Hello guys, my name is Mook and I am an artist who illustrates original characters most of the time.
The characters mostly originate from a story that I have been working on for 4 or 5 years now, that I had initially planned to be small. I'd say it's progressed quite a bit...
I draw a ton of OCs, but intend to produce more fanart, although I don't know why it's so difficult for me, even more so than illustrating original content. Perhaps I should watch more anime, or observe more things that I can admire, which others are also familiar with and could therefore make the illustration more appealing to a wider range of people than solely myself.
I struggle greatly in drawing cute/light-hearted things, because what an artist produces reflects what they are psychologically... constructed of. To some extent, at least. It's not that I don't know happiness, but I guess I'm more familiar with resentment...! I still try to draw cute things from time to time in an attempt to liberate myself of that restriction.
If you ever see me trying to draw something romantic... it's most likely an older female with a (...much) younger male!
I'm Indonesian and I really love noodles! Also, you might notice that I use formal language most of the time, but sometimes I feel the need to simplify my words in order for others to understand me.
Despite my polite word choice, I'm a rather silly person and enjoy speaking of nearly everything! In private I dish out tons of spicy memes, you wouldn't even guess.
Also, when I try to speak 'normally', my slang may make me sound mean (dismissive, inconsiderate, etc.) sometimes, but I have nothing but the most positive intentions! ...If you hadn't done anything wrong to me, at least. Please excuse me if my 'normal' vocabulary is insulting or offensive in some way, as this tends to happen rather often.
Regarding the origins of my username, back in 2011 I mained an Archmage (Fire/Poison) in Maplestory, and wanted a suiting name for it. Since then, the name FlamingDildo had somewhat stuck to me and I had begun using the alias in other places, too!
Though they legit changed my name to FlamingDildE but they didn't change my Mercedes, 'illegalSpic', my Dark Knight, 'ThighLicker', or my Blaster 'BlastOnYoMom'. Good job Nexon lmfao
I'm aware my art might seem 'edgy' to some people, but I have no intention of displaying some almighty attitude in which I hate everything/body or whatever. When I illustrate a character experiencing pain, murder, agony or other forms of suffering, I am merely expressing my rancor and immense indignation I unfortunately harbor towards many people.
Contrary to some assumptions that have arisen, I do not "draw edgy shit to look cool".
The things I draw often vary in theme very much. One day light-colored innocent/sexy stuff, and the other heavy mutilation and gore... so please beware of that if you decide to Watch me...
And hey, I'd like for nobody to steal any of my creations (including my OCs; I exert much and careful thinking in their concepts).
Although my art may very often be felt to be very vengeful and "uhhh k.....", "stay away from this weirdo", I'm really nice as a person when treated with appropriate respect, and love favorites and comments on my submissions! I guess they even tie in to my confidence, to a substantial extent. Anyway, I quite enjoy making friends, you know!
TL;DR - That's unfortunate! Simplification diminishes detail and other small stuff I'd like people to know about me.
If you'd like, you can also find me here:
Pixiv – www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=14… (though I have only just returned there and have nearly no posts at all)
(Please watch out; my Pixiv may host highly inappropriate (considerably kinky) content! For those who have an account there and are able to see NSFW.)
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCP36M… (occasional speedpaints are posted there)
Twitter: twitter.com/FlamingDiIdo (some WIPs and mostly bad jokes between one or two friends I tag every time)
Twitch: www.twitch.tv/thunderdildo (FlamingDildo was taken)
Requests: Depends. Ask me, perhaps.
Art trades: Sure if you don't mind my crappy art lmao
My favorite type of characters are mature-looking women with half-closed eyes (for those who may wonder why I draw those so frequently)!
My drawings do not necessarily reflect my true nature as a person. (I may draw gore and all, but–)