Aw, man. I haven't written in my journal for a good year now. I've had so much happen these past months and not once did it cross my mind to write it down on paper. I need to start getting into the habit again. Writing was my best escape on lonely days, and I've let the hinges rust.Where to start, where to start... I've had many good, bad, and thoughtless moments pass. Over these past years, I've been emotionally drained and I can't say I expect certain events to happen in my life anymore. I don't expect others to be there for me. My plans either happen, or they don't. I'm taking things as they come, and if I see no better alternative, I'l...