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Monologue 3
I honestly don't know if I would say that you've ever made me happy. Well, maybe. Maybe it's just a different kind of happy, you know? I don't know. I don't know if I've ever actually been happy in my life. I guess that with you, I feel comfortable. I don't have to pretend anymore. See, I've always had this feeling, this gut instinct that everybody who I've ever come into contact with secretly hates me and that they wish that I was dead. So whenever I'm around people I get all worried and I try so damn hard not to fuck it all up and really make them want me dead. But see, I think that the whole being paranoid thing comes from this fact that
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Monologue 2
"I never told you that I love you because I expected you to love me back. That would have been stupid and not worth the breath. I know that you can't love me and there's no point in sitting here and wishing that you could. I wished at first. I hoped and once I even prayed. Imagine that, huh. Me, praying. Asking God Almighty himself if he could show you how much I care and maybe, just maybe you'd realize. But I know. I'm not your type. Not even close. So don't bother apologizing to me because you can't force yourself to love me. I don't expect you to, and to be honest, I don't even want you to. I told you because I wanted to thank you. I wa
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However Much I Booze
Trapped and locked away in a cage made of your own loneliness. The people surround you but you've put up too many barriers to even acknowledge them. You are alone.
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Hose House No. 2
I tried to be stronger, I tried to be tough. Played like a fool, but also played rough. Tried to be everything that you wanted. Tried to be smarter, wanted to do the right thing. I wanted to be the one that would make your heart sing. Beat myself up to be everything that you wanted, But you never wanted me.
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Knock-Off
I was better at fooling the masses, You were better at starting at trend, I was better at knocking off their asses, But who was the better one, in the end? Oh, who was the better one, my friend? You were better with the rich than the poor, I was the best at checking the boy, You had been better at not asking for more, But I was better at playing it coy. Who was the better one? I was better at thinking on my feet, You were better at not getting muddy; I was the better at keeping the beat, But you could always turn them to putty. Who the better one, buddy? Who was the better one? You were better at snorting a line, I was better
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Moron Five
I look at all of those old, stupid poems. The ones about my misery and the lost love.  Now I look at them and I have to laugh. Not because they're funny, but because they're sad. I wish that I could go back and tell myself that it was all worth it, in the end. I want to say that it was all worth it, because it all brought me right to you.
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I Met a Whore in the Park
The noise has vanished It's been away for too long And now you're free to hear The new siren song Let it fade, let it drown Just let it pull you down Ignore the screams and forget the cries Just go under to escape the lies Let the silence drape you Embrace the cloak But do not let it take you Or you will never come back The noise will make you lose your mind Or whatever it is you have You know your fate You know what you must do You have to leave Now that you've gotten slew Go into the silence Embrace what you've become Once you enter, you all become one Once you enter, you all become one
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A Folk Tale
I don't really mind where you go, As long as I'm going there, too. And I don't really care what you do, As long as I can do it with you. I don't know where life will take me, But it will lead me straight to you. I'm not sure what to say anymore, And I'm not quite sure what to do. But as long as you're there with me, I don't really mind.
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Heart's Desire
Sit on the bed you built out of lies. Go there if you've done nothing. Oh, you've done nothing. And the have that dream of those bad things. Punishment for your crimes. Oh, the crimes you've committed. Why can't the truth hide forever? And never come out, Never come out? Go to that place with your sweet redemption. The angels of your sins greet you as you walk on by. Go on down that great hall. The wake up and beg for your redemption. Why can't the truth hide forever, and never come out? Never come out?
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Monologue 3
I honestly don't know if I would say that you've ever made me happy. Well, maybe. Maybe it's just a different kind of happy, you know? I don't know. I don't know if I've ever actually been happy in my life. I guess that with you, I feel comfortable. I don't have to pretend anymore. See, I've always had this feeling, this gut instinct that everybody who I've ever come into contact with secretly hates me and that they wish that I was dead. So whenever I'm around people I get all worried and I try so damn hard not to fuck it all up and really make them want me dead. But see, I think that the whole being paranoid thing comes from this fact that
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Monologue 2
"I never told you that I love you because I expected you to love me back. That would have been stupid and not worth the breath. I know that you can't love me and there's no point in sitting here and wishing that you could. I wished at first. I hoped and once I even prayed. Imagine that, huh. Me, praying. Asking God Almighty himself if he could show you how much I care and maybe, just maybe you'd realize. But I know. I'm not your type. Not even close. So don't bother apologizing to me because you can't force yourself to love me. I don't expect you to, and to be honest, I don't even want you to. I told you because I wanted to thank you. I wa
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However Much I Booze
Trapped and locked away in a cage made of your own loneliness. The people surround you but you've put up too many barriers to even acknowledge them. You are alone.
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Hose House No. 2
I tried to be stronger, I tried to be tough. Played like a fool, but also played rough. Tried to be everything that you wanted. Tried to be smarter, wanted to do the right thing. I wanted to be the one that would make your heart sing. Beat myself up to be everything that you wanted, But you never wanted me.
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Knock-Off
I was better at fooling the masses, You were better at starting at trend, I was better at knocking off their asses, But who was the better one, in the end? Oh, who was the better one, my friend? You were better with the rich than the poor, I was the best at checking the boy, You had been better at not asking for more, But I was better at playing it coy. Who was the better one? I was better at thinking on my feet, You were better at not getting muddy; I was the better at keeping the beat, But you could always turn them to putty. Who the better one, buddy? Who was the better one? You were better at snorting a line, I was better
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Moron Five
I look at all of those old, stupid poems. The ones about my misery and the lost love.  Now I look at them and I have to laugh. Not because they're funny, but because they're sad. I wish that I could go back and tell myself that it was all worth it, in the end. I want to say that it was all worth it, because it all brought me right to you.
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I Met a Whore in the Park
The noise has vanished It's been away for too long And now you're free to hear The new siren song Let it fade, let it drown Just let it pull you down Ignore the screams and forget the cries Just go under to escape the lies Let the silence drape you Embrace the cloak But do not let it take you Or you will never come back The noise will make you lose your mind Or whatever it is you have You know your fate You know what you must do You have to leave Now that you've gotten slew Go into the silence Embrace what you've become Once you enter, you all become one Once you enter, you all become one
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A Folk Tale
I don't really mind where you go, As long as I'm going there, too. And I don't really care what you do, As long as I can do it with you. I don't know where life will take me, But it will lead me straight to you. I'm not sure what to say anymore, And I'm not quite sure what to do. But as long as you're there with me, I don't really mind.
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