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You Occupy My Mind
like a low fog early in the morning, you seep into me. a securing lull of low rolling clouds enveloping my body and mind with thoughts of still water and galloping deer on crisp dew covered moss. and when the day begins, you lift, but are still hanging over me. i'm aware of you each passing second on the face of a clock, shielded. when the dark fills the sky you occupy my mind like the moon, reliable your light bouncing off the inside of my mind, spreading through my chest coaxing me to rest.
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pendulum
we are two people on opposing sides of a merry-go-round, spinning around each other in circles, an endless cycle. you are always the farthest distance away from where i am now. by the time you catch up to the point i fixed, i am so far in front and behind you; we can never catch up to each other. we are two metal spheres within the Newton's Cradle, one on each end of the chasmal gap, perpetually waning in adverse directions. when you have momentum i am at an absolute standstill, my unabated movement causes you to be frozen in time and space, suspended in the vast expanse of the universe. reverberating matter reaching and straining despera
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lotus effect
i am the leaf and you are the droplet of water that cradles so gently in my mid rib a tea cup being filled with steeping tea, the leaves like fish in a pond swirling around each other in confusion darting back and forth like tandem acrobatic dragonflies mating in the heat of summer so hot that it blurs my vision and you, like a mirage are an optical phenomenon in which the closer i try to get to you the farther away you seem to travel.
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dreamcatcher
my mind is a dreamcatcher a series of intricate woven patterns of thought so entangled and intertwined that any goal or aspiration gets caught in its crisscrossed web.
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i couldn't say i love you enough times as i needed
you cover yourself with thorns, one for every time someone has hurt you like a cape draped over the entirety of your body and anyone who comes near enough to you will suffer a pinprick laceration forcing them to give you one drop of their life force and they do that until they cannot take anymore of it but that's what you want you want them to bleed you want to be eight-years-old and making blood pacts on paper that say 'no matter how much you can't stand yourself, i will.' despite how much self-loathing you hold for yourself that displays itself as hostility for the world that they will never see you as you see yourself i will slice open my
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We are the universe
i think the universe must have been laughing when We first met to think it knew our path exactly what was laid out before Us. and We were none the wiser. the planets and stars all watching Us as We came closer and closer to colliding. We are just molecules, atoms destined to find each other and connect, become one to shape each other and We have been drifting ever so slowly from the day We came into existence toward each other. when that day finally came that We first crossed each others path i bet every single star in the sky held its breath and even then We didn't know. so close but so far away, an unsuspected likelihood and We inched our
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speaks for itself
you call this a piece a piece of writing i call this a piece a piece of me
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as a flower or as a heart
i am a flower one that blooms once every hundred years but ever so captivating instead of tending to it, caring for it, giving it what it needs to grow everyone wants to pick the blossom for themselves to keep wear it on their shirt, in their hair show it off. but flowers can't survive very long without water the petals fall away they wither they eventually die i am a beating heart that i have put into so many hands before people try to hold on, plunging their fingers into me but their grip is always too tight that it's constricting and the heart struggles to pump adequately within the confines of their grasp when they realize the heart will
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the piece i never should have written
you're fucked.   i want to be the one to cause your blindness,   gauge out your beautifully piercing blue eyes so you can no longer see me the way i know you do   i'll be the noise to fill your eardrums and make them blow,   no longer will you be available to listen to anything i have to say   and you never fucking do anyways   you only care about yourself.   i want to be the one to sew your mouth shut with twine   to make it impossible to speak those devastating words you've told me time and time again   i don't want to fucking hear it anymore. i want to be everything that
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what it means to love
i've spent most of my life constructing realities based upon assumptions understandings concepts what i know to be true searching for it, clinging to it as if the mere loss of truth would be my unending it would mean i know nothing and i am nothing without knowing anything i am nothing. and so i built walls and buildings, cities, mountains, forests. every piece was a layer of what I considered to be reality layers that i didn't notice i was covering myself with, like paper maché and every time i meet someone new i have them peel a piece away from me read it, dip it back in the paste try to mold it with their hands and place it right b
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You Occupy My Mind
like a low fog early in the morning, you seep into me. a securing lull of low rolling clouds enveloping my body and mind with thoughts of still water and galloping deer on crisp dew covered moss. and when the day begins, you lift, but are still hanging over me. i'm aware of you each passing second on the face of a clock, shielded. when the dark fills the sky you occupy my mind like the moon, reliable your light bouncing off the inside of my mind, spreading through my chest coaxing me to rest.
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pendulum
we are two people on opposing sides of a merry-go-round, spinning around each other in circles, an endless cycle. you are always the farthest distance away from where i am now. by the time you catch up to the point i fixed, i am so far in front and behind you; we can never catch up to each other. we are two metal spheres within the Newton's Cradle, one on each end of the chasmal gap, perpetually waning in adverse directions. when you have momentum i am at an absolute standstill, my unabated movement causes you to be frozen in time and space, suspended in the vast expanse of the universe. reverberating matter reaching and straining despera
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lotus effect
i am the leaf and you are the droplet of water that cradles so gently in my mid rib a tea cup being filled with steeping tea, the leaves like fish in a pond swirling around each other in confusion darting back and forth like tandem acrobatic dragonflies mating in the heat of summer so hot that it blurs my vision and you, like a mirage are an optical phenomenon in which the closer i try to get to you the farther away you seem to travel.
