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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 13, 2018, 3:37 PM
Art and CSS Yuminn

This is either brave or stupid, I'll let you people reading be the judge of that. Okay here is something anyone who wants to know me should know first: I hate myself

And I don't mean that in a 'urgh I messed up today, I hate myself!' I mean I genuinely do not like who I am. I am no comfortable in my own skin, I don't like who I see in the most of the time, I have self-loathing, paranoia and on and off depression.

I have found self loathing to be similar to narcissism, in that you seem to think the world revolves around you. Only unlike narcissists who think they are the holy center of the world, people with self loathing think they are what is wrong with the world. Now I'm not suggesting everything in the world is my fault, I'm not crazy or arrogant enough to take responsibility for Donald Trump, poverty or nuclear war. But as far as my world is concerned, I think I am the problem.

My paranoia seems to work hand in hand with my self-loathing and they proceed to surgically pick apart any lingering thought in my head. Case in point, today a very good friend came into a little extra money and they spoke to me about using that extra cash to fund one of my characters that I've been queuing for the Earth 27 (see :iconearth-27: and :iconroysovitch: ) and one part of my brain was happy like 'aww that's so sweet and nice...' but then the larger part of my brain said 'NO! We can't let them do that! That's their money, not ours. They should treat themself, spend it on something good for them, it shouldn't be about us'. And I will be honest with you, I thought, still stand by my assessment, that that was the right thing to do.

See, I do not want to be a dick. I do my best to be a good person, I really wanna be a good person and if that means I gotta put myself down so others can rise up you best believe I will do that. But here's where self loathing and paranoia get nasty, because even though I believe I did the right thing those two are looking at me and go 'we can make you feel shitty about this'. And they do:
-They were trying to be nice to you and you blew them off, you've probably upset them!
-They really wanted to see your characters, and you've basically told them no. You suck!
-You're an awful human being and you don't deserve to have such sweet people who give a damn about you
That last one won the prize of being the millionth self loathing thought I've had almost every day for the last six years.

See here's the crux of my problem, I don't like myself...but my friends do. And frankly sometimes I cannot understand why, because I don't and sometimes can't see what they see...I see all the flaws, all the mistakes, all the crap, all the shit and rubbish that makes me a sad, depressed, paranoid, self-loathing git! And yet they see someone worth their love. 

Here's another thing you should know about me, I put my pain to the page:
My OCs Fox, Psychic and Russell crowler are facets of me. Each of them represent aspects I aspire to have, and aspects I have to work through. Fox is the hypersocial friendly popular guy I wish I could be, and he has my self loathing. Psychic is the assured, noble warrior whom does the right thing, and feels constant emotional which can feel like physical pain from it. Russell is the polite, pacifist gentlemen whom wants to create a world where we all get along...and he struggles not to be a monster.
This is also why it is so easy for me to create villains, because it's so easy for me to imagine and understand how you can be the bad guy, and how easy it would be to just take all this pain and put it onto others. But I don't want to do that, honestly...sometimes I just wanna quit. 

Take all my creative pursuits and throw into the proverbial fire and then fade into the darkness, content to watch everyone I love reach their dreams and take joy knowing they made it and they are happy. I could do that, I don't think I'm gonna win so I can resign myself to lose. But then here's the friends won't let me.

My friends whom contest every self loathing thought I have and constantly remind me that I am loved, that I am important, that I deserve and SHOULD win...they will not let me lose. So everytime I feel like this, everytime I lose a step, a project falters, an argument is had or a creative path hits a dead end and we have to begin anew...They will not let me give up, they will keep my going and I cannot thank them enough. Seriously if I was just doing this for myself I'd have given up and resigned myself to obscurity a long time ago...I keep going for them, and try to be the person they all see. 

So I'm getting this all out. I'll be putting this on other social media too because I've discovered the more I get this out in the open the more relieved I feel. The more my self loathing and paranoia is proven wrong the better I feel. The more I feel like I can win, that I don't have to lose. That maybe I can do the right thing without putting myself down. I hope so, I hope me and my friends can succeed in our creative pursuits and when it's our time to stand in the light I am right there by their side...or maybe just behind them. I'm tall enough to still be seen.

The Knight's task

Journal Entry: Tue May 22, 2018, 3:41 PM
Art and CSS Yuminn

I am duty bound to comply with the instructions of the most noble :iconmt8flw: and by a bizarre twist of fate :icontraumwelt75: so I must answer 24 questions before giving 12 to 12 comrades. Foxy-Knight is at your surface noble friends, here I go!

Answer questions by tagger.
Give 12 friends, 12 questions.

Answering ( :iconmt8flw: first )

What is your hobby?
I enjoy a multitude of leisure activities but the most dominant at the moment I suppose is playing Pokemon Go with my facebook group, it is very satisfying and joyous to be part of a pokemon community.

Do you know how important you are?
I have an inkling, but I alas don't always have the feeling

Will you answer this question?
On my honour

Did you answer that question?
Indeed, I put my honour on the line

Is Your quest for the questionable question?
 No my quest is for a point in space and time where I am united with all my friends and able to share that moment with all of them.

Judge Judy or Pizza?
Pizza never judges me and always gives me a warm feeling and a lovely afterglow.

Cat or Dog?
Replace or with and, that is mt answer

Favorite color?

Favorite Food?
There are too many to choose from so I will say at the moment I still have the aftertaste and glow of pizza.

Favorite animal?
I suppose it has to be the Fox

Favorite music?
Once more the agony of choice, I like a variety of tunes by many great minstrels of the ages. I suppose my favourite music is the kind that inspires me!

Favorite drink?
I enjoy the bone nourishing tonic of milk and the zesty citrus nectar of Diet Tango.

Answering part two ( :icontraumwelt75: )

1 - How are you : I am quite well at the moment, thank you for asking. How are you? Oh wait you cannot answer me. Oh wait yes you can, you can comment on this journal, please do so =3

2 - Are you ready ? As I will ever be, let's do this!

3 : Will you answer all questions ? To the best of my abilities, yes sir!

4 : who are you : I am Rhys Horton, an aspiring writer, frequent user of the mood swings and a striver to be decent and affable.

