen to the song in my little mood thing at the top. Sad, but it's a really good song. I heard it for the first time today in ap human for a culturally significant song project and it is just such a great song. Go listen to it now. >.<
  • Listening to: Paramore's Riot!
  • Reading: Deception Point by Dan Brown.
  • Watching: My cat snoozing at my feet
  • Drinking: Just some milk before I go to sleep.
Which means boredom time to make more drawings! Well, not necessarily putting them up until a few weeks later, but I am still drawing!

I won't go into detail about how school's going so far (I actually started 8/20, but whatever) because that would be boring. And because I bought a journal for 2 bucks while I was at Borders hanging out with Marcie today specifically so I don't have to scare others with my pointless babbling. I guess I mostly just posted this to let everyone know that I'm still alive. My cold came back and I'm not feeling well, but I'm still alive nonetheless.

Off I go to plot for my escape to good 'ol Canadia with Marcie! We will take Canadia BY STORM! XD
  • Listening to: Jewel- Who Will Save Your Soul. Don't ask...
  • Reading: Ella Minnow Pea. Damn you, required reading.
  • Watching: The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
  • Drinking: Lemon Thera Flu. I'm gonna hurl.

Yup, that's pretty much been me for the whole day. I can't even complain about being bored because I've just been sick as a dog and can't think about much else. So yeah, I pretty much just want someone to talk to since I've been home alone all day in bed. This sucks because I can't even begin to speak because if I do I sound like a frog or some mutated and twisted bear or something.
*le sigh*
I suppose one upside of this is that I got the opportunity to draw all day since my head threatens to explode and send my brains splattering against the walls everytime I try to stand up. For some reason I got this stupid idea to draw pokemon, something I haven't done in like, years.
Maybe it was fueled by me digging up my old game boy and playing that for a while. I dunno.
So now I have a bunch of those little pokeemans laying on my desk and around my bed and a bunch of other places. I'll eventually get around to putting a few of the better ones up and sharing the strange but satisfying happiness that is a yeallow blob shooting things down with lightning from it's face.
And now...I nap. -_-
  • Listening to: TERRA- WE ARE
  • Reading: Re reading Order of the Pheonix for zee movie
  • Watching: My new partner in crime, Pierre. He's a plant
Right, so my summer vacation has officially begun. I mean, it started a while ago, but I had summer school (stupid required courses. >_<). And why am I posting this? Cuz I have nothing better to do. Now that I'm out of school, summer boredom has kicked in. Someone please hang out with me. TT_TT
  • Listening to: TERRA- WE ARE
  • Reading: Re reading Order of the Pheonix for zee movie
  • Watching: My new partner in crime, Pierre. He's a plant
Right, so my summer vacation has officially begun. I mean, it started a while ago, but I had summer school (stupid required courses. >_<). And why am I posting this? Cuz I have nothing better to do. Now that I'm out of school, summer boredom has kicked in. Someone please hang out with me. TT_TT
  • Listening to: M-Flo- Come Back To Me
  • Reading: Artemis Fowl The Lost Colony
  • Drinking: Water. I'm thirsty after today. ^_^
   So today was my last day of middle school. I know it doesn't seem like such a big deal, but whatever, for me it was because this was probably the best school year I've had, period. Instead of having exams, we had this kind of field day thing which was mostly a giant puddle of water instead of a field, but fun either way. XD
   The only problem came was just a few hours ago when I finally realized that I wouldn't be going back to Milwee tomorrow or be seeing any of my teachers ever again. Combined with the fact that I have 3 friends whom I won't see anymore (well, except for one. She's just going to a different school; the other 2 are moving totally out of state) and that I don't know what to right now, I just feel like sludge.
   I guess I'll just go be with someone else for a while. Maybe that'll get my mind off of things. Tomorrow I'll either feel better or I'll feel even worse. Let's hope for the first one. -_-
  • Listening to: If Everyone Cared- Nickelback
  • Reading: A Great and Terrible Beauty
  • Watching: Nothing at the moment.
Well, at least there's no more FCAT this week. Now I just get to wait in stress until next week when I get to do it all over again.


That, among other things, have just been welling up inside and now I feel like I'm going to burst. That's ok though, I'll be fine. Now I've taken to writing emo kid poetry (sounds like an artform all in itself. XD) when I'm down. Well, it's not so much poetry as it is rhythmic ranting, but isn't all emo kid poetry?

Here, I'll post some (just to get it out of my system):

It must be a feeling I am not meant to embrace.
Of course, you cannot recieve what you haven't given.
But what reason is there to give?
Looking in from the outside of life,
But never really feeling, or experiencing.
Not quite a lie, but not quite the truth.
Just there, waiting.
Waiting to take a new turn.
But what if that turn holds the same outcome as this one?
A life of empty happiness and pointless satisfaction.
What is it really without the love of another?
I suppose it doesn't matter so long as it exists.
But not for me, not now.
But for others, not much different from myself.
Have I wronged? Sinned?
Sinned in the eyes of a god I do not believe in?
Wronged in the eyes of karma?
An answer I will never know until later.
Much later.
Later when that someone will confess their love a moment too late.
When I am gone.
Long gone.

Now wasn't that just touching? XD *feels all emo and crap* And unfortunately, there's alot more where that came from.

Oh, I also got a few more drawings up in my gallery in case you're interested (check the Scraps too).
Ok, so I haven't written anything in here in a while so here I go!

So as ya'll have seen, I've finally put if some of my drawings thanks to the little gift from Marcie! *wipes away little tear* Anyways, I also fixed the one of Misha that I put up. It was reeeally dark and blurry so I took another picture of it and I'm hoping that this time it's clearer.

And time for another story cuz I went to the night launch on Saturday. It was really pretty and looked kind of like sun rise. Only it was dark. But whatever. But I took one awesome picture of the shuttle that I want to show everyone so I'm gonna put it up on here! ^_^

*skips off to go put up the prettiful pikchur*
  • Listening to: Must Be Dreaming- Frou Frou
  • Reading: New Moon
  • Watching: I was watching Naruto.
'Ello to everyone who probably isn't reading this entry! :D

So, today I went to the Kennedy Space Center with Marcie. It wuz fun. I tried to blow up the space center but she wouldn't let me. Humph.
But at least I would've saved the pretty costumes! XD

Oh, oh! And we're also gonna try to make a comic. Or two. Not too sure yet. I'll have the characters up sometime soon though along with a bunch of my other work courtesy of Kitty, okies? Okies.

Yisaira- Oooo... *sees a big red button* "Explosive Do Not Touch". What's that mean?
*pokes da big button*