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Looking back into the past and seeing all the things you missed, all the things you never said, the people you no longer see... Makes me sad and has me thinking, what if...
What if I did just a bit more.
What if I spent more time with.
What if I didn't do as many mistakes.
Then the maybe's start playing in your head, even though life plays out and it's all just the past now, but still, you can't help but wonder if things could still be better.
Oh how I wonder about the friends who are gone with the wind,
Oh how I so wonder do you still hear my words?

I smile a small sad smile as I remember all the memories no matter how big, small, long, or short they were. I wished I could at least of said farewell...

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:iconredhead-alex:
redhead-alex Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey man, don't worry
despite the fact we haven't talked in a while i'm still here (tho my username has changed)
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Student General Artist
I know it's still you, I know your art when I see it.
The whole post is actually about people who no longer are around, as in went silent, moved on, lost touch with them, ect. 
Though that doesn't mean I don't like talking to people like you who I haven't stayed in touch, I'm just not as active and outgoing as before. Mostly because I worry too much, a habit I seem to of taken after taking care of some friends who I spent a lot of time with before things got better for them, and now I'm free without having to worry too much about them since they now have people that care about them.
Honestly, I seem to be a person who has been leading to good impact after good impact wherever I go, but now I'm tired and now need people to help me up.
I dislike being this week when all I dream of is being the strong one to help others, who is able to be there for support, but I have my limits. I want to grow those limits so I can keep going at it. 
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:iconredhead-alex:
redhead-alex Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
everyone needs someone to support them
i'll be that someone for you
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:iconfnokitty:
FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Student General Artist
I'll accept the offer, but I'm being honest as I say that I'm not going to allow myself bring you down with heavy talk.
And that's me being casual with my well being. Heh. 
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:iconredhead-alex:
redhead-alex Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
to be honest i'm used to it
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FNOKitty Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Student General Artist
I guess so, but I'd rather not share that I'm not as purrfect as I would like you to think. 
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redhead-alex Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no one's perfect
except that pun
that was purrfect
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