5 : What do you expect in life ? I don't expect anything, nobody owes me a thing and I have no right to expect anything from them. With that in mind it makes it so much better when people are nice to me.

6 : Was the previous questions hard to answer ? Admittedly no, as I've had that philosophy in my head for quite some time

7 : what do you like in me ? You're an inventive, creative, passionate man whom when working with his muse can create wonders that defy all expectations and inspire the imagination.

8 : What do you hate in me : Hate is a strong word, but I dislike how sometimes you can appear to be fickle. Your muse is a sporadic beast.

9 : What is your worst nightmare. Realising all my friends and loved ones are miserable and it's all my fault.
10 : What is you favourite dream. I don't know, I can't always remember them

11 : favourite tv show : Far too many to choose, I recently watched the cult classic Sci-fi show Red Dwarf (love that show!!)

12 : were you sincere in your answers ? No I lied through my teeth just to give you something to think about. I am joking of course, I was as sincere as I possibly could be.

The Knight's questions
1. What is your name?

2. What is your quest?

3. your opinion on Monty Python. Alternatively if this has flown over your head what is your favourite type of comedy?

4. Have you ever heard of Monty Python?

5. Why are you answering these questions, aside from the fact I tagged you?

6. What was the last movie you watched at the cinema?

7. What was your thoughts on said movie?

8. How often do you go to the cinema, and do you often go alone or with friends?

9. Can you sum up your connection to me in about twelve words?

10. Was that question tricky?

11. Do you like waffles?

12. Do you like me?

However for all those tagged on this list I have a decree, do not tag anyone but instead send twelve questions to me! Much easier and allows for a broader understanding!

Fare tee well noble friends! Foxy-Knight away!

25% Complete (Happy Birthday Me)

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 4, 2018, 1:51 PM
Art and CSS Yuminn

I am was born March 4th 1993, I am 25 years old which is a quarter of a century and should I live that long 25% of my life span. I have a lot more time and a lot more to go and you know what? That fills me with Hope, because along the way I found great friends who help and encourage my vision and ideas. So before I show off the presents I want to say a massive thank you to my friends, all of you.

And now a special shout out to my creative peeps
1. :icondkalban:
2. :iconsquirrelkitty76:
3. :iconcolors789:
4. :iconarkhamredx:
5. :iconghostlyelegance:
6. :iconthescarletmercenary:
You guys have helped me through the mire of blue hazes, sad spells and shown me much love and support. This is a token of my undying gratitude to you people who make my life worth living and the ideas worth thinking of.

DCOCicons by SquirrelKitty76
Here is some of our collective DC OC guys, gals and non-binary pals done by the amazing Dylan.B Caleho, link here:…

Now that the speech is out of the way, onto the presents:

Untitled by Foxy-Knight Taking a step back in time, to the merrie melodies, to the victorian eras and then to a galaxy a far far away and a long time ago. 

And then we have the art gifts
Monster Mash Valentines/Birthday Gift #1 by Foxy-Knight  Monster Mash Valentines/Birthday Gift #2 by Foxy-Knight  Birthday Commission: Feast for Friends by Foxy-Knight
Some Monster Mash love and the gang out for a stake-out-take-out.
(credit once more to :icongumbat-art: and Dan's guys ( [link] and [link] ) and thanks to :iconsquirrelkitty76: for doing the colors.

So I am 25% complete, let's make the remaining 75% the best we can. Time to rock on into the new ages and new adventures. 
Thanks for everyone who wished me a happy birthday!

  • Watching: Kingsman: The Golden Circle

2017 is dead, long live 2018

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 1, 2018, 2:38 PM
Art and CSS Yuminn

I hope all you lovely people had a merry christmas and I would like to wish you all a happy new year. What has changed? Well I think we have all grown, matured, survived yes that is important...I recently lost a colleague at work (ASDA), she passed almost two weeks ago today and she is still fresh in my mind and a lot of people's hearts at work. It rather lends perspective, time is finite (scarily so in this day and age) and so we can't afford to wait too long, it's time to make a move on that note I have good news. 

But first thing is first, PHOTOS!!

Here are some of my christmas snapshots!

Under the tree by Foxy-Knight  Christmas sweets by Foxy-Knight  Stocking fillers by Foxy-Knight  Xmas Swag by Foxy-Knight  Gifts from Andy by Foxy-Knight  Gifts from Imooto-chan --Haley-- by Foxy-Knight  Xmas ID by Foxy-Knight

I look rather fetching with that thing on my head (not really XD). Much love and thanks to my family and friends for your wonderful gifts (special shoutout to :iconcolors789: and :iconsquirrelkitty76:

We made it to Leeds as well this year and I was given a wad to get nerdy with, and get nerdy I did!
Leeds Loot 2017 by Foxy-Knight  The price of nostalgia by Foxy-Knight

I managed to get the complete Batman animated series on DVD! I am very happy about that!! Also I collect funkos now, because they are like huge lego mini-figures and I think they are cute! 

But in the spirit of saying goodbye to 2017 I must also bid farewell to close friend. Someone whom has been with me for the most of 2016 and all of 2017 but will no longer be joining me for the beginning of 2018, it's always sad to lose a friend but sometimes we can find ourselves in a better place without them. I am referring to, my beard
Untitled by Foxy-Knight  Maxresdefault by Foxy-Knight  Untitled by Foxy-Knight 
Give a turkish barber 18 pounds and you will get the full works and my god it was brilliant! But yes welcomed in 2018 like this
Untitled by Foxy-Knight
Let the mando enjoy his shortbread and milk 2018, 2016 and 17 didn't and look what happened to them. 

I have opened with a change, a gesture of more things to come and here comes the good news. I am gonna be making comics this year! I actually have artists I am working with and a special shout out to them!

Now let's talk what me and :iconjeansinclairarts: are gonna be doing, we are going to hell. We are bringing :iconscapegoat-comics: into the forefront of my year starting with the flagship series: OLD HARRY'S TALE! Remember this guy?!

Old Harry's Tale Promo by Foxy-Knight
He's getting his own comic! A legit, arted, coloured, to be bought comic and at the very least issue #1 will be available by the end of 2018 and I will have the entire 10 issue series written out by March (probably after my birthday but before Easter).

