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Flue Faker by fridashion Flue Faker :iconfridashion:fridashion 0 0 Jill Valentine by fridashion Jill Valentine :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 The Big Sleep by fridashion The Big Sleep :iconfridashion:fridashion 0 0 Bitter Words by fridashion Bitter Words :iconfridashion:fridashion 1 0 Hang in there by fridashion Hang in there :iconfridashion:fridashion 5 1 Nothing of me is original by fridashion Nothing of me is original :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 Manga is Lit by fridashion Manga is Lit :iconfridashion:fridashion 6 1 The Human Emotion Of Ugh by fridashion The Human Emotion Of Ugh :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 clever title by fridashion clever title :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 MAYOR LEAGUE by fridashion MAYOR LEAGUE :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 Zac the cat by fridashion Zac the cat :iconfridashion:fridashion 2 0 purify me by fridashion purify me :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 Muh gal alice by fridashion Muh gal alice :iconfridashion:fridashion 3 0 Porpol by fridashion Porpol :iconfridashion:fridashion 2 0 Gettin the hang of traditional by fridashion Gettin the hang of traditional :iconfridashion:fridashion 2 0 Batter OFF WiP by fridashion Batter OFF WiP :iconfridashion:fridashion 2 1
oi! why peep die? ey? who gave them permission
who wnt dere and be all alike oi! is ok ye can leave
ye can die 
no selfish man will miss ye
fuck bullshit
why they decide believe that????
ey! ye cant die
not on my watch my friend
so many ppl ysee
they be leavin like?? whit who permission of??
fuck you pal
you dont deserve this
just fuck earn it
ya wee asshole

oi oi oi
me life be ruined
yes y es its was shite ass shite to begin with but
fuck you
dont disappear like tht
cant i hate you?
I CANT HATE YOU
YOU CANTE DIE
oi ey pal
you were nver meant for death
ya wee

feck u and everything ye ever stood for
you asshole just leavin
like that aint rude
like nobody care
i care 

ey
i hate myself for tht

ey
i hate myself for carin
for carin for a fuck asshole
dickhead
ya knob
oi! imma die
no
thats not sane you idiot

crestfallen

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Flue Faker
ive been obsessed w steampianist recently
this song hit me hard
and i wanted to test my new open source drawing software
since sai wont fuckin run on WINE

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oi! why peep die? ey? who gave them permission
who wnt dere and be all alike oi! is ok ye can leave
ye can die 
no selfish man will miss ye
fuck bullshit
why they decide believe that????
ey! ye cant die
not on my watch my friend
so many ppl ysee
they be leavin like?? whit who permission of??
fuck you pal
you dont deserve this
just fuck earn it
ya wee asshole

oi oi oi
me life be ruined
yes y es its was shite ass shite to begin with but
fuck you
dont disappear like tht
cant i hate you?
I CANT HATE YOU
YOU CANTE DIE
oi ey pal
you were nver meant for death
ya wee

feck u and everything ye ever stood for
you asshole just leavin
like that aint rude
like nobody care
i care 

ey
i hate myself for tht

ey
i hate myself for carin
for carin for a fuck asshole
dickhead
ya knob
oi! imma die
no
thats not sane you idiot

