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you told me that you were scared.
believe me love, I know how it feels
to be scar(r)ed—frightened, hesitant and
yes, when we kiss for the first time
I will shudder
and remember how he kissed me before,
(he seemed so genuine when he said those three words)
and then left me. I know how it feels
to be helpless in the face of your emotions, stuck between
the battle of what you want and your sickening memories
(remember when I broke down in front of you?)
love, please
believe me when I say this: I will never break you the way she did
because I know how it felt
and I know your mother has torn you apart so many times
and I know you've grown up lonely and alone
and you deserve this love, love—
I promise I'll make up for it all.
just don't let this dread drag us down
and turn your small mouth into a frown
because damn, I love you
and I know you love me too
and though I was also scar(r)ed before
and though I'm still fighting doubt as well
(maybe we're too young to know what we're doi
:iconfireindigo:fireindigo 4 6
that afternoon in the future
we fell into bed and kissed
and I mumbled 'I love you's onto your lips
your smile curls, quirks
around my mouth, around my heart
"please," I'll whisper,
"let's never fall apart"
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the first second of life must feel like a lifetime–
and all minutes after, faster rushing by
hours into days, and days into weeks
as the calendar takes flight; its pages leap
into time: an hourglass, a river,
and soon enough you'll start to wither
wrinkles and memories deep
I am infinite lives old and my days are a blur–
is this what they call growing up, losing track of who you were?
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gold grass, purple flowers
a white butterfly, flutter–whirl–
–not even may showers
can bring dead rivers back to blue
birds speak, spilled wind shudders
and gleaming ghost water mutters
as I sit, shy still and wonder
what this place was years before
before houses, metal fences, and red curbsides
before children learning and hoping
before everything went dry
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day's wake, waves break
and I am b r o k e n
(into tiny pieces on the shore.)
Neptune and Calypso in a
lover's embrace, whirlpool starboard.
I drift over the bow
as an albatross,
sailing on the wind;
my feathers melt into wax,
as I fall and
d r o w n
:iconfireindigo:fireindigo 2 4
. by fireindigo . :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 13 7 . by fireindigo . :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 3 4 Books by fireindigo Books :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 2 2 . by fireindigo . :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 4 0 Ghost Doggy OC by fireindigo Ghost Doggy OC :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 4 2 Reversal by fireindigo Reversal :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 2 0 Captivati(ng/on) by fireindigo Captivati(ng/on) :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 9 2
we were matches that didn't match and we smoked each other out;
you were long gone, a shell of a boy looking for warmth,
and I was a desperate flare lighting up the night,
your emptiness–what a mess–
now I've left our meaningless memories behind,
filling up with doubt instead: tell me darling future lover,
will you too spark heartfire, a funeral pyre, then turn leaving me to drown?
:iconfireindigo:fireindigo 3 0
Scatterbrain by fireindigo Scatterbrain :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 1 2 . by fireindigo . :iconfireindigo:fireindigo 1 2
just a girl in love with the stars
every day I long for the night
and every night I yearn for the
seems like they're the only
ones that calm my roiling
thoughts these days;
my tumultuous
drowning on fire;
my mind is lost
in sky, clouded words,
long goodbyes,
and though I have a soul of
few wounds I somehow still manage to learn this
oceanic sadness–why is it that we exist
when we are so flawed, why is it that we
must dedicate ourselves to pursuits of no meaning,
why is it that though happiness is all we desire
we don't share, we're just liars–
I sit here torn,
close my eyes, crackle and
:iconfireindigo:fireindigo 6 3

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since shroonchu and rinihimme dug this up from years ago, I decided to retake it to see how I've changed. it's really interesting how I'm a lot more balanced now. instead of a dog, I guess I'm a cat/deer now (lol that would be a fun creature to draw/mangle)


[x] - You take pleasure in fooling/tricking people
[x] - You're easily scared
[ ] - You hate getting dirty 
[/] - You can be really flirty when you want to
[ ] - You keep your hair long
[ ] - You don't like getting wet unless you're bathing
[x] - You like to just lounge about
[/]- You get annoyed easily
[x]- You like seafood 
[ ]- You can spend hours trying to make yourself look good
Total for cat: 5

[ ] - You're almost always smiling
[ ] - You're nice to most people and like to get to know people before you judge them
[x] - You rarely resort to violence
[/] - You would NEVER hurt your friends
[x] - You really like tickling people, just to see if they're ticklish
[x] - You stand up for others 
[ ] - You would tell everyone that you love them if it wasn't so hard on your reputation
[ ] - You don't get angry easily
[x] - You share your food with people who are out of lunch money  
Total for dog: 4

[ ] - You're really good at swimming 
[x] - You like to swim
[ ] - You like sparkly things
[/] - You are really ticklish  
[x] - You can fit through almost any space
[ ] - You've gotten stuck in a net or/and rope before 
[ ] - You're romantically lost
[ ] - You're really good at keeping a straight face when you need to 
[x] - You aren't very drawn to people who "stand out"
[ ] - You can wear just about anything
Total for fish: 3.5

[ ] - You like to wear bright colors
[ ] - You like vegetables
[ ] - Your entire life revolves around sparkly things
[ ] - You always worry about falling prey to bullies/gossipers
[ ] - You're terrified of things that other people aren't scared of 
[x] - You aren't afraid of some things that other people are terrified of
[x]  - You have been told that you lack emotion 
[x] - You keep your opinions to yourself
[x] - You can be social one minute and a loner the next, and vice versa
[ ] - You are a good impersonator and/or you like to dress up as things you're not 
Total for bug: 4

[ ] - You're always prepared for something bad to happen 
[x] - You make little piles of things in your room that your friends/parent(s)/guardian(s) claim is 'unorganized'
[ ] - You run from rather than fight danger
[ ] - You designate people to hide behind
[ ] - You say "uh/er/um" a lot
[ ] - People have told you that you talk really fast before
[ ] - Sometimes you stutter
[x] - You like to have pets 
[x] - You far prefer animals to people 
[x] - You can't trust very many people 
Total for rodent: 4

[ ] - You are prone to spelling errors
[x] - You have been told that you are pretty before in any given way 
[x] - You are modest 
[ ] - You would rather run from a fight than actually fight 
[x] - You would protect the ones you love 
[x] - When you get really frustrated you cry
[/] - It breaks your heart to see ads about animal cruelty 
[ ] - You love your friends but sometimes they're mean to you 
[/] - You never say so, but you think that you're kind of pretty 
[ ] - When you were little you wanted to be a princess/prince 
Total for deer: 5


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LaurenIpsome Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2016
Thanks for the fave on "Monochrome Delusion"
fireindigo Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016  Student General Artist
you don't have to thank me for every piece I fav lol
LaurenIpsome Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2016
Lol. Okay. Just know that you're appreciated. :badteethhug:
LaurenIpsome Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2016
Thanks for the Favourite Star on "New Day"
fireindigo Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2016  Student General Artist
np :)
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LaurenIpsome Featured By Owner Feb 29, 2016
Thanks for the fave on "Lip Gloss"
fireindigo Featured By Owner Feb 29, 2016  Student General Artist
np :)
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LaurenIpsome Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016
Thanks for the fave on "Stalling Out"
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