I recomend you to listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knuHDPbE5es as you read this, as the song is the whole reason I wrote this, I love the song, it's absolutely beautiful, but.. God?
I don't believe in God
Though right now I wish I did,
I could really need something to believe in to help me get back up on my feet.
Have something to believe in and help me through these harsh times.
But I don't believe in anything, at least not in God,
Cause what God would make such a cruel world?
Let so many people live long and short lives filled with nothing but misery, depression and loneliness..?
Let so many children and families die of starvation..?
Only a cruel God would make such a world,
And I don't want to believe in such a God.
And this so called God they all talk about,
They say he'll forgive anyone for their sins,
That he'll take anyone under his wing,
As long as they prey to him and believe in him before they die.
But a God like that would be full of himself/herself,