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There are times when rain comes down on me and I don't know how to handle my feelings. Drowning in sadness my life flows past me like a river flows into the sea. The sea! A place where everyone is like the other, just a small piece of a whole thing... But I still feel like I am misplaced. Is there somebody who could give me the feeling of being someone? I want to feel it, I want to feel you, I just want to feel anything. Please...let me just feel anything... :(

Deep feelings caught me in a trap called life. Can't feel anything but pain. I wish I could get out of it, but it is hard to fool oneself. I am to weak to handle everything. Dark clouds surrounding me. Blurring my sight. Trying to keep me alive but my will is dying with every day of my life. Tears running down my cheeks, running faster than my heart, which is about to stand still. Maybe it would be better - The world without me, me without the world outside... But then there is you. My reason. My sunshine. My son!