If you haven't heard of :iconjeansinclairarts: then he's done work with me before like this!
Jean Skc Jan 14 009 Low by JeanSinclairArts  Skc Oct17 005 Low by JeanSinclairArts  Jean Skc Oct Ex01 Low by JeanSinclairArts  Jean Skc Nov03 Low by JeanSinclairArts
Now I know what you may be thinking, Rhys these are amazing but they are all black and white, you said it would be a coloured comic. Well turn your attention to this
Fox Family Color by Foxy-Knight
Combine the incredible :iconjeansinclairarts: with the amazing :iconsquirrelkitty76: and you get this! Just think of what we can do with hell!

Now this is all very well and good talking about it but we all gotta do this, I gotta write the scripts and plot out the pages to be drawn. Gotta balance my work at ASDA around my time at home to work on the projects (and pay the artist and colorist) and connect with my friend and also my new years resolution: EAT MORE, PUT ON WEIGHT! I lost my hair and now I wanna stop being skinny, I am becoming my father 30 years early XD!

2018 is gonna be a great year, we survived this much and kept going strong. I can't list all the good stuff on the whole because I am not that knowledgeable and can't be bothered to do the research for this journal so I will end it with this:

Happy new year my lovelies! Talk soon

  • Listening to: Queen

ladies and gentlemen I would like to take this time to address all whom watch and talk with me to point out two people whom are very important to me emotionally and creatively.

:iconsquirrelkitty76: and :icontraumwelt75:

These people are a cornerstone of Scapegoat comics :iconscapegoat-comics: , the best friends I could hope to have met on this site and show me much love, respect and friendship which I cannot express enough gratitude for. They inspire me with their art and drive me to do better to get our joint projects off the ground. I am the ideas man I will admit but I would be nowhere without people like :iconsquirrelkitty76: :icontraumwelt75: and also I am not forgetting you :icondkalban: you introduced me to them and for that I thank you wholeheartedly.

:iconsquirrelkitty76: recently did art based on my concept and characters also working with :icontraumwelt75: to edit his original pieces and to bring us these amazing pics of characters from the Fox Warrior of Gotham series
Jude Howard/Okami (ART BY SQUIRREL-KITTY) by Foxy-Knight  Fox Mark 3 Armour (ART BY TRAUMWELT+SQUIRRELKITTY) by Foxy-Knight  The Training of Same Kane-Timeline (UPDATE) by Foxy-Knight  Lizzie Dahl timeline (ART BY SQUIRRELKITTY) by Foxy-Knight  Kamali Age Armor Concepts (ART BY SQUIRRELKITTY) by Foxy-Knight  Lizzie grown up E-27 (ART BY SQUIRRELKITTY) by Foxy-Knight

So favourite, comment, critique but above all PLEASE follow these wonderful people whom have made my life so much more joyous and beautiful.
DA links are here 
:iconsquirrelkitty76: :icontraumwelt75: :icondkalban: (not forgetting you buddy)
Also check out our scapegoat comics page :iconscapegoat-comics: 
And Cain and Mabel :iconcainandmabelcomic:



Journal Entry: Fri May 5, 2017, 4:58 AM
Ladies and gentlemen and everyone else in that beautiful spectrum whom are kind enough to watch me, I spent an evening last night on May 4th listening to the veteran actor and legendary Bounty Hunter Jeremy Bulloch, presented by a geordie magician called Chris Cross (a charming man with a knack for escapology). And let me tell you something...Jeremy is essentially everyone's favourite gentle grandfather whom can still do the voice, the man has been in so many films, TV shows including Doctor who (he was in the Time Warrior as the archer!) and was a character in one of the old Bond films and yet we all know and love him most as the most badass bounty hunter in the galaxy. Now before Jeremy gave his talk there was a nerd screening of STAR WARS: THE FORCE AWAKENS (because screening EMPIRE STRIKES BACK would cost far too much, I know that feel DX) and before the film started we could get photos with Jeremy and get a signed poster. I unfortunately didn't have an VIP ticket, so I couldn't get a photo but I did manage a few other tricks, as you will see.

Wait a minute- by Foxy-Knight  -I am taller than Fett?! by Foxy-Knight That is me with one of my all time heroes (technically a villain but more of a gray morality warrior, also that's not jeremy in the armour)

There he is by Foxy-Knight this is Jeremy!

Mando-Bro by Foxy-Knight This was a kindly Mando-Bro whom gave me a spare signed poster he had when he learned I couldn't get my photo with Jeremy, Mandalorians gotta stick together yo!

Get out of my shot! by Foxy-Knight  The stage is set by Foxy-Knight after the screening, we want Jeremy!!

Jeremy by Foxy-Knight  Chris Cross by Foxy-Knight  And the Bear by Foxy-Knight Chris Cross the magician interviewing Jeremy, loved his Q&A and wait a minute--!
The bear has landed by Foxy-Knight JEREMY IS HOLDING BEARBA FETT!! Yes I asked him he wanted to hold the bear and he said yes (lovely man!)

For the finale Chris Cross did an escapology act from an Asylum brand straitjacket, and I volunteered to act as the timer. He made it in just One minute 30 seconds thus escaping the jacket but not necessarily the bounty hunter. When I got bearba back Jeremy said he was gonna get one just like him in Australia, he's done a lot of filming all around the world and he recommends Japan (he can do the language so fluently)

Boba Cake by Foxy-Knight Someone made a cake, looks far too good to eat

Bounty swag by Foxy-Knight Aside from the signed poster I also bought a portrait done by an artist called Simon Henderson, and his wife offered to have Jeremy sign it for me whilst I got cash from the local yeah! This is my bounty Swag!

