FeuerSchwan

Gerri Köventina

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First Born by FeuerSchwan, literature

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First Born

It didn't take long for me to see. You favored god over me. Your every hour. Christ did devour. Let god keep you warm! When in your loneliness you become cold. Let christ keep you safe! When left dying in your old age. I may be a mere mortal, but I am your son. Futile love; god has your hearts won. He is the light. That has you blind! Let god keep you warm! When in your loneliness you become cold. Let christ keep you safe! When left dying in your old age. Iwill keep my love and give no pity. Estranged to my own family. I cry now grains of sand. Forbidden entrance to my fathers land.

Sweet Land of Liberty by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Sweet Land of Liberty

barbarians pointing fingers. oh dear they are going to pull the trigger. left a queen. for president full of greed. sweet land of liberty. what will become of thee? your people are faltering. their sanity withering. repeating the mistakes of others. Tearing its people in halves. mass genocide. ignorance and free will collide. sweet land of liberty. what will become of thee? your people are faltering. Their sanity withering.

Blackened by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Blackened

Leave your love at the door. I don't need your affection. Pound your forked blade into my heart. Your fith travles through my body like a disease. Steal me off to the side. Tear into me under the blackened roses. Wipe away my tears with sand paper. Noone must know of your treachery. Good thing god isn't looking. Or there'd be too many who know your terrible secret. Steal me off to the side. Tear into me under the blackened roses. How is it you find pleasure in my misery? You've taken all I have, yet you try to take more. One day you'll need me. But, I'll ignore your cries for help. Steal me off to the side. Tear into me under

Causing Trouble by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Causing Trouble

You don't want to cause trouble. So you jump in line. You're all waiting to be slaughtered. It's wasting precious time. Everyone knows you can't think for yourself. The holy father controls your mind. Open up your eyes. We need a revolution! Don't live your life blind. You'll never find a resolution! Religion rules the world now. And every nation is waring. Mindless drones taking control. Freedom is no longer evolving. But, for you that's not a problem. Avoid the issue cause you're not thinking. Open up your eyes. We need a revolution! Don't live your life blind. You'll never find a resolution!

Maybe Undecided by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Maybe Undecided

Won't find healing here sug. I'm incapable of empathy. Can't find love here anymore. It's as if the line is always busy. Thought we had met in the middle. But, I haven't quite decided. Could I try you on like my favorite jeans? These stairs won't lead you to heaven. Nor will you find hell at the end. Won't find home here with me babe. See I'm a failure at settliing down. Can't make me close my eyes. For I can only believe what I can see. So it looks like we'll be stuck here in limbo. Running around the playground, but we've got less games left. Not sure what we're going to do now. These stairs won't lead you to heaven. Nor wi

Sayonara by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Sayonara

It is the end of the world. Alone at a cliff I stand with you. You lean in to embrace me, but I turn away. Watching as the world evaporates before us. You lean in for a last kiss. But, I push you away. As you fall further from the cliff I wave to you. My heart smiles to finally be rid of you. Sayonara! I'll not think of you. Sayonara! We'll never meet again. I think of all those who are watching their loved ones die. They must be saddened and filled with fear. Taking in this moment that I will never live again. All of the happiness and sorrow of the world will end. Few will find their paradise and many will float enlessly amongst

Ihren Tochter by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Ihren Tochter

Don't turn your face away. Even if I cause you shame. Mama I know you don't look at me the same. Yes I know I'm to blame. Their daughter the black sheep. Defiling the world even when asleep. Their daughter the black sheep. When she speaks it causes their ears to bleed. Now I know I've not been a good girl. Does that mean you must lock me away from the world? Papa I know you embarrassed of your second born. That's why you reject me with scorn. Their daughter the black sheep. Defiling the world even when asleep. Their daughter the black sheep. When she speaks it causes ther ears to bleed. Their little black sheep. Wanting to ma

Where The Heart Lies by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Where The Heart Lies

The first night I met you snow was falling. You greeted me with open arms while a white graffiti swastika decorated the brick wall. You took me in and gave me wings. Taught me to stare danger right in the face without fear. Shouldn't have left the first time. Now there's a yearning to be back in your arms. Every second of everyday I think about you. I remember how I use to laugh and shout riding on the blue line. The summer of '06 I'll never forget. Remember the cousins from the Sox and Cubs game? From Clark St. to Irving Park, from Harlem to Saint Loui; Halsted to Dearborn. Shouldn't have left that second time. I knew the moment