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dreamcatcher
my mind is a dreamcatcher a series of intricate woven patterns of thought so entangled and intertwined that any goal or aspiration gets caught in its crisscrossed web.
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i couldn't say i love you enough times as i needed
you cover yourself with thorns, one for every time someone has hurt you like a cape draped over the entirety of your body and anyone who comes near enough to you will suffer a pinprick laceration forcing them to give you one drop of their life force and they do that until they cannot take anymore of it but that's what you want you want them to bleed you want to be eight-years-old and making blood pacts on paper that say 'no matter how much you can't stand yourself, i will.' despite how much self-loathing you hold for yourself that displays itself as hostility for the world that they will never see you as you see yourself i will slice open my
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We are the universe
i think the universe must have been laughing when We first met to think it knew our path exactly what was laid out before Us. and We were none the wiser. the planets and stars all watching Us as We came closer and closer to colliding. We are just molecules, atoms destined to find each other and connect, become one to shape each other and We have been drifting ever so slowly from the day We came into existence toward each other. when that day finally came that We first crossed each others path i bet every single star in the sky held its breath and even then We didn't know. so close but so far away, an unsuspected likelihood and We inched our
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speaks for itself
you call this a piece a piece of writing i call this a piece a piece of me
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2
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as a flower or as a heart
i am a flower one that blooms once every hundred years but ever so captivating instead of tending to it, caring for it, giving it what it needs to grow everyone wants to pick the blossom for themselves to keep wear it on their shirt, in their hair show it off. but flowers can't survive very long without water the petals fall away they wither they eventually die i am a beating heart that i have put into so many hands before people try to hold on, plunging their fingers into me but their grip is always too tight that it's constricting and the heart struggles to pump adequately within the confines of their grasp when they realize the heart will
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the piece i never should have written
you're fucked.   i want to be the one to cause your blindness,   gauge out your beautifully piercing blue eyes so you can no longer see me the way i know you do   i'll be the noise to fill your eardrums and make them blow,   no longer will you be available to listen to anything i have to say   and you never fucking do anyways   you only care about yourself.   i want to be the one to sew your mouth shut with twine   to make it impossible to speak those devastating words you've told me time and time again   i don't want to fucking hear it anymore. i want to be everything that
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what it means to love
i've spent most of my life constructing realities based upon assumptions understandings concepts what i know to be true searching for it, clinging to it as if the mere loss of truth would be my unending it would mean i know nothing and i am nothing without knowing anything i am nothing. and so i built walls and buildings, cities, mountains, forests. every piece was a layer of what I considered to be reality layers that i didn't notice i was covering myself with, like paper maché and every time i meet someone new i have them peel a piece away from me read it, dip it back in the paste try to mold it with their hands and place it right b
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My head is where the demons sleep.
My mind is a dark and deep place where my demons sleep. They wake up and sometimes torment me. They laugh at me for my flaws they wisper "kill your self" and sometimes I try to cut them out by opeining a passage way through my wrists. When my mind go's numb I cant hear the voices anymore like im drifting in an ocean of emotions. Then i hear her voice and I wake up to a world filled with happiness and all the demons seem to disappear.
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easter sunday
my body is not my body. my body is two hundred and forty six firefly wings stuffed into an empty ink sack, my body is the third planet from the sun. i do not feel real in this body, in this cage, this tomb that encases all i am and was and want to be. this body convulses, moves in weird ways, fingertips dancing on thighs, sporadic at best. he pulls me close, touches my stomach, my thighs, grabs onto bike-handle ribs and burrows inside of me, obstinate until the end, crawls over my scarred wrists and puzzles me, makes me beautiful in a way i've never been, bends me to him. my body is a mystery to be solved. my body is r
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Toto goes Nom
Toto goes Nom
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Manta Ray Icon Animation
Manta Ray Icon Animation
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The best thing ever
>Smoke weed to the Skyrim main menu I AM DRAGONBORN.
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We are the universe
i think the universe must have been laughing when We first met to think it knew our path exactly what was laid out before Us. and We were none the wiser. the planets and stars all watching Us as We came closer and closer to colliding. We are just molecules, atoms destined to find each other and connect, become one to shape each other and We have been drifting ever so slowly from the day We came into existence toward each other. when that day finally came that We first crossed each others path i bet every single star in the sky held its breath and even then We didn't know. so close but so far away, an unsuspected likelihood and We inched our
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I am sorry, please.
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:happybounce::squee:Thank you SO much for the watch:heart::hug:
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thanks so much for the :+devwatch: .. I truly appreciate the support!
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Hi I noticed you watched my old account - I have a new one now: :iconfloralfawn: hope to see you there, thank you!
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