He's watching me by Foxy-Knight now one of the finest mandalorian warriors watches over me, I feel safe and nerdy. What a convention, what an evening. 
May the 4th be with you (I know it's a day late but shut up! DX)

Happy Birthday Rhys (me)

Sat Mar 4, 2017, 7:10 AM

Ladies and gentlemen I am happy today, and not just because it’s my birthday. I watched the lego batman movie and then went to a place called Kaspa’s house of desserts. Now the movie and the restaurant made me very happy, but it made me so happy I actually wanted to cry but cry because I am happy. I think this is what happens when an introvert tries something new and it works SO well. So I don’t care that I have to work today, I am just so happy. Nice to be 24 and I am looking forward to the good years to come.
Birthday Haul 2017 by Foxy-Knight


Late Night Confessions #2

Sat Feb 11, 2017, 6:13 PM

With Valentines Day dawning I have been thinking about relationships, and one of the things I’ve been mulling over is how my prior ones have ended. If I were to tally how they’ve went I’d say by a rough estimation I am 1-3 in the dump to being dumped ratio. And to be honest, I prefer getting dumped than being the one to do the dumping

When I am about to dump someone, I have chosen to accept the role as the villain. Because that’s what I will become from someone’s perspective when I do this, I am now the bad guy breaking ties with this guy or girl and leaving on to pastures new and leaving them to pick up the pieces of their broken heart and ultimately come out of it stronger and wiser. Now Imma be honest, and this will sound pathetic...but I don’t like being the bad guy. The trouble is of course when it comes to breaking up, you’ve got to be cruel to be kind. It is much crueler to let the broken relationship persist, it only further exhausts yourself and gives false hope to the guy or girl you are with.

Getting a little personal now but without going into too much detail...the only time I have dumped someone, it sucked but it was the right thing to do. The relationship started out how all my relationships started, as friends but the key problem was I think...the love was actually kind of forced. It didn’t develop over time and blossom sweetly from friendship to infatuation and finally into a deeper and compassionate bond...but started as friends and then went to ‘holy shit please don’t die’. Yeah they had problems...I wanted to help...and I got attached. I was like 15-16 when this happened, not at my best AT ALL and this went on for about two years maybe. There were a lot of extremes, they were dependant on me and...well...when I couldn’t meet the needs they would lash out and make threats. It felt like my heart was repeatedly going through a cheese grater, and even though I did care for them I was finding it...VERY hard to keep it all up. I was going through my own depression (which I actually didn’t know about at the time and wasn’t getting help for) so I couldn’t exactly juggle my problems with theirs as I made the transition from college to university. When it came time to do the dumping I knew it was time because I actually learned my next girlfriend had deep feelings for me, now this relationship did follow the right pattern as mentioned above. I knew in order to get into that relationship I had to end the current one...and when I did it was not pretty. I accepted the role of villain and did the dumping, as expected they got upset, they lashed out...and made threats. But when it became apparent that didn’t work...they tried to salvage things. I haven’t spoken to them in years but last time we did chat we were on friendly terms, which is as good as I could hope for.

So that’s dumping, not my forte. Getting dumped however...I’m much better at that. In relationships, I tend to take responsibility for what goes wrong. Not sure if it’s relevant but when I was in my teens my parents split up, nothing scandalous but they just drifted apart. I blamed neither of them, or at least I don’t blame either of them now. I suppose this was part of childhood when you learn your parents aren’t superhuman...I learned quickly that things don’t always go the way you think they should. Did I want my parents to stay together, yes but I think I wanted them to be happy...and they weren’t happy together. This I think plays into why I’m better at being dumped than doing the dumping. The girlfriend I got together with after I dumped my prior partner...after two years of a serious relationship...she wanted to break things off. Now her reasons made sense, I understood them, I accepted them and we are actually still friends. Here’s how I see it, when someone I am in a relationship tells me they want to stop...that means I have bollocks this up. I have done something that has made them no longer want to spend their time with me (or if I am lucky, as much time with me). I thus take responsibility for this, I learn what I did wrong, I make sure I understand why this is happening so if I enter another relationship I do not make the same mistakes. See I guess I am still the bad guy, but at least I’m the one losing and they are the one escaping so that seems right. Whenever I am with someone, ultimately I want them to be happy. I have called myself and been called a selfless lover, I am happy to be broken up with if it means my former partner can go on and have a happier and better life. I will handle the break up as well as I can, and only get upset and cry when I’m on my own and rationalise that this is for the best and do my utmost to move on and try and keep things amicable with them. This I think, compared to my forte.

So yeah, that’s why I prefer to be dumped than to do the dumping. In hindsight I think I’d be better at dumping now than when I was a teenager, but it’s still not something I’d relish. Not so much because I hate being the bad guy (I still hate that) but more so I don’t like breaking their hearts...even if it’s kinder for both of us. At least when I’m getting dumped I can understand, I can think of a thousand reasons why they’d not wanna be with me, so I listen, I learn and I understand. Try to part as friends and do better next time, does it hurt? Yeah, but at least I know they will be happy.


Late Night Confessions #1

Wed Feb 8, 2017, 3:40 PM

Hello, just finished work at 10pm and decided to write what I am feeling since I am not going to sleep anytime soon, that’s what DA is used for right?

I would like to share a little fact, or factoid if you prefer (probably not), about myself: I rather like romantic movies. I sort of just get involved with them and there are a few things which annoy me about them I will admit, poor communication, misunderstandings (oh that irritates the hell out of me!) but what sometimes really frustrates me is the kind of romantic movie where we have this formulae:

Guy A likes Girl A, for some reason Guy A has never confessed his feelings to Girl A and only realises how deep they go when Girl A starts dating/gets engaged to Guy B. Guy A thus seeks to come between Girl A and Guy B in order to confess his feelings and get with Girl A, and after about 90 minutes give or take Guy A manages to confess his feelings, Girl A reciprocates and leaves Guy B to be with Guy A.

Now that’s a very classic formulae, we can probably list three movies like that off the top of our heads and in some of those films…well..Guy B is a dick, so we feel no sympathy for him. However sometimes…Guy B is actually okay, Guy B is actually kinda sweet and lovable and I think he and Girl A would make a lovely couple but…oh wait this movie isn’t about them getting together is it because we’re all rooting for Guy A aren’t we? Well…I’m not.