Bleeding In The Wind by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Bleeding In The Wind

See into my eyes, I am the waking of a storm. My addiction for life will break down your walls. Bleeding in the wind, prayers fall on dumb ears. Who are you, but confused men? Jackales in dove's skin. Rapists of thought. Here comes your Titan! You will not escape. Like the merciless waves of a hurricane. Refused to listen and rejected my freedom. I will press and resist until you feel my pain! Jackales in dove's skin. Rapists of thought. Here comes your Titan! You will come to understand the meaning of justice. No martyr will there be. But, tricksters laid at their graves. Then the calming will come and all would have been sa

Not A Lounge For Mama And Papa by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Not A Lounge For Mama And Papa

Mama says don't be afraid to let the water envelop you. Papa says invision christ entering your heart. Once, twice, maybe the seventh time will be a charm. Coz we all know that the most sinful girls need yearly baptismals. Hello jesus I know it's been a while. But, I bought those red heels and went for a wild ride. That cigarette smoke was so inviting. The vodka on my lips was so awakening. So I had dinner with your friend lucifer. There were waiters and waitresses dressed in red and black leather. Gay men in shiny pink nylon and lesbians in mens clothes. I've only come back to inform you I won't be joining the angel's choir. Desp

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First Born by FeuerSchwan, literature

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First Born

Sweet Land of Liberty by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Sweet Land of Liberty

Goodbyes Are Not Forever by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Goodbyes Are Not Forever

Fate has taken you away in it's arms and with you it takes the nights joy Sorrow consumes me, leaving me only with the bitter taste of regret on my tongue for words I left unspoken and feelings I had hidden so well I wish you were here, I wish I could bring you back, I have so much to tell you! Full of rage I curse the heavens, why you? You were too young to go, why had you not been left unscathed?! Had I been more of a sister would you still be here? Had I called you would you have waken in time? Seeing your lifeless body makes my regret burrow deeper into my brain I don't want to believe it is you, you don't look like the Jeremy we kn

Welk Blumme by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Welk Blumme

Sleeping Beauty has become the crone None can see the beauty within, softless flesh, only wrinkles remain Weathered Snow White is given no reverence by the young princes Fate's hand has stolen the youth of a woman All heads turn from their hideous aged faces, they do not know that even they will fall and age! Schlafend Schön hat die Krone werden Keine sehen kann die schönheit innerhalb, weichlos fleisch, nur falte bleiben Verwittert Schnee Wittchen ist kein pietät gab vom der jung prinzen Schicksals hand hat die jungheit von ein frau gestohlen Alle köpfe dreh vom ihren scheußlich alte gesichte, sie kennen nicht das auch sie wird fall

Schlammpe 'Beautiful Cruelty' by FeuerSchwan, literature

Clown by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Clown

The fool will never be seen, he will decay in his lonliness A fool can not be taken seriously, he will not be noticed It is forbidden for him to have an opinion You speak without permission, understand noone cares! You are nothing Never something and always yearning See your reflection it is hideous Always nothing Ja never something! The idiot never understands, his brain is numb Stupid and silent is the fool He knows his place, behind all If he cries in pain, we will ignore his screams What does an idiot know? Absolutely nothing! You are nothing Never something and always yearning See your reflection it is hideous Always no

Domina 'Schon Tier' by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Domina 'Schon Tier'

My beautiful child look at what you have become, a merciless animal just like me Now the master fears what will be, secrets hide behind those empty eyes Things I can not see, but I feel a change, has my control over you been broken? It must not stay this way, I will break you then you will see, I am the master you bow to me! Beautiful beast, you are my creation, now get on your knees! You caress my flesh, I tighten your leash Listen to your master, it is I who you must please. Forever...Domina The darkness is filled with nightmares, I vision you breaking free from the leash Calling out in my sleep, awaken only you see you smiling at t

Last Letter by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Last Letter

While other girls are sung sweet lullabys, I am to give myself to my father Daddy's little whore His sweat burns on my skin, his hot breath blows on my face and I can smell his sin At night I know no peace, for he comes to me with the day's sins, I am father's resolution But, tonight my pain ends, on this paper last words full of hate I will write... My last letter! Auf wiederhören Father taints my innocene no longer In his hand my fragile heart breaks My time here is finished, I leave for another life Auf wiederhören My blood covers the desk like red liquid silk The knife still lies at my fingertips I am cold, pretty lips turnin