crestfallen
okei okei
im typing this on a rush cause AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
okei
:^)
gentle journal, i dont think ive ever quite explained how fuckening afraid im of earthquakes like 19S, u kno, i think i only posted abt 19S on my tumblr and dammit journal bein honest i fucken hate EQs so much like okei like i mean i dont even know where to begin with this holy shite
back in 19S it, no kidding, it gave me some kind of ptsd like, i dont know shitte abt ptsd, to me it is the Thing soldiers suffer from and a Buzzword tumblr loves to use as an excuse for erratic behaviour
whatever the fuck erratic means
but thats what the doc said, "ye have ptsd, just like the rest 80% of the population does, cause honey an EQ of this scale is a big deal" and i thought okei man i mean is no big deal apparently i mean, ill just be overly paranoid and insomniac and dizzy for the next couple of days i mean, its nrmal, its 80% of the population normal like okei :^)
and u kno how when u have ptsd u like to talk to other ppl who do too. i had sophia w me and she was all "the ambulance, a couple of secs ago? i thought it was the alarm lmao" and i was all YE ME TOO OMFG but.. the difference is she just had a start, she just had a second of panic there, me? i was already halfway down the stairs i mean, she just got distracted, i grabbed my keys and bolted straight to the door and
and
im not tryina say that i have THE WORST
THE ABSOLUTE WORST OF PTSD EVER A PERSON HAS EVER HAD
no, gntle journal, you be wrong :^) what im tryina say is no one i kno is as paranoid and as dizzy and as insomiac as i am i meaan
fucks sake deviantart, youve always been here for me, not a thing do i hide from you, here itr goes
i havent told abt this to anyone, not lucio or alex or chalie or sophie or sergio or anyone really. just u. and my paper journal
and im still word vomiting
cause really every single shite that happens to me that paper notebook knows it
specially since i havent been posting on tumblr since what happened last november
SIGH
here it goes gentle dA
i cant sleep, yesterday, we had another one of those, another one of those alarms at that nice afternoon, ysee dA i was at my flat fro the first time in almost 2 weeks, cause ive been staying with Gio
yeahh everyone says we are dating but thats gay so lets just say ive been ataying at his place cause we are not datingf at all
the thing is i was at my flat, at the dining room and sophie was playing the poiano on her room, and i was at the tab;le with lucio both on our PCs mindin our own bussiness and shite and i heard it
the fuckin alarm
the fucken panic inducing alarm
that alarm
yeh u kno the one
the WAOWAOWAOWAOWAOWAOWAO alarm
and i felt like dying
i dont wanna look like a hero but the first thing i did was smack my hand at lucios side of the table cause he uses both headphones all the fucken time and he plays his music oh so loud so i had to grab his attention by disrupting whatever the fuck he was doing and i told him just The Alarm u kno, and i went to knock on sophies door, disrupting her fucken piano and shite and i just flung the door open
the alarm goes off aprox 30 secs before it begins so we had a tad bit of time
and i told her buddy, lets go, lets just fucken evacuate.
tokk me keys and started goin down, three floors, one stair at the time
it was terryfying, it still is to me to think about it, to think about yesterdays afternoon, how fuken shit is that??
anyways there we are, doga barkin everywhere, ladies praying, kids lookin for their paw, the panic doesnt let me do shite but try to act chill so my flatmates wont panic
hy am i like this?
the street lights are moving sideways so aare the phone cables so a re the trees everything is movin, the alarm is still off, we make sure its gone and we go back inside
gentle DA i like to say that nobody loves me, that im a waste of space, that i have no family at ALL and at times like this i wish that was true, every1 askin Oi alks, you fine? oi aleks? you okay? like yea man sure, go mind your ow fuckin bussineess the earthquake hits us all not just me
i made some tea, arryiving upstairs, at the flat i made tea cause u can take me away from wales but you cant take wasles away from me
gentle dA yes i can feel my text deteriorating but blame that on the fact that im not looking at either, the screen or the keyboard, d  dont think i m more damaged than i already am
i amke tea and i rejoice at the fact that we still have gas and electricty and internet cause everyone be texting me. evryione be wonderin is u ok? oi aleks? how was the earth moving
u know how it was, u WEEW THERE,im fine, dear facebook, dear tumblr, dear twitter, dear whatsapp, dear snapchat im good :^) but sophie is not. she wont stop talking
abt what? abt anything
abt my tea, abt her friends abt her ma abt her fucken shite ass laptop who cares? but oh no shes got the ptsd again
it lasted a week for her on 19S, its gonna last a couple of hours now
she didnt want to take a shower the poor thing, she is afraid the alarm is onna go off again
that okei i guess, thats pretty rational
gemgentke gentle d
a my speech is getting lousier but mind you im not looking at the screen or at my keys. i am afraid the alarm is going to go off againand im insomniac and i cant sleep and im not looking at the screen
sophie wont shower, that okei i guess, but i cant sleep i cant move a muscle, i cant listen to mucic with a headphone in
cause what if i listen to music and the alarm goes off?? who is going to smack my table? wo is going to grab the keys
soetimes i wish absolutely NO ONE  gave  ashite abt me cause if i take a shower or listen tomusic, then who is gonna send the "im fine" message? who is gonna text on WA that i am alive?
i make tea and wait for it to cool a bit when i feel it again, this time i see it on lthe lamps, theybe swinging side ways like they dont care u are gonn be crushed by your own roof,your own bookase, your own headphones and shower
so off we go down again, this ime im w two of my best neighbors
they both talk, sophie talks
sophie wont shut up, she wont take a shower but me
typing this down makes me feel dizzy

i need to evacuate
Jill Valentine
I started this game earlier today
I have died 6 times, cant find where to go, used of all the herbs on the first 3 rooms, cant walk properly, cant attack for shite, dont know what to do, havent explored the first floor of the mansion but god do i love it so far
Also Jill is so damn gorgeous ??? Lmao idk im love her

MY HANDS SHAKE SO I USE SQUIGGLY LINES AS A CRUTCH

sue me

I took for reference a cutscene that froze lmao like they was talkin abt some shite and jill was there and i was all :>

SHE IS SO DAMNN AAAAAA
Beautiful
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The Big Sleep
ive been listening a lot of streetlight recently and i mean like im listening to it forreal this time
christ dude
their songs are sad as shite i love em sm
the thinge is i paid attention to the last verse of the big sleep and i came up w this

i fucken hate charcoal yall
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