My name is Tracey MacCorkindale, and I am a Christian illustrator and former art teacher.
That is amazing Thank you for sharing about your experience! I have never had such a dream, but I know it would be something beyond what I can even imagine.
I don't want to be harsh, but I remember when I could see creativity in your work, with artistry, it was moving with good personality... Now it seems to have become porn...little better than someone making something in poser...
It is your freedom, as it is everyone's in this world...but I don't think even any amount of difference in income from selling that type of work is worth it...it feels soulless. Speaking from experience, I had gone down a similar path at one point. But we have a temporary amount of time to learn the truth in this broken world, or remain deceived and go further down paths that damage and ultimately destroy our soul. God didn't intend for us to degrade one another this way... But unless we know the truth, we do not know how to love or receive love properly. If we do not believe we have greater value, why would we think others have greater value?
I hope one day to see a new season of your work, but know either way, God loves you right now, and would hope that you come to understand that and be saved.
What will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? Matthew 16:26