See I am sure a lot of us are familiar with the movie Casablanca right? I won’t go into too much detail but what really sold me was that the lead didn’t get the girl, and he didn’t get the girl…BY CHOICE! He willingly encouraged her to go with her husband and have a better life. Now the reason I like that is he not only realised he probably wasn’t the right guy for her but he put her wellbeing and happiness above his own. See to me I think that’s a big part of what love is, it’s looking beyond your own interests. You think about what makes other people happy, and if the person you want to be with doesn’t want to be with you…well you can try and change that by adapting, people do change for the ones they love but if it’s clearly not gonna work…then I say let them be happy with someone else. I wouldn’t want them to be unhappy and alone. So with that in mind, here is a romantic movie formulae I would like to see:

Guy A likes Girl A, hasn’t confessed his feelings yet and she starts dating guy B. Girl A and Guy B get serious and get engaged, Guy A congratulates them but is secretly unhappy about this. Guy A then seeks to come between them (with the help of some friends as is often the way in these films) but the more he learns about Guy B the more he learns how happy and right he and Girl A seem to be together. At the film’s mid point Guy A realises he doesn’t want to come between them anymore because he doesn’t wanna ruin a perfectly good and happy relationship. Girl A and Guy B get married, Guy A is at the wedding and wishes them the best and is happy for them. 

Bonus to the formula: Maybe Guy A starts a relationship with one of the friends whom originally tried to help him get Girl A, if you want a romantic subplot too.

See that kind of movie would really give me the feels and would make me happy, because it’s not the cliche main character gets the girl but is a deeper story about accepting the happiness of others being as or more important than your own. This makes Guy A more likable, respectable and in my opinion more admirable. It gives us an alternative to those dashing romantic male figures who always get the girl in the end (or guy, I’m open to everything). So yeah, that’s the kind of romantic movie I would love to see. If you know of such a movie let me know and I’ll look it up, thanks for reading.


Farewell 2016, Sorry we messed it up

Sat Dec 31, 2016, 2:36 PM

In regards to the title I bid you all to look at this…
Satire at it's finest, it made me laugh and then take a bit of a sad look at myself. But that's nothing new.

So here we are at the end of 2016, we've lost a lot of good people and had a few bad bumps in the road and our destination is uncertain. With a new year comes new year's resolutions and I will be making a few. But first let me get a few things off my chest, I now have pretty much full time work and the Xmas season has been murder. Halloween and Christmas pretty much follow each other and the hours I have put in have secured my rent for like three months and it looks like I'm gonna be keeping quite a few packed weeks into january and into february and when easter hits we begin again.

And I'll be honest, I am happy to be working. I am earning and saving money for my planned relocation to the states but in working all those hours it has taken up nearly all the time I wanted to use writing, collabing and generally just being and talking with my good friends. All of the people I talk to here, on skype and on has kept me from you and I don't blame ASDA, nah. It's on me. 

So for 2017 I am gonna improve, balance work with writing and with friends. I have had some great advice from friends here and irl and I am gonna make a start on everything, I don't need to do everything just make a start. That's the key, focus on a part of the big thing and move progressively, even if it's just one thing per day that is okay. So with that in mind here are my new year's resolutions:

- wanna get some stuff written and if possible published, this will be SCAPEGOAT COMICS but don't worry Cain and Mabel will proceed (more information on that later
-Be a better friend so collab more with my friends such as :icondkalban: :iconroysovitch: :iconmt8flw: :iconsquirrelkitty76: to name but a few. There are more and I love you all so much for putting up with my sorry british ass
-Be a better boyfriend, this is a personal one and links into work consuming a lot of my time. So time management and more communication needs to go into this one.
-Be a better son...this one is very personal and I won't go into full detail but I feel I am losing touch with my father. My parents are split up and I see much more of my mother than my dad so I think I need to make efforts to change that
-Be a better person, links in to all the above. I do this stuff and this one is guaranteed (hopefully)
And last but not least: save more money, that's a given,

So I will be posting a journal once a month from now on to let you all know of my progress and if any of my friends still read my journals drop me a comment and we can talk. I'll also start leaving status updates with my work schedule on it for the week (they will be set in UK time so convert it to your own). To all the people who read this far down and to all the people who watch me: I love you all and have a happy new year. Rock on 2017.


What is this? A journal, why Rouge-Fox hasn't done one of those in...wait a minute this is Rouge Fox who is this Foxy-Knight?!

It is still I ladies and gentlemen, you see I now serve a Queen and she did give me a knighthood and a title to fit my station. So the Rouge-Fox is now the Foxy Knight, and I will be duty bound to keep the stories coming from Scapegoat Comics, the DC OCverse and Cain and Mabel. So first thing is first 

Yes ladies and gentlemen, since I have permanent work now I am getting my own flat. I found a nice small place on Chester Road just on the other side of the hospital and by the bus stops and local corner shops and takeaways so good spot for me. The monthly cost works well for me and allows me to save up to move out of this country within 2-3 years and head over to break the states! Mind you the states is broken enough as it is so maybe I should head over to fix the states, yeah, I WILL FIX THE STATES

DC OCverse
This is what I am calling the projects involving the DC OCs of me, :icondkalban: and :iconsquirrelkitty76: . Now that that little titbit is out of the way let's start with what has changed, well first of all because I have worked with :iconroysovitch: with the E27 nursing my OC's roots there I have taken a few ideas to install into the general canon. 

Canon change #1: Fox is biracial
Yes, this is an idea I have nursed for a while now and it's become official. Jack Dahl aka Fox is now biracial (or multiracial if you will), meaning he had a black father and a white mother. As such all future images of Fox will reflect this and the E27 images have been changed accordingly, see here:

Jack Dahl by Phil-Cho-READ DESCRIPTION! by Foxy-Knight  Fox by Phil-Cho-READ THE DESCRIPTION by Foxy-Knight  Jack Dahl-Oracle File-READ THE DESCRIPTION by Foxy-Knight  Fox-E27 Oracle File--READ-THE-DESCRIPTION by Foxy-Knight
Earth 27 VOX BOX 01---READ THE DESCRIPTION!! by Foxy-Knight  Earth-27-VOX-BOX-02-READ-THE-DESCRIPTION by Foxy-Knight
So that is now canon (also Roy should edit his versions as soon as he can)

Canon change #2: Lizzie Survives

Yes to those of you who have read Fox's prototype origin arc you will know that the character Lizzie didn't survive the flight 1286 massacre, an event which pushed the godcode story. However in light of how much we could do with her in the E27 and on Roy's council I decided you know what? LET'S MAKE HER CANON!!
Lizzie Dahl-E27 Oracle File-READ THE DESCRIPTION!! by Foxy-Knight this is pretty much the look this little Scottish firecracker will have in the general canon but I'll keep all other details to myself.

