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...I think I broke myself... or my mind to be more exact.... I'm fine though.

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DarkHybrd Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Are...you okay.?
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Student General Artist
W-Well I'm not insane...or... I don't know anymore.... -seems distracted- I...seem lost...again... -shrugs and smiles lightly- Eh, it's fine really, at least I'm not worse.
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DarkHybrd Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
..hm...
It doesn't seem fine...*ears lower *
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Student General Artist
-my smile wavers a bit but still smiles a bit before hugging you and seems to sing my words a bit, closes my eyes- Oh my dear friend, look at the good side.
I'm at least not worse then this.
I could be still stuck in darkness, of my words and thoughts. But I got through it, with thoughts of you and others, and how I make you all smile, so I won't give in just yet. I still care about you and all who I know... you give a purpose to hold on tightly when there seem to be little use for me when I make you smile...
But don't you think of the downs, I'm only lost because I should be feeling down right now, but I beat it with a smile, as I think of those I care, and how I make you all smile... you make this weak soul stronger with your care and worry for me.
So please my dear friend, don't feel down because I'm may not fine as I fight to stay strong for you...
-lets out a small sigh and stops singing my words- Please don't frown...I am alright... if you frown... I frown... because then I fail at making you happy... alright?
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DarkHybrd Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
..but I can't help but be with way 
to be stuck worrying about you 
..I want you to be smiling and happy 
...I hate seeing you so down...like this 
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Student General Artist
-chuckles a bit and smiles more- I'm not that down right now... I was but I fought it and now I'm like this, I'm better, I can smile. I may be kinda weak but I'm strong, I'm strong enough to care for you and others... I wished I was stronger to care for even more...and still be strong... Hybrd, I have my own ways of dealing with things, this is one of them, have some trust in me that I can take care of myself enough...even though I kinda neglect taking care of myself at times. -shrugs and just smiles- But having you around is more then enough to make me care for myself more, because I want you happy, I want to care about you, I want to care for you, I want you to grow and be the best you can be with my support. You and others our pretty much my top priority... when I'm not being distracted by games. Heh..
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DarkHybrd Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Still..I want you to be okay...
You need to take better care of yourself...
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Student General Artist
... -looks away a bit- ...You know I sometimes want to let out how I feel at times and say and show how I feel or felt... but it seems every time I do, you and others seem to take the worst of it even when I say it's fine... I'll say when I'm not fine, and when I say I'm not fine, I mean it... I endure much, and can be strong...I'm used to it after not having many around for me... not having many to care about me... for once I feel like I can finally allow myself to feel that I belong... to feel like I really do have people there for me.. and I want to give back even more now because of that... that's why I neglect myself a bit more... so I can spend more time with you all... so I can care more for you all... because.... I no longer want to be alone...
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Student General Artist
-my smile wavers a bit but still smiles a bit before hugging you and seems to sing my words a bit, closes my eyes- Oh my dear friend, look at the good side.
I'm at least not worse then this.
I could be still stuck in darkness, of my words and thoughts. But I got through it, with thoughts of you and others, and how I make you all smile, so I won't give in just yet. I still care about you and all who I know... you give a purpose to hold on tightly when there seem to be little use for me when I make you smile...
But don't you think of the downs, I'm only lost because I should be feeling down right now, but I beat it with a smile, as I think of those I care, and how I make you all smile... you make this weak soul stronger with your care and worry for me.
So please my dear friend, don't feel down because I'm may not fine as I fight to stay strong for you...
-lets out a small sigh and stops singing my words- Please don't frown...I am alright... if you frown... I frown... because then I fail at making you happy... alright?
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