Spanisch Rose by FeuerSchwan, literature

Weiblich Volkermord by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Weiblich Volkermord

We bleed to create From our bloody tissue comes life But, man slaughters the temple that gave him birth and still calls her mother She carries life inside her Given no choice, but to leak what her body does not use So they will call her wicked and from the devil A woman finds herself murdered by the hands of men from her own family The female was not created to service the male There is no first, there is no second Only equality that is well deserved Such a lovely creature should not bow Strong and intelligent, wise and kind, this beautiful person will not sit and be silent! For many centuries the female has fallen victim to unju

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Empire by syfe, literature

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Empire

If I could drown in any color, I would choose your soft wine red Graceful fingers flow over your piano Pensive melodies submerge me wave by wave Finding secret passageways Unlocking hidden doors to other worlds Pictures and colors swirl around me In this vast panorama, I can do no other than harmonize with you Here with your music your words I can laugh and cry with no reservations I have never known such freedom or serenity Now I feel as though we are intertwined I want to share these worlds with you Take my hand Fly with me I want to show you everything You my muse my kindred You should have this freedom too You gave me

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Orakel by FeuerSchwan, literature

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Orakel

There is a dream I have of red petals and rotting flesh White blossoms stained by the blood of the dead They say I have conjured up death Can it be I dream like a demon? A sea of bodies and black leaves A dream so deep not even the cold can wake me from the screams The stench of my invocation covers the earth I am a dreamer of prediction What is feared most I bring to life Maggots spill from an open chest Ravens feed on eyes and brains Another scene I can not escape They ask me what are dreams made of Wasting pounds of meat and reeking piles of entrails All these things and more I reply The stench of my invocation covers the ea

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About FeuerSchwan

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Chicago
Favourite genre of music: german industrial metal,opera, and techno. But, I do like all types sorta
Favourite photographer: Eugenio Recuenco
Wallpaper of choice: Anything Rammstein
Skin of choice: Till Lindemann's <drool>
Favourite cartoon character: Foamy!!!!!
Personal Quote: I am the Lucifer christ and I am always right!

Favourite Visual Artist

Brian froud

Favourite Movies

Rammstein's- live aus berlin,Rammstein's Lichtspielhaus, practical magic, the crow

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

RAMMS+EIN!!!!! tatu, sarah brightman, loreena mckinnett,tori amos,tatu, Inugami Circus Dan

Favourite Writers

till lindemann,Richard Kruspe-Bernstein, Myself lol jk, Johann Wolfgang Von Geothe

Favourite Games

anything with blood and violence

Tools of the Trade

Things I can use to write or draw with, and my special blue pen

Other Interests

Poetry musik paganism cultural studies art and porn

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FeuerSchwan

Jun 23, 2012

Danke!

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I just want to thank everyone for the comments, watches, and adds. Forgive my poor writing, but I'm using swype on my mobile... Tee hee yeah it's lazy, but I've no other alternative. Well it is great to be back. Also just because I have to gloat... I was finally able to see Rammstein in concert again and omr it was heaven and beyond!!! Thanks again for your support. Muah!

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FeuerSchwan

May 8, 2009

Summer Hols

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Ahhh summer my least fave season of the year lol. Except for the fact i can get away with wearing lil to no clothes sailor slut powers activate! So the beach is calling me and by god i think I'll answer it. syfe my love you and ryan should come down this summer! but, noooooooooo you want to make me wait, make me suffer. WHYYYYY?????!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait to see you for halloween though! Goddess it's going to rock! still with summer here I;ll be able to get a lot more done. Half the crap I've written for my still developing band will be posted. I'd been trying to focus on the band, but with so much shit going on iv had no time. So yay su

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FeuerSchwan

Mar 10, 2009

The Revolution Starts Now

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I hope I am not alone on noticing that this country is headed back into the ways of the 60's. Instead of learning from its own and others mistakes it looks like my beautiful USA is just driving head first into a wall. It is time to stand up and turn this country around! We should show this land or maybe even this world that its time to open their eyes and cast away the outdated thinkings of the past. I don't want to see this world end because the people refused to move foward! The revolution starts here and now!