And that's it for the general changes, if you want to see more of my DC OCs you can check out the PDF psyche files here
Jack Dahl/Fox-Personality Sheet (PDF) by Foxy-Knight 

Mature Content

Psychic-Personality Sheet (PDF) by Foxy-Knight

Mature Content

Russell Crowler-Personality Sheet (PDF) by Foxy-Knight

and that about wraps it up for the DC side of things

Cain and Mabel 
Cain and Mabel will be returning from hiatus in October, we are so sorry to have made you all wait so long but we are bringing it back! Also we will be changing a few things around but we assure you these changes will not affect the pages release and it means we can get onto chapter two much quicker. We thank you for all your support and we hope you like what comes next

Getting better
I am better now, I feel happier and now that I have active work and in the process of getting my own flat I know I will be able to work out a better routine for myself. So I will be writing more be it solo pieces, collabs with Dan, Andy and Roy and we will be making more stories for you to see and hopefully enjoy so thank you all so much for reading. Foxy-Knight reporting for duty, I shall begin my rounds :salute:


Cain and Mabel news

Wed May 25, 2016, 3:20 PM

Well Cain and Mabel fans what a time it's been, half way through chapter one and we have 215 followers on tumblr, 100 watchers here on DA with 65 members of the club and 61 subscribers on taptastic. We're growing, and it's only the beginning but regrettably we're going to have to slow down. From this day Cain and Mabel Chapter one will be put on hiatus, in order to give our artist Frida :iconsilvervanadis: more time to prep pages and give her some breathing space because she is an absolute angel and works very hard (seriously you should all be watching her!)

However do not despair, whilst the comic pages will be put on pause that doesn't mean there won't be any new Cain and Mabel content. We will be opening a Q and A folder here on the club and also welcoming them on Tumblr, so you can ask myself, Andy :iconsquirrelkitty76:, Frida and any and all of the Cain and Mabel characters seen thus far a question and if it's a good one we'll give you an answer in the form of a doodle like this:…

So while your waiting for new pages put questions to warned if too many ask us when new pages are coming out we're gonna start messing with your heads. Patience is a virtue, but immaturity is timeless.

So feel free to leave your questions here or on the club profile, there is no such thing as a stupid or wrong question. Just stupid answers knowing what we're like XD


Ashes to Ashes

Mon Jan 11, 2016, 12:51 AM

David Bowie has passed away after a battle with Cancer...I don't know how to deal with this as it rather just came out of nowhere. 

Me and my mum didn't even know he was ill and he's gone.

I will never forget you ziggy stardust, but now you're with all the other in peace


Pokemon Web-comic news

Mon Dec 28, 2015, 10:40 AM

Hello ladies and gentlemen, my name is Rhys Horton and I love Pokemon. I've had many favourites over the years, Scizor, Tyranitar, Latios, Lucario, Darkrai, but I think one of best pokemon in my eyes has to be Zoroark. And of course his cute but mischievous pre-evolution Zorua. 

I tell you I like all the Fox pokemon and it may surprise you to know there are actually quite a few, do you ever wonder if different Fox pokemon get on? Well I can answer that question with a resounding yes, not only do they get along but they can even fall in love. Where is my proof you ask? Right here!

Yes Ladies and gentlemen, myself, the wonderfully brainy and lovely :iconsquirrelkitty76: and the magnificent :iconsilvervanadis: are bringing to you as soon as the beginning of 2016 a Pokemon Web comic unlike no other. It is called Cain and Mabel: A pokemon story!

This is the story of a Zorua named Cain and a Fennekin named Mabel whom feel they don't need a trainer to have their own adventures and set off into the world on their own with nothing but their wits, spirit and their love. But the world can be a dangerous place, are these two Foxes ready and is the world ready for them?

We've already got a tumblr up and running which you can see here --> and just recently we opened up a group right here on DA --> cainandmabelcomic.deviantart.c…

Now we've only just started but I can assure you by the time the new years rings it's first bell we will be ready to start showing you completed comic pages of this series which spans over six story arcs with at least ten stories per arc...and that's a lot of pages so get comfortable because it's gonna be a long show. 

Now support will be appreciated but until we have the details for that all we ask is that if you are interested in seeing what we have to offer please:

1-Follow us on Tumblr, reblog and like our posts as it will encourage us to make more for our ever expanding audience

2-Join the club on Deviantart, show it to your friends and make the fanbase grow!

3-Feel free to drop us a line and ask us questions, we will be more than happy to answer.

2016 is gonna be the year of the Fox baby! And I would also like to say Scapegoat Comics will be taking a front seat this year too, but I will do a separate journal for that. Until then, come and see Cain and Mabel...the brain children of myself and :iconsquirrelkitty76: and brought to life by :iconsilvervanadis: it's gonna be a story like none you've seen before!


Collector Whole Sale #1: Yu-gi-oh Cards

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 22, 2015, 5:13 PM
Okay ladies and gentlemen in order to supply to current needs such a Comics, Writing and Video Games I am selling some of my old Collectables and first on the list is my old collector cards. Let's take a look at what we have here shall we?

Collector whole sale-Picture one by Foxy-Knight
Collector Whole Sale-Picture two by Foxy-Knight
Collector Whole Sale-Picture Three by Foxy-Knight
Yes ladies and Gentlemen, I am offering about 120 original and limited Edition Yu-gi-oh cards to the highest bidder or whomever wants to pay £250 for them all. And before you say that's a bit much one of these cards is worth £100 alone so even without the rounding estimate of about £2 a card this would still fetch a pretty penny. I will be selling these on Ebay too but if someone on DA wants to nab them I will give them my Paypal address and I will cover Post and Packaging. Order these and you also get this:
Collector Whole Sale-Picture Four by Foxy-Knight
So there you have it ladies and gentlemen, an offer you may want to take up or ignore. It's your choice.

