wouldnt there be more to study with an enigma? like someone who keeps you guessing? someone with layers upon layers? idk a person like that seems like there is a lot to them to learn.... there is a lot to study about you
You'd still gaslight me and call me weak when you got the attitude of some smug cunt who I'd fucking eat for breakfast in the collapse of society.
Oh I'm sorry, you're supposed to be stronger because you'd be charismatic enough to get stronger people to defend you? Fuck you, you condescending piece of shit. Your guile will be worth nothing in the collapse of civilization.
I don't care how much you make me look like an idiot and tell me I'm the only one to blame for making me look like an idiot. I've been manipulated like that so much I may as well kill people.
Developing your persona is a great thing Wish people took more interest in it, rather than satisfying the self, would make the world much easier to navigate through, most people are born into being brick walls nowdays...
Mask you say, yeah i have a full wardrobe do you want some of my spares?
Socially effective means that you are good in making conversations with other people without being awkward or getting into boring conversations. Doesn't have to be about getting along all the time since that is an impossible task even for me.
I generally don't give enough information about myself to cause a conversation to steer in the "personal achievements" arguments as i call them. But its enough for the other party to know that they don't have something and this will cause an outburst of insults regarding how someone is clothed or false sexual preference insults (calling someone gay even if they are not).
I don't weak my masks anymore...I just let myself have "moods" you know... Experiencing the world 1st hand, and not through a forever "tensed-up mind"...... is in itself, the very freedom people lack and don't know where to find it.
Just don't push me in a bad mood hihi.
Also, I'm twisted and fked up enough to see "over-sharing" self-defense mechanism.
Surely judgement should proceed study? Judgement without study, is just blind ignorance, so if I am to be judged, youd better have studied me! Or I'll be studying your judgement, and then studying you and judging you according to that initial unsubstantiated judgement of yours
Well, "studying" to me implies that you're at least trying to understand where the other person is coming from. "judging" just feels like approaching the subject purely from your own point of view so...that seems more annoying.
" I'm going to scare the person either way more so than they would. "
If you only knew how many times I heard /read this claim... It's like everyone competes with me in how "Crazy" we are. It makes me giggle inside
To then go to the other extreme and act like I wanna ruin their lives because of some misunderstood / misplaced WORDS.
Being like "nobody can study me, and if they can, means it's most likely the END" > Ironically supports / hints at that exact fear.
You'd be less scared of physical pain, or even death...You'd rather escape even if it means the end, rather than having someone wonder through your mind freely , regardless of your consent.
See...being vulnerable is scary for most people.
But we all are , and hiding our weaknesses or try to compensate for them. Making them , and ourselves, less exploitable... Harder to read and manipulate.
And losing control over your own mind is grueling thought to even imagine for some.
See...I never met anyone "invulnerable" or "completely fearless"...ESPECIALLY when it comes to their mind, their intimate inner world.
It's like everyone uses psychological intimidation, mental-bluffing, to save themselves from opening-up. To never admit to any fears or weaknesses, but rather say "I wouldn't go there if I were you, for your own good ".
So you replying like this, doesn't scare me hihi. Rather makes me wanna try it for myself more. What could be SOOO scary / surprising, about you?