What to say about myself... I'm rather a boring person who is no fun to be around. I'm a child at heart and live in my own world. That world consists of my internet friends (of which most are here on DA), my idols (celebrities) and fav cartoons.
As someone suffering from many severe illnesses and existential issues, I'm retired, imprisoned at home and my full days consist of dedicating my time to me time. Yeah, I'm kinda self-centered and weird. Granted, I have no friends or loved ones irl.
However, I am compassionate and try my best to be kind and nice to everyone. Though I do have a short temper and I'm like a time-bomb. I can be quite protective over things/ people I love. The truth is, I'm rather emotional person than intelectual one. 90% of my actions are guided by emotions, I don't have them under control. I'm HELLA sensitive and easily offended for littlest things. Yeah, I can be annoying a lot, and I mean A LOT.
Currently I don't have lots of interests.. actually.. I have only one. This man. My idol. A truly special soul. No "silly crush". Who knows him should understand.
And then there's this guy. My reasons to love him are basically the same as with Mike. They're so similar in their approach to fans. They would simply do everything for them. But "Grandson", aka Jordan Benjamin (this guy below) is even more passionate about making the world a better place. He tirelessly fights for the change. And his music is also related to it. Such a shame he's so unknown and unappreciated. He's a treasure.
Wanna know more about them or my relationship to them? I can't wait for you to ask.
The following are the people I can't live without, who keep me sane and happy. Don't forget to check them all out!
(ShinyPteranodon, my soulmate and the sweetest, most empathic soul you can find )
(I love this girl with my whole heart...)
(houdresae, my sweet cupcake )
(AndoAnimalia, my wonderful friend with a huge heart )
(KnightofNerdom, my knight and honorary brother)
(Aeon-Silence, Love you buddy)
(lachlancarr1996, my kindhearted brother)
(FluttershyFan1997, a very nice, gentle buddy)
(RapMLPAndBTTFFan23, my generous buddy)
(Dracorider19, my intelligent, supportive bud)
(MegaAnimationFan, my very good bud)
(CybertronianBrony, a supportive, kind buddy)
(DarthWill3, a good supportive buddy)
One simply can't not love these precious souls.
Wondering about my relationship to art? Here's the thing. I'm not a real artist. I'm an amateur that draws since 2 years old and didn't come a long way since. Obviously I started with traditional art and drew this way until my sixteen (which is when I've got my first computer). Since then I prefer digital drawing. However there are serious reasons I'll never improve even though I'd love to. Currently I'm drawing very rarely/ occassionally.
Important fact: I always enjoyed to draw only the things I love/ I'm a fan of -that was my focus, not the improvement itself. That means, art is not my separate interest, only my way of expressing love to things/ people I love.
I'm also crazy to storms/ clouds/ tornadoes. Yeah, unusual passion. But I can talk a lot about the subject.
I mentioned I'm a fan of cartoons. Well yeah, animation FTW. Even though I prefer 2D animation. It's almost dead nowadays.. I still don't despise 3D and love some quality pieces of it.
My currently favorite gems are the following:
Are you a fan of any of these? I'd love to talk to you about them. ^_^
And here are some of my fav characters from each of these franchises
Lilo & Stitch
The Lion Guard
And a small special
That's all for now. Have any questions? Don't hesitate to ask!
I hate to say this but I'll never be healthy because I never was.. And you know this illness won't disappear just like that and especially in this stage.. 😔
Hello there I don't know if you remember me messaging you here a little while ago, but I wanted to let you know that occasionally I have the feeling of self loathing as well, but a lot of times the way to help with that is too think of the good qualities you have such as being a good artist. Also I see that you have a lot of online friends who care for you! I know that self loathing and anxiety can be hard to get rid of, believe me, but good thoughts help!