I have reduced the price to £200
Link to ebay is here:…

Here is the full card list
Card list
Seiyaryu-Original-Ultra Rare
Andro Sphinx (x2)-Original-Ultra Rare
Armed Dragon LV7-Original-Ultra Rare 
Armed Dragon LV10-Original-Ultra Rare
Banisher of Light-Original-Super Rare
B.E.S. Crystal Core-Original-Super Rare
Blackwing-Shura the blue flame-Original-Super Rare
Blue-eyes toon dragon-Original-Secret Rare
Cyber shark-original-Secret Rare
Cyberdark Horn-Original-Super Rare
Cybernetic Magician-Original-Super Rare
Dark Eradicator Warlock-Original-Ultra Rare
Dark Magician Girl-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Dark Nephthys-Original-Ulimate Rare
Dark Voltanis-Original-Ultimate Rare
Destiny Hero-Dasher-Original-Ultimate Rare
Destiny Hero-Dogma-Original-Super Rare
Destiny Hero-Dreadmaster-Original-Ultra Rare
Eccentric Boy-Original-Super Rare
Elemental Hero Bladedge-Original-Ultra Rare
Elemental Hero Captain Gold-Limited Edition-Gold Rare
Fairy King Truesdale-Original-Super Rare
Felgrand Dragon-Original-Ultra Rare
Gemini Imps-Original-Secret Rare
Gilford the Legend-Original-Ultra Rare
Goka, the Pyre of Malice-Original-Super Rare
Hamon, Lord of Striking Thunder-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Helios- The Primordial Sun-Original-Super Rare
Helios Duo Megistus-Original-Super Rare
Horus the Black Flame Dragon LV6-Original-Super Rare
Horus the Black Flame Dragon LV8-Original-Ultra Rare
Injection Fairy Lily-Original-Secret Rare
Izangi-Original-Super Rare
Kinka-Byo-Original-Super rare
Koa'ki Meiru Guardian-Limited Edition-Super Rare
Lord of D.-Original-Super Rare
Master Monk-Original-Super Rare
Mirage Knight-Original-Super Rare
Night's End Sorcerer-Original-Super Rare
Ocean Dragon Lord-Neo-Daedalus-Original-Ultra Rare
Raviel, Lord of Phantasms-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Red Dragon Archfiend/Assualt Mode-Original-Ghost Rare
Red-Eyes Black Metal Dragon-Original-Super Rare
Return Zombie-Original-Secret Rare
Rocket Warrior-Original-Ultra Rare
Silent Magician LV4-Original-Super Rare
Silent Magician LV8-Original-Super Rare
Simorgh, Bird of Divinity-Original-Ultra Rare
Stardust Dragon/Assault Mode-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Super Conductor Tyranno-Original- Ultra Rare
Theinen the Great Sphinx (x2)-Original-Ultra Rare
Twin Barrel Dragon-Original-Super Rare
Ulimtate Incect LV7 (x2)-Original-super Rare
Uria, Lord of Searing Flames-Limited Edition-Secret Rare
Vanity's Ruler-Original-Ultimate Rare
Blue-eyes Ultimate Dragon-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Cyberdark Dragon-Original-Ultra Rare
Cyber End Dragon-Limited Edition-Super Rare
Dark Balter the Terrible-Original-Super Rare
Dark Paladin-Original-Ultra Rare
Dragon Master Knight-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Elemental Hero Storm Neos-Original-Super Rare
Elemental Hero Dark Neos-Original-Ultra Rare
Elemental Hero Tempest-Original-Ultra Rare
Elemental Hero Shinging Flare Wingman-Limited Edition-Secret Rare
Elemental Hero Steam Healer-Original-Ultra Rare
Five-headed Dragon-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Gladiator Beast Heraklinos-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Black Luster Soldier-Original-Ultra Rare
Javelin Beetle-Original-Super Rare
Magician of Black Chaos-Original-Secret Rare
Zera the Mant-Original-Super Rare
Armory Arm(x2)-Original-Ultra Rare
Avenging Knight Parshath-Original-Secret Rare
Colossal Fighter-Original-Super Rare
Gaia Knight, the Force of Earth-Original-Super Rare
Hyper Psychic Blaster-Original-Ultra Rare
Junk Archer-Original-Ultra Rare
Junk Warrior-Original-Ultra Rare
Stardust Dragon-Limited Edition-Secret Rare
Turbo Warrior (x3)-Original/Limited Edition-Ultra/Ultimate/Secret Rare
Amplifier-Original-Super Rare
Black Illusion Ritual-Original -Super Rare
Black Magic Ritual-Original -Secret Rare
Dark Magic Curtain-Original-Secret Rare
Gold Sarcophagus-Limited Edition-Gold Rare
Heavy Storm-Original-Super Rare
Iron Core of Kao'ki Meiru-Limited Edition-Ultra Rare
Javelin Beetle Pact-Original-Super Rare
Machine Duplication-Original-Ultimate Rare
Magical Mallet-Original-Super Rare
Pot of Avarice-Original-Ultimate Rare
Shield Crush-Original-Secret Rare
Shrink-Limited Edition-Super Rare
Skyscraper-Original-Super Rare
Spiral Spear Strike-Original-Ultimate Rare
The Beginning of the End-Original-Ultimate Rare
The Flute of Summoning Dragon-Original-Super Rare
Zera Ritual-Original-Super Rare
Battle Mania-Original-Super Rare
Bottomless Trap Hole-Limited Edition-Gold Rare
Damage Condesner-Original-Suer Rare
Eradicator Epidemic Virus-Original-Super Rare
Give and Take-Original-Super Rare
Greed-Original-Super Rare
Hallowed Life Barrier-Original-Super Rare
Legacy of Yata-Garasu-Original-Super Rare
Magician's Circle-Original-Super Rare
Metalmorpth-Original-Super Rare
Trap Hole-Original-Super Rare

log 115: Commission Cycle

Journal Entry: Thu May 7, 2015, 8:50 PM
Ladies and gentlemen if you watch me you will have noticed my friendship and partnership with a crazy genius Frenchman called Traumwelt, here he is :iconnemoalleintraumwelt: Now in order to commission him for his fantastic work more often he has agreed to let me start up something called a Commission Cycle. Basically it goes like this

Step 1: I ask Traumwelt to make a commission

Step 2: Traumwelt makes that commission

Step 3: I submit it to DA crediting him and enable prints

Step 4: once I've made enough money this way I ask him to make another commission, and rinse and repeat.

