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                                                       ... glass Cowboy I hear the glass underneath my leathered feet I felt the glass thundering my crimson heart masterpiece of love perfection is nothing tedious weary and weathered weak blind and beautiful vivid spent and sinful ...  a cowboy's despair
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Changing the heart
Sometimes everything is one way. There is no changing that. You can change someone's mind, But you cannot change their heart You know how you felt, But, you knew how they felt, And it wasn't he same. You only thought you knew. Then you find that, All those things you shared, The moments you cherish, All meant nothing. You can't breathe. You take in as all you can, But you still gasp, -For air- You try to fill this void With codeine, And nicotine, And caffeine, But it always leaks out. And you're left with a hole, a terrible feeling of regret, that you might have done something, or could have done something. But that
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Fallen by Freakinout
You have been destroyed. You were taken from your feet, Your precious pedestal, You were destroyed because it was possible. Destroyed because of boredom, Insanity always wins, Looked to as a filler, You hope this feeling never ends. Consumed by the inferno, Walls fallen from the blaze, Beautiful floors are now clay, Ash and stone are all that lay. From this clay and ash, You must be put back together, Whoever does this deed will create you, and everything about you until the end. Who is this person, that asks to renew you. Are they worthy? Are they able? No choice but trust, and the pieces are put back together, In some
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Disinfect my wounds
I am bleeding, bleeding on the inside, if I don't stop it, it will consume me. These wounds are deep. I can feel them throb, and when you touch me, they bleed even more. I have to cleanse, cleanse these wounds, for myself, and for you. I clean these wounds, with cold, and hot, liquor. It kills the infection, it makes it all go away, it kills the infection, and it kills you too.
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Sorry by Freakinout
never beginning... never ending... never leaving her... never being her... she's never felt the same since it all came crashing, down upon her head down upon her soul. no one can bring her up; no one can take her lower; only she can do this, only she can change me. she's being tossed about, in this tattered life, this world she never asked to be a part of. she drives without a seatbelt, runs through red lights, speeding along the narrow road, just to see if it was all meant to be. she consumes bitter liquor she inhales the intense smoke she swallows those bitter sweet pills just to see if it was all meant to be. nothin
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In the candle light
As I stare into her eyes, its just not the same, as it was with, her. the touch of her hand, the scent of her hair, the soft whisper of her breathe, the skip of her heart. I have tried to fill this emptiness, but its not the same, it won't be the same. this isn't what I wanted, but neither are you. I'm sick of wasteing time on rather useless matters. I seem to have abandoned all hope, but not all is lost, because I am still here. In this candlelight dinner, I see something, something that may be a future, even if it is just a little flame.
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Whats the reason by Freakinout
On the day that, I let you in, to see my soul, and touch my heart. I cannot find the reason, why I didn't lock the gates, and shut it all out, just so I could have peace. but now my gates, are unwavering, and I am undeniable, and unforgettable. The ground is cold, the ash of the fire, has blown away in the storms that followed my wake. My heart is cold, my soul is free, I am unbreakable, I am indomitable. when I opened these war scarred gates, I was hoping for the best, I let you and your demons in, and it all consumed me. I cannot seem to find the reason, that I let you in, to see my soul, and touch my heart, and
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Wish for Fire
have you ever wished for fire? do you think it would compliment you? do you think it would complicate you? why do you want this inferno? you want to be consumed, think it will change you? think it will destroy you? it will only scar your beautiful face. this destruction breeds new life, beautiful or bastardly, its all your choice, it always has been. you thought it was simple, you thought there wasn\'t really a choice, but you were wrong, and it destroyed us both. why are we so self destructive? it does no good, but I guess thats why we do it, or maybe for the high. as I sat on the cold ground, watching the ash smolder,
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We are both blind
You played your games              with me      even though I didn't              want to. and when it came down to it  that's what I wanted,  to play your games,  to live your lie. but then the lies stopped, and the world stopped with it,   I was thrown from this place,       right out into space.         but now the world    began to move again,  and I rejoined this reality, the world didn't change. You were blind to your lies,    and I was blind to your truth,       everyone was blind to my pain,          but everything is clear now. I played along with you             and your lies.   Now its time to
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I never meant to do this
You were the perfect girl,            molded for me,             and me alone,   but it seems as though,      I was blind,         and dumb, and wasted it all for just a little fun.      but little did I know        that you would know,            and that I'd break your heart,                     and stain your soul.              We had our lives         all planned out,     we knew the names of our children,     we knew it should have lasted forever.   I had the perfect girl, in this semi-perfect world,          and I threw it all away for something I never even wanted.        You haven't spoken to me in
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Thanks to Caprice Magazine
I want to thank Caprice Mag for publishing one of my waterfall shots in June's Magazine.  Its a great feeling to get to be next to some excellent photography. Vol 2.  Issue #14 http://www.capricemag.com
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Hit 10 years and moved to Georgia
only realized its been 10 years today.... internet just finally got hooked up. I'm wore out, from moving, working, women, etc. ... but I've made it here, so I'm alive and trying to relax as I can.  Cup cakes would be nice ;)
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Georgia
I've accepted a job, and I'm moving to Georgia for awhile.... a little scary folks.
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