WOW! This is extraordinarily BEAUTIFUL!!! It is so WHIMSICAL and full of misty wonder.
Thank you so much for sharing this work of art with us.
Jesus LOVES you so much, Fel-X. He would wish it very much for you to come back to Him. There is never a moment in the day, that He does not think of you.
Everything you need, He provides for you with such care and precision because He created you as His beloved son. 🤗
If you even want to draw closer to Him, a very great place to start is the YouTube channel "Liebesbriefe von Jesus/Love letters from Jesus to sister Claire"
They have excellent and loving videos in English and Germans, as well as excellent translations in dozens of other widely-spoken languages.
God bless you!