So essentially, the more prints you punters buy from me the more art I can get from traumwelt and trust me we've got some great stuff in store including Scapegoat Comic's first webcomic! Also OHT is progressing, more info will be disclosed soon.

For now here are some of the prints up for grab, more to come when the cycle starts:

Fox Arc 0- Unexpected attention by Foxy-Knight 

Fox Arc 0 Cover by Foxy-Knight

FWOG-The Mercenary King by Foxy-Knight

Psychic by Foxy-Knight

Also here in Thumb format as we ran out of huge space XP

OHT-PROMO-Old Harry 'The Good' by Foxy-Knight  OHT-PROMO-Gabriel 'The Law' by Foxy-Knight  Old Harry Commission-BUT I AM A GOOD PERSON! by Foxy-Knight  Harry Timeline-Dark Judge Trilogy by Foxy-Knight  Angels from Hell Commission-CONCEPT by Foxy-Knight

So yeah, start the Cycle, this could lead to comics, covers and even special prizes

Log 114: Free comic giveaway

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 1, 2015, 3:17 PM
Ladies and gentlemen and non-scapegoats, I am leaving instructions on how to get the free Old Harry promotional comic and gift art. Also a side note I will be unavailable between the dates 2/4/15-3/4/15 and I will be back the Saturday evening

Anyway here is the instructions:

Step one

Become a member of this club --> :iconscapegoat-comics:

Step two
Send me a note leaving me your email address

Step three
Wait for me to email you the digital comic and art

Optional step
You can submit the promotional art to your page so long as you promote the club and credit me for the idea and :iconnemoalleintraumwelt: for the art.

But under no circumstances must you submit the free comic to DA, I reapeat DO NOT SUBMIT THE FREE COMIC TO DA
This comic is a gift for you lovely scapegoats and we may but it up after the kickstarter is successful or not.

So that's that, all that remains to say is:
:iconletter-wplz::iconletter-hplz::iconletter-oplz: :iconletter-wplz::iconletter-aplz::iconletter-nplz::iconletter-tplz::iconletter-splz: :iconletter-aplz: :iconletter-fplz::iconletter-rplz::iconletter-eplz::iconletter-eplz: :iconletter-cplz::iconletter-oplz::iconletter-mplz::iconletter-iplz::iconletter-cplz::iconquestionmarkplz:

Log 113: Free comic contest

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 18, 2015, 12:34 PM
> ssh world:999 -l root
ssh: connect to host world port 999
rootworld:999's password:
Last login: unknown

rootworld:~# cat /root/journal

My name is Rhys Horton...and I am feeling drowsy

That's what anti-depressants will do to you, or at least what mine do to me. Well if getting better was easy there would be no problems in the world now would they?

Back to the subject at hand, at Scapegoat comics we are having a little contest and here is where you can find out more.

So if you are interested in doing a little promotional work for an early early release of the promo comic Bending the rules then join the herd and leave your comment on the contest journal piece. 

My name is Rhys Horton and before I go I have just one question:

rootworld~# reboot

System rebooting


Log 112: Forwarding Journal

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 8, 2015, 12:42 PM
> ssh world:999 -l root
ssh: connect to host world port 999
rootworld:999's password:
Last login: unknown

rootworld:~# cat /root/journal

My name is Rhys Horton, and I am the devil. 

No just kidding, I am just the creator of Old Harry's tale and thanks to my Co-creator and Artist :iconnemoalleintraumwelt: we are close to making this a real thing!! 

But we have a lot of work to do before we can get things going, first we need people to join the club and get into the project. So first off here is the journal from the club
Okay ladies and gentlemen we have enough people here to get a few things started. Right before we can set the kickstarter up we need an awareness shall we say?

The free intro comic which all members will have early access too will be sent to you before the kickstarter begins (it's a digital comic so it will arrive to you instantly).

So here is what we have in mind for now. Me and :iconnemoalleintraumwelt: will also be working a tumblr blog to show concept art and such which will be available in special editions of the digital issue #1. Also if you talk to Traumwelt you can tell him what kind of drawing videos he can put on youtube because in spite of his artistic ego (which is great because it's gonna get this thing made) he doesn't have the confidence to pass himself off as a teacher, but he is more than happy to supply to demand.

Also there is going to be a contest when we reach 100 members, prizes will include special promotions, free commissions and also a year premium membership provided by me. So in order to start the contest we need 100 members, so I will be asking everyone on my watch list but you guys can help too, and here is how.

Scapegoat Comics by Foxy-Knight

See this little guy? You can post a journal telling people to view this deviation and join the club with the link in the description. Remember the more people that know and like this idea the more likely it is to be made a reality...and that would be just great. But of course as always you can ignore this message, hey we all have free will after all.

p.s if we can get these trending --> #weallhavefreewill #Ibelieveinoldharry that means we could see them on T-shirts, maybe we could finally overrule team Edward eh?

So yes if you can do that, that would be great. Also don't forget to check out this video

Comment, subscribe and spread the word. My name is Rhys Horton and I love you people.

rootworld~# reboot

System rebooting


Log 111: My name is Rhys Horton...

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 5, 2015, 12:17 PM
> ssh world:999 -l root
ssh: connect to host world port 999
rootworld:999's password:
Last login: unknown

rootworld:~# cat /root/journal

And I feel fucking fantastic, why?

Because we are nearly ready to start our kickstarter that's why!

But what am I talking about? Well I can't tell you much now so first off check out this little fellow

Scapegoat Comics by Foxy-Knight

And while you are at it check this out

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Old Harry is on his way.

rootworld~# reboot

System rebooting