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Why am I angry and do I feel so much frustrations? I'm very angry at you, for now I search my Destinations, The thought of losing you (again) is making me blind, Also it drives me very mad ,I don't know how to find, You again, why do you let it happen again? I don't know if there's somewhere a solution, In the flames of fire I'm lost but I can, Find a proove, a good one wait for me and you'll see, That I can end up in my Destiny, for now I don't want to wait, Because it feels like it is to late, in the hardest memory, I'm free ,but also I shall wait and let me see, How I can break free. ( floweredforms )

I want to change but I don't know how, First I wish I could erase everything now, Yes, if it was so easy, just do that for me, Maybe time is standing still, against her own will, Maybe the clocks has frozen their time, But why is that for me a crime? How can I let everything go? Say please, to me, that it isn't so, But am I mad again? inside my head? Is it that one pecific memory that said, You must learn it all again, you must burn ,but please say when., freedom is the one what I shall trust, Let me Live again, don't let me drown in now and in then, Give me myself back before I do, Everything the other way, Please help me to get through, Bu

I'm feeling lonely and broken inside, I'm searching for the Light, Why am I lost upon my way? I think that today, My brroken wings know how to fly, in silence I said goodbye, The hurt from an open memory let me still cry, I'm trying to touch the highest depth from a blue broken sky, In honour I look at myself and I'm lost a little bit, I never thought that pain so well can hit, I'm feeling very lonely and I miss you still, It can break me and it feels like I taste the bitter from a sweet pill, Oh well I listen to the sound of silence somewhere deep within, But when I want to fall, or if I wanna cry, I feel a thousand tears falling like golden

Sometimes inside a memory I know the pain, From something I really deeply miss, I think the Love from a broken memory it is, If I dig deep in a Love I've once had to known, I must believe in myself ,to believe that I can grown, Sometimes on a rainy day, I wish that memory shall fade away, In a new memory my Heart can make, A new emotion so that I can go on, For so long, Sometimes when I need a space, so I can fly away, Let me do that because than I can stay, Sometimes than shall words find a reason, A super good reason that how they can say, How much I need you along my difficult Path, Please remember also that, No matter how much I miss y

Written in pain memories remain, Battle scars bleeding inside, If I wanna speak, hurts my brain, If I will fight, I can't come closer to Light, Maybe I'm a stranger to you, Maybe you are a stranger for me too, I write and write until everything stops, Maybe pain shall fall too, I wish I could fall like ice cold faindrops, I believe in everything but you, Hold me back ,in my own reflection, Why do I see you and you see not, What I can and what I've got? Please leave me alone and give me space, This is too hard for my little dark brown eyes, I stand alone, looking at the dark night skies, When tears fall, I wish for all, That this feeling won't