FIRBIRD14

OK IM SO SERIOUS IM STICKING WITH ZACHARIE

(jay x cole) don't like, don't read . *warning yaoi* ------------------------------------------ what am I gonna do..shit Jay was lying in bed , still awake even though it was past 2pm. He was worried about so many thing's.. but most of it was his emotions towards Cole.. how did I even get on his subject? the ninja thought, but no matter how hard he tried he couldn't stop thinking about him... I have to admit he's good looking..with his cute smile and hazel eyes.....but he can be a idiot sometimes..this can't be happening , I can't have a crush on him... as Jay was contemplating his feelings , he yelped from the sound of something breaki

As I sat in the couch and thought why it would be easier to not live any longer I cough....echoing through the house, letting everyone aware of my presents I choke back the coughs and tears... wouldn't it be easier to die....not having to worry about anything..... not caring about my life any further because I know i'll never reach happiness as I though about my death I....I saw them I hear foot steps and see them waving... every second I look to make sure there not getting any closer.... help... im scared