to the X’s that thought it was ok to break me because you were too broken to get help. You tried to break me, in the end, you almost did. You knew that I was too good for you so you tried to abuse me to the point of no coming back. I know you guys wont see this but it feels good to tell ya how I feel. I should have punched your lights out for holding me in choke holds I should have called the cops whenever you guys hit me. But I was too scared to get out because every time I tried or thought of escaping you would say you were going to kill yourself and it would be my fault when actually it wouldn’t have. You were too broken to want to live alone you needed someone to abusive to make your life better you though by making me scared it would make me stay. When all it did was make me stronger to get out and tell my story. I know now that Love is not abusing I only thought that because I grew up with it. I only see that now because I’m no longer stuck with it. I’m glad you are gone I don’t miss you at all I’m only thankful that I’m stronger than I ever been. You tried to take everything from me that made me who I am sorry you were jelly of that. Even though you are goin and I’m happy now with my life and found true love I’m still dealing with the aftermath of it all Saying sorry one too many times walking on eggshells sometimes when I don’t need to be. I’m getting better it been a long time since I’ve seen you guys I’m doing a lot better since then I still need to do work on myself. But at least I found me again and I’m back into art and things. Sometimes I wish you could see how happy I'm know to know what you had and you lost because you let your own hate and insecurities get in the way but Oh well fuck you. I do hope you do get help so you can be truly happy but you’re too vain to even think that you did anything wrong you all blamed me for your problems. If you can’t take responsibly for what you did and know within your own soul you’ll never find true happiness. You tried to steal my light because your heart and soul was overtaken with darkness. I do wish you the best but that’s about it I guess this is goodbye to you I’ve never looked back at going back to you I hope that you are happy with yourself. And for any woman an abusive situation get out now don’t stay I know that’s easier side then done but your life is more important than being some ass hats punching bag You deserve better anyone that is going to Name call you, Hit you or say nasty things to you does not truly love you. Love is Kind, not hurtful.
|i love art i love takeing picthers and drawing.art is my way of